Another mOndAe...

hmm.. yepz.. was kinda surprised with ken comments... opps.. haha din noe u blog aniway it was nice of ya.. hmm.. jus finished my FP tutiorial.. haha.. shiok.. den later will be going to prepared myself for tml FIT presentation.. yea.. tis week is presentation week.. haha next week will be better i guess..erm.. todae had my blaw presentation overall nt that bad but jus a lil cock up here and there.. overall ok la.. haha.. can be better..den had some light snack during lect.. cos no time for lunch.. yep.. oh ya.. this frieday.. going... ubin.. haha.. nice nice.. next week js le.. hehe..i will miss my councin engagement celebration at pasir ris.. sob.. i wanna be there.. but hai.. look like i got no choice.. yep.. hopefully fri can meet up my dear.. before i left for ubin.. yea.. 5 week din see him le.. can u magine.. haiz.. sad.. aniway he msg mi jus now.. not that bad.. though he seldom msg after i became his. oppz.. haha.. yaya.. okies.. think gotta go see the chn 8 show.. "you are the one.."" rui en is so chio.. my gosh.. how i wished i have half of her.. looks.. haha.. kk.. i should stop dreaming now.. haha.. yeap.. aniway.. tune in to 93.3 fm at 11pm.. got music diary.. nice and touching stories... haha.. had been listening to it ever since sec 2 wor.. haha loyal listener.. hehe okok.. bye peeps.. enjoy the night...

HaVe I FouNd My GoAlS in LiFe??

hey.. peeps.. if ya is reading my blog.. thanks for supporting all this while.. aniway.. went for jap tap dance todae.. it was cool, dynamic and suai.. okies.. yeah.. one of the trainer is suai.. hahha i shall nt elaborate... hmm..was quite easi to get adapted and in tune wif the dance step.. yea yea.... then cancel my date wif my dear.. cos kinda tired and no time as i gotta rush for a jap exchange in syc at 7.. jud somehow dunno why, mi din feel the pain when i cancel the appointment.. y? is it that my feeling for him faded.. or am i used to it.. disappointment times and times, again and again.. hmm.. i realli confussed.. aniway.. was rather enjoying at the jap exchange.. was beri impressed by a testimonial given by a nus ger.. she is so brave.. if i was in her state..i would have break down.. all thanks to diamoku.. and this wonderful mystic law.. hmm.. den guess wat.. if i m nt wrong there was this guy whu belong to spsd i think.. whu look kinda similar to "him".. erm.. ya.. the feature.. oso sharp nose wan.. think maybe guys wif sharp nose catches my attention.. aniway he realli look like him...every little inch i could observe.. hmm.. and he boarded the same bus wif mi.. oppz.. hehe.. dunno hav i realli get over him and forgotten abt him.. yesh.. i admit the "him " might be a selfish and rotten guy.. but.. it can nv wash away his image back in my mind.. no matter how mani gers feeling he has cheated and played mi like a fool.. still his image will still lingers.. i think... haiz.. then the ger was mentioning that.. the darkest the hr, the nearest the dawn.. which i agree too.. yea.. no maytter wat set back u suffered.. it would not be there forever... everything happens for a reason.. hmm..ya back to the jap ppl.. they are so kawaii neh... woo.. love them men.. yeap.. pei fu wif their seeking spirit... yeap.. tml is my b law retest.. good luck to mi.. and blaw presentation wor...gohonzon blessed mi... haha.. when can i realli find my mr.right?? or is he alr there.. but i have alwyas overlooked?? orh.. tell mi... hai... life has all sort of taste...

s & w TreKkInG aNd taS FaMilY TaLk SessIOn..

