Saturday, June 18, 2005

the MissIng 'Me'

todae was rather a stressful dae.. had a guest lecture from far east organixation toking about the 4 Ps for marketing followed by a hr break and my individua oral presentation.. my gosh.. the last class to present out of four classes was definitelt nt a good one as teacher will compare from what other class have and wat u dun have.. damn stresses la.. thru out the presentation though i see calm.. but i m nervous like hell worried that during the Q and A session.. weird qns will be pose.. if i unable to handle i be dead.. haha.. hmm.. but despite all my worries.. it goes rather smooth todae.. though a bit funni at the beginning cos i used a different approach.. cos got creativity points ma... haha.. hmm.. aniway.. presentation slides was obiendent... my class mates nt bad either.. din gave mi a headach... cos i think nacy yeao see i abit. toungu tied.. help mi alil lo.. luckily compared to her other class i covered all aspect of consumer credit burea only lacked of the credit report.. haiz.. sian.. but aniway.. was a good one at least that is wat i think ahah..guess mabbi still leaving in that stat of worried ness.. that y when reach tsc.. though we chtted lots of crap with caifong, derrick and yiheng... but reach tsc.. for my ycf training.. dunno i wat happen sia.. seem super blured todae.. as if my soul nv come back... i keep doing the wrong step.. den mt grp members whu always take mi as their guide.. followed my mistake too.. arghh shit.. haiz... den i feel damn paiseh la.. realli super paiseh.. even mok was shocked.. oh no.. must be the in ability to adapt to my new formation.. cos now no one beside mi i am on the extreme left row.. last time i was in centre.. haiz.. mabbi can't adapt lo.. thats y.. haiz.. HUiLING ar HUILING cannot liddat leh.. haha.. okok aniway beside loosing my spirit toade the dance was a great one in total cos we wore our clogs.. ahha.. was realli a challlenge in keeping balance.. now i do face challenge in ycf.. that is the balancey .. haha.. but aniway will try my best lo.. haha.. was realli a nice one.. tot i could nt dance properly in that clogs.. bust guess it goes rather well.. haha todae mok.. damn naughty sia.. keep luffing at mi.. haha mi oso luffing at myself lo.. whaha the whole incident is jus so funni.. imgaine ppl facing the front yet i did the turning step.. so damn obviious and paiseh la.. can't stop luffing sia.. oh my.. guess perhasp the post presentation dilema still in mi sia.. haiz.. haha.. oh ya did i mention.. i got the YCF tee le haha so happi den got the watch too so nice leh machiam swatch sia.. haha den the watch beacme the topic on the bus 65 haha.. cos eelynn, xinyi, vina all wanna the watch sia.. haha and the tee too.. hmmoh ya tml i be getting my digi cam as bdae present.. haha hopefully i got the model i wan.. cos that tim i went left a few only.. sob haha.. den can take down of those wonderful memories in ycf le.. haha..
happi happi happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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