hey hey.. here i m gonna write sum of my thoughts on todae happening.. yeps.. todae help out in sch s &w trekking attachment.. was kinda tiring cos din had enough slp last night.. oppz.. was playing maple story.. haha.. aniway.. woke up late todae so i was the last to reach the club hs.. hmm.. den after that we started our 4 hr trekking actvity at ard.. 8.. was realli a good warm up.. make mi sweat and wet alot.. y? cos todae was raining heavily at macritchie haha.. yep.. was drenched frm head to toe.. luckily hp was not wet.. hmm.. den after that reach macritchie at ard 11.30... phew.. i jus indulge my self in resting and sitting down.. only to realise my hand is swollen all of a sudden.. shit.. quickly i call out to ben.. ask him wat happen to my hand.. den he told mi that my blood was not flowing properly that y.. haiz.. scared mi.. after that .. stomach was "screaming" so went up the park for our lunch sponsored by our advisor.. jalal.. hehe.. had ice-cream too.. yep.. not vbad after all.. hmm.. den after that we took the sch bus back to np.. we were all shack and relieved to be bk in sch again.. aniway after the bath.. tas council had a small tok regarding our up coming event.. was rather a heart to herat tok.. though each had diff opinion.. abt a common issue.. but realli hope.. the talk can last till evening.. cos is like.. in a committee.. sumtime we realli lacked for this kind of family tok.. as each of us are buzi fulfilling our role in the club.. for y? we love the club.. yes.. that the passion that keeps us in the club.. hmm.. so lets tolerate any further differences and sort it out tru tok kay.. that more like a family.. haha.. yep.. aniway.. was beri happy wor.. got ppl leave comments le.. haha.. yea.. and xiao.. haha i miss u too.. hope to see ya again.. soon.. i guess.. haha.. muackx,... yep and tml is the 1st YCF training... yea.. Jap Tap Dance..,,,, here i Come....

a daY fuLl Of SuRpRisEs AnD FuN..

woohoo.. a few day din blog le.. sorry peeps was kinda busy woith my project report that y din relli have the time to update abt mi. hehe.. aniway.. mi getting fine here.. yeap.. finally doing finished the last report le.. next wk get ready for presentation.. and.. the exam will be arriving soon.. sob.. aniway.. yest attened tasic 16 survial skill lesson.. was rather interesting though not much turn up.. disappointed.. aniway... recently jus knew.. one special person.. haha who seem to share the same thought and common reaction on the same issue.. nice to meet her aniway.. so yep.. we met up todae.. and realli had tons of fun.. though is our first meet up.. and was kinda tired now.. cos yest had a conference call with her and babes.. yepp onli managed to slept at five.. kinda deprived of slp now.. hmm.. den went town to take neo sticker.. was realli interesting.. the pic we took are rather cute though after some creative drawings of her friend ginni.. i think.. haha.. aniway.. was rather smooth todae.. managed to bith abt a particular person.. and realli wonders.. how can a person not sick of telling lies.. y must he/she.. keep telling lies? is it realli fun it will onli makes mi even more pissed of.. and heartbroken if he is my dearest.. haha luckily he is not.. yep..tml.. having ec lect and Cm tutiorial.. shit.. haven do.. the tutorial yet.. haha.. ok think i gtg do le.. update soon Yea..

WeDnEsDaE..A tiriNg Dae..

OhBahwa.. haha.. todae was kinda a shock cum tiring dae for mi.. shock at the rest i got.. cos it was not that fantastic which i tot it was supposed to though ya.. i did pass.. haiz.. sad sad.. den was rushing out for Financial pLanning project cos the dateline is like arghhh.. tis fri.. and is like there are two other project due ton next week.. diao.. realli short of time now.. haiz.. that gotta struggle like hell in the library jus now... 8 pm den end our mini discussion regarding the topic on Retirement scheme by CPF.. haha rather slack though.. but come bk den realise that Ben tan actualli post the marking scheme jus now.. den is was like we miss out.. two parts.. which carries i think 30 us percentage.. my oh my.. sob.. cos we left out compare and contrast and the adv, disadv.. sob.. left onli tml and fri.. gotta pia.. le wor.. haiz.. aniwae.. tonite was rather ordinary.. did the usual stuff, had a chat wif my dear nuthing much lo.. he jus mention regarding his dae in camp todae.. mi jus update him lo.. haha.. haiz.. hope for some happening tml.. for i be going to the dentist, having My Business Ett class, followed by a tution class for Ginni.. haha can get my tution fee.. finally.. yep.. think will update tml.. yeah.. do check it OuT YeAh!

Ec flash back.. grattitdue or grumbles..??

haha.. hmm this entry is my reflection for e-commerce. was supposed to do one.. so here is my personal opinion.. hmm.. e-commerce is rather intersting but at time tedious. Cos interesting is that we be able to post our stuff online for others to see.. tedious is when we almost completed the whole workshop den realise that the webpage is nt shown as wat we expected den has to go tackle certain part. Worse still.. sum even had to re-do the whole process and is like. we student are almost runing out of time for project and assignment but yet misfourtune has to befalls on us. Luckliy we has a patient and strict tutor to guide us in every part of the project if not, For e-commerce it will be my death pit. So yeps.. after all the guidence by Nelli Chew, Ec wasn't that bad afterall.. was rather a satisfaction when completed.. and graded.. hmm.. yepz.. that all for my reflection on ec... hee

3 WisDoM StOrIes!!

>1) The Pretty Lady
> >Once upon a time a big monk and a little monk were travelling
>together. They came to the bank of a river and found the bridge
>damaged. They had to wade across the river. There was a pretty lady
>who was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn't cross the river.
>The big monk offered to carry the pretty lady across the river on
>his back. The lady accepted. The little monk was shocked by the move
>of the big monk.
> >"How can big disciple brother carry a lady when we are supposed to
>avoid all intimacy with females?" thought the little monk. But he
>kept quiet.
> >The big monk carried the lady across the river and the small monk
>followed unhappily. When they crossed the river, the big monk let
>the lady down and they parted ways with her.
> >All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very
>unhappy with the act of the big monk. He was making up all kinds of
>accusations about the big monk in his head. This got him madder and
>madder. But he still kept quiet. And the big monk had no inclination
>to explain his situation.
> >Finally, at a rest point many hours later, the little monk could not
>stand it any further, he burst out angrily at the big monk. "How can
>you claim yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first
>opportunity to touch a female, especially when she is very pretty?
>All your teachings to me make you a big hypocrite."
> >The big monk looked surprised and said, "I had put down the pretty
>lady at the river bank many hours ago, how come you are still
>carrying her along?"
> >[This very old Chinese zen story reflects the thinking of many
>people today.We encounter many unpleasant things in our life, they
>irritate us and they make us angry. Sometimes, they cause us a lot
>of hurt, sometimes they cause us to be bitter or jealous.
> >But like the little monk, we are not willing to let them go away. We
>keep on carrying the baggage of the "pretty lady" with us. We let
>them keep on coming back to hurt us, make us angry, make us bitter
>and cause us a lot of agony. Why? Simply because we are not willing
>to put down or let go of the baggage of the "pretty lady".
>We should let go of the "pretty lady" immediately after crossing the
>river, immediately after the unpleasant event is over. This will
>immediately remove all our agonies. There is no need to be further
>hurt by the unpleasant event after it is over. It is just that >simple.]

2.. The Frogs
>A farmer came into town and asked the owner of a restaurant if he
>could use a million frog legs. The restaurant owner was shocked and
>asked the man where he could get so many frog legs!
> >The farmer replied,"There is a pond near my house that is full of
>frogs---millions of them. They croak all night long and they are
>about to make me crazy!" So the restaurant owner and the farmer made
>an agreement that the farmer would deliver frogs to the restaurant,
>five hundred at a time for the next several weeks.
> >The first week, the farmer returned to the restaurant looking rather
>sheepish, with two scrawny little frogs. The restaurant owner said, >"Well... where are all the frogs?"
> >The farmer said, "I was mistaken. There were only these two frogs in
>the pond. >But they sure were making a lot of noise!"
> >[Next time you hear somebody criticizing or making fun of you,
>remember, it's probably just a couple of noisy frogs. Also remember
>that problems always seem bigger in the dark. Have you ever laid in
>your bed at night worrying about things which seem almost
>overwhelming like a million frogs croaking? Chances are pretty good
>that when the morning comes, and you take a closer look, you'll >wonder what all the fuss was about.]

>3) The Turtles
>A turtle family decided to go on a picnic. Turtles, being naturally
>slow about things, took seven years to prepare for their outing.
>Finally the turtle family left home looking for a suitable place for
>their outing.
>During the second year of their journey they found a place ideal for
>them at last!
> >For about six months they cleaned up the area, unpacked the picnic
>basket, and completed the arrangements. Then they discovered they
>had forgotten the salt. A picnic without salt would be a disaster,
>they all agreed.
> >After a lengthy discussion, the youngest turtle was chosen to
>retrieve the salt from home. Although he was the fastest of the slow
>moving turtles, the little turtle whined, cried, and wobbled in his
>shell. He agreed to go on one condition: that no one would eat until
>he returned.
> >The family consented and the little turtle left.
> >Three years passed and the little turtle had not returned. Five
>years...six years... then on the seventh year of his absence, the
>oldest turtle could no longer contain his hunger. He announced that
>he was going to eat and begun to unwrap a sandwich. At that point
>the little turtle suddenly popped out from behind a tree shouting,
>"SEE! I knew you wouldn't wait. Now I am not going to go get the >salt."
> >[Some of us waste our time waiting for people to live up to our
>expectations.We are so concerned about what others are doing that we
>don't do anything ourselves.]
..... Hey peepZ.. do u enjoy the stories?? i do.. dun ur find it so tru.. is like happening in us all the time.. jus that we din realise till u read all this three stories.. haha.. enjoy..

ChiNesE nEw YeaR dAe!!

hihi.. "gong xi gong xi".. hmm been hearing all the propersous words ever since a few week ago.. anyway.. ya.. a happi chines new yr to all.. haven been blogging for sumtime..oh.. ya my dear dear today fall sick wor.. den dein meet up with his friend to go shopping for valentine present which he sae i was nt meant to noe what is it cos is a SURPRISE for mi.. haha.. how sweet of him.. aniway.. mi keep pestering for the hints of his gift to mi.. kinda.. notti.. i noe.. but i jus like that way he feel disturbed.. forever.. so cute.. hmm.. den sumhow.. we had a last converstaion before rooster brother arrive.. cos hang up on the phone with him ard.. 11 plus.. cos think he nt feeling well lo.. poor.. boi.. let mi sayang u on fri kay.. hoping to have a nice tanning session with him.. aniway.. think tml.. ppl will be buxy visting their grandparents hm.. for mi i think i gonna "nua" at hm le.. sob.. cos.. grandma in malaysia.. and my father side.. grandpa and mum.. pass away le.. so mabbi watching the S.H.E encore concert... yea.. like their "jing Zhong zhao.Tie Bu Sha".. nice nice.. haiz,, al this feel dae haven been blogging.. cos y.. alot thoughts flashed past mi.. dun realli note how to mention it in blog.. of cos nt on relationship.. but on friendship? leadership ba.. haiz.. cos.. relationship of mi is kinda wonderful now.. after the fight with my dear.. kinda realise i do actualli love him alot.. jus din show.. cos.. i feel kinda pain to reject all his calls and sms.. as that time when he din nt turn up for the conference i was realli mad.. y? cos i hate promises being broken.. if wanna break it.. den might as well dun make the promises.. thus that 11 hrs.. i had a hard time to pass it.. only till 12, i decide to forgive him once again.. and we loved each another even more le..haha.. is kinda long story la.. if wnna noe ask mi lo.. hmm.. think things that troubles mi are firendship ba.. is like.. i m nt trying to boost.. but is like., i do have lots of friends..till i dun even noe whu my best friends is now.. in sec sch.. it is very clear that, eunice, ruiying are my best friend.. in pri sch was amanda and myo su, valarie... but now in poly? shouldn't i have more best friend? is like.. is hard to distinguish whu my best frined mow.. for all.. islike.. my feeling towards them are all.. abt the same.. why? why is this happening? tot life there was a saying that.. good friend dun need alot.. a few will do... but.. who are my good friend now? ppl are getting more scarier... though they dun show it, but huamanbeing given the ability to think.. is hard for us to noe what he/she is thinking though she behaves as normal... some.. takes u for granted.. other makes u as a sparetyre.. when the friend who are much closer to them den u do is nt ard.. they tok to u, give u attention that u need.. but once the friend arrive.. she jus kinda ignore u.. even u suan her jokingly, she take it so seriously.. n dun blame mi for having mood swing.. i was not the cause of it.. is your.. your made mi.. decided that i should be cold.. towards ur.. dun ask mi y disappear so long.. is beacuse of all ur action that puts mi off..hm.. luckily.. still got my gakkai friends.. the friendship there is so pure.. when ever u encountered problem.. they be giving their word of true advice.. that is chant Nam MyO Ho ReNGe kYO.. for wisdom and gohonzon will choose a path of u.. which is absolutly right.. since young.. my life have been.. planned properly.. nothing much for mi to think abt.. except focusing on my studies.. they will also given u encouragement based on Sensei Guidence... which strongly gave mi the strength to move on once i fall..thankz.. NrPsD ..peeps.. my Comrades.. lets move on and advance together...!!

eDuCaTiOn FoR HuMaNiSm!!

i realli dunno who to blog my entry for todae.. was rather fruitful yesh.. very cos is our SD conference.. such a meaningfull event. the minister of education came down and share with us wat singapore education is like now.. how nt humble singaporeean can be.. though they are proud of singapore.. one of the statement i can still rmb is.." there was this yound men whu told a china man.. look.. singapore we hav this..this.. and this.. nt noeing that china are even better and more hi-tech development den us.this has again reminded us that we must be humble in whatever we do.. and nv think that we are smarter than others no doubt we should hav confidence.. of cos.. education plays a part in self discovery.. Knowing whu u are, what u are, and wat u wanna do to contribute to society. And the next pt is passion.. Nowadae ppl care so much abt "mian zhi" that they dun show their passion out. for instance.. student choose to sit at the back instead of sitting at the front.Y?? the passion to seek learning is nt seen animore.. rather ppl are fighting for back seat.. and the value of.. education is deterioted too.. ppl are thinking more on materialist needs rather then values creation in them.. wats wrong with the ppl now?? education seem to be the source for obtaining good grades onli.. and that is a wrong conception.. education plays a part in promoting peace and harmony!!.. so guys our there.. be more matured.. taking the front wrong does not mean u are kiasu.. it jus signify the drive u have.. going to tutorial and lecture.. is nt for the sacke of attendance but.. for ur own groth and development.. if only every youth will be like this.. singapore could den be a more knowlege driven country and nt jus a country that is outstanding in materialist needs.after this conference i finalliy realis.. wat is my purpose in life? and where is my passion? trying to skip lecture thinking is a cool thing? sorry.. is a foolish thing!!.. now.. all my aim is to learn and cultivate more values by having all the virtue.. onli den could we call ourself a person whu undergo education. Singapore Soka Association is definately the right buddhist organisation to shape the ideal youth for the societ in promoting peace and harmony.. which i will forever be grateful to.. U shape wat we are now.. Thankz for orgainzing this confernce.. those whu could nt attend all i can sae is.. u hav miss the great essence of life.. of purpose in life..

Tas cOunCiL rEuNiOn DiNnEr!!

woohoo!!.. gooditodae was kinda busy.. walk alot, took lots of bus transports.. haha.. cos went Care Corner to five the goodie stuff to them though we delayed like one mth. they seem kinda happi lo.. too ba i din get to see the grandma i accompany during the day we bring them for christmas tour.. sadz.. but aniway shopping was rather cool.. cos we bought stuff , necessities for the elderly and was like a trolley filled lo.. haha.. but that freaking stupid cashier was damned irrating lo.. i give her.. shan notes oso money ruite.. summore she is cashier lol.. tot that is her job to count money. haiz.. pls lo.. if u afraid of counting money by all means quit ur job get be a baby sitter la.. damn diao lo.. didn't her manager tell her that customers is always rite? Pls..!! so no passion for work.. den dun work la. haiz.. enough of her.. den met serene and go chinatown walk walk.. wah saw lots of cute cute goodie... even have colourful gua zi.. in green tea flavoured wor.. hmm nice nice.. bought some stuff for my family too.. soon time passed damn fast lo.. 6 has arrived.. met my council for reunion dinner.. yeah.. we lau yu sheng.. haha.. aniway.. was rather great for mi.. as for the rest.. mi nt beri sure.. took lots of pic.. den after that.. went with the rest.. to go to the end of marine south to listen to the breeze.. and tok crap lo.. wah it was damn dark there.. think we had spoil a couple fun by creating lots of noise and laughter. haha.. den now back at hm.. shiok.. esp the leg.. cos jus soak in water.. arh.. the feeling is aWWwwWWwWW!!.. den tml gotta wake up early to go for tasic kayaking followed by my student conference.. finally the dae has arrived!!yeah.. but sad.. cos my friend cannot made it. but i managed to drag my counsin there whu is an inactive chap lo.. haha.. okok.. gtg le.. think gtg orh orh le.. aniway ya.. CT is over.. yippeee!! was rather postive abt the test as it was within my ablity.. pls.. let mi score an A cor common test.. haha.. den no prob to get grade above B leh wor.. oh ya.. oso registered for SPF.. hopre they wanna mi as a police officer.. i miss police daes.. esp.. going in and out of tracom.. haha.. shiok...the justice feeling is there... commmitment to serve the country against crimanls is there.. is jus the un describle feeling if i can be selectd for the Police vacancies... hope i get it pls.. haha....