HaPpI SUnDAe!!

haha woke up at 12 plus tis morning.. den had my luch at ard 1.. was happi having small chit chat with my bro regarding his role as a mnitor in sch for 4 yrs.. all e sia gang job.. he did lo.. rather nice monitor if i am thier sch mate cfm choose him.. cos he is kinda soft-hearted at time lo.. but hav lots of wacky idea.. den had chicken rice wif him though i supposed to abstain frm chicken.. but.. haha.. shhh.. den back hm.. mum was back frm seeing doc too.. cos of her cough.. den.. she bought two VCD, two stcker to decorate the hs for CNY.. the syuff damn cheap lo.. the decoration one.. so big and colourful onli one buck.. omg.. haha.. din noe can find such a worth while thing For CNY but nice oso lo.. haha.. den was buzi studing B law.. todae.. trying hard to memorise the fact and understanding too lo... b law is realli wonder ful.. imagine.. haha.. now we noe how to break a law without getting caught and sue.. yep.. is jus so amazing.. and sum how feel like a student study law lo.. i mean reali law.. though most is abt business la.. hmm..den watch fei ge show.. haha intersesting oso.. hmm.. think will read a lil more for b law.. as for CM.. i dun dare to see ar.. think the dae before den i study ba.. tml.. shall study EC... haha.. cos last final push before tue.. yep.. haha.. thats all lo.. think gotta go read a lil le.. bye peeps all the best for those.. mugging for CT...

CeLeBraTinG SerEnE aNd SiSi BDaE!!

hmm wake up at 9 to go for dim sum with my parent and grandma whu came from malysia last nite . The dim sum was kinda good lo.. but i den mange to eat much cos on diet ma.. haha.. if nor CNY.. nt nice le.. but diet here and there excerise here and there .. still like the same leh.. though weight decrease.. haiz.. guess is part of my genes too lo.. haha.. den went to my lao yi place.. she is my uncle 's wife auntie.. though sounds kinda far but she is realli a nice auntie.. and one thing for sure she is a hair stylist.. having her own business at hm.. and all thanks to her.. i get my hair rebonded.. haha.. loook neater now.. hmm.. and guess wat.. her daughter.. is actualli my best friend frene in sec sch.. had seen her lots of time.. cos we used to be volleyball player.. was like a hi bye friend.. but ended up opps.. she is actualli my relative too.. oh my... the world is jus so small.. and she happen to be eelynn friend too.. HUiyee.. haha.. okok.. aniwae nice to meet her.. and she is a great slper .. can slp teill 2 plus 3.. haha.. till my rebonding is like.. half done.. pei fu.. but kinda shocked to noe she no longer play volleyball le.. hmm come to think of it.. i and amanda and myosu ,nancy once made a promise that we must played once again as a team regardless in any institution reprsenting either spore.. or sch.. but.. seems like.. all of us.. taken diff education path.. hope to realli meet up with them and played like what we used to.. haha.. hmm.. den.. went for celebratin at Kenny roger.. Oh my.. the serving was kinda huge though i some how expected.. but i din noe.. jus eating the spare ribs could actualli made u full and.. the muffin was nice lo.. hehe yum yum.. spent ard 18 on the lovers set. so rather ok la.. for such eventful dae.. den was crapping with them abt our dae in TAS.. haha was kinda warm lo.. imagine.. the same activites we did.. but at diff yr wif diff team members u hav.. every one was sharing though.. hmm at rd 9 plus.. took zac car and he drove us to wisma.. initally wanted to crap at wisma.. but big serene got date.. and mi kinda tired le.. so ended up.. we drop off frm there.. and walk to far east lo.. cos din wanna to pester zac and sisi ma.. sine i think zac haven nt properly celebrated her bdae with him yet.. cos sisi was down with flu.. oh.. sob sob.. hope u get well la.. and while walking, think walked past a couple having high climax near the wulu stairs... damn paiseh when we se it.. faster turn and pretend nuthing lo.. haha.. din mean to see them aniway.. yep.. den we took several pic.. cos can't wait to see my new rebonded hair on pics.. yep.. was kinda enthu in taking pics lo.. haha cos was kinda high yesterdae.. hmm.. yep then my bus came le.. so my dae was wrap up.. after a bowl of hot soup left for mi at hm.. haha.. nice nice.. though is campbells but is mum prepared.. so it beats any other resturant soup.. haha..ok.. gotta read my ec lect le.. nites to all!!

AfTer SD.. Ann Mtg...

hey hey.. todae was realli great.. went back sch to meet up with xinyi to study blaw after her paper.. haha.. was there ard 3 at lighthouse.. den had a light dinner cum tea break at canteen one lo.. haha.. order a damn colourful fruit platter.. all due to my colourful mood lo.. was kinda relaxed though is common test period.. when ppl are freaking stressed abt study.. yep aniway.. waited for eelynn and weiliang to meet us up lo.. at ard 5 plus.. haha.. studing with xinyi was kinda interesting.. she will observe ya movement if u made any .. regardless humming sound or any movement u made.. haha.. was quite a pleasure.. though she is always been distracted den i try to act staying focus.. aniway.. yep.. took 61 to bt .timah there change 985 to kallang den Mrt to tampiness.. met up with shulin at tamp.. haha she has nt channged any still as pretty as before.. den saw lots of sd ppl at tamp.. immediately. some gather at coffeeshop having dinner.. whereas for NRPsD.. we managed to get the mosy cosy place.. near the vending machine to practise our cheer lo.. is kinda Short ,simple but motivating ba.. hmm.. den attended the mtg.. realli enjoyed myself at the mtg.. for i gain inspiration after the two speaker had spoken.. they are now professionals but they too undergo SD and they tell us all their beautiful memories that i will still rmb.. they truly inspired mi to be a wake up leader.. which means.. is realli stand up for the members, care for them give them attention and always there for them lo.. and i realised the strong urge that now is the time for youth to take the lead.. for sensei has been fighting till he is 7o plus yrs old now.. we must nt let him carry this responsiblity of konsen rufu.. but rather.. we will walk along with him and fight for konsen-rufu.. and.. kinda guilty that we as youth out here.. is nt even putting as much effort as sensei is for konsenrufu.. when we are like ten over yrs old while he is reaching his eighties soon.. and he is still fighting hard..And the atmosphere during mtg was gr8. is like u jus have a sudden rush to race out of the rm and do somthing for konsen -rufu at that momment and.. i realli enjoyed daes in SD.. and we shall fight on.. in this mentor and disciple spirit.. oh ya.. den when mtg ends, took a buswith xinyi.. and suddenly i tot of.. closing ymd n ywd bonds in nrpsd by suggesting a renunion on 5th feb .. which is after the conference.. haha.. and that idea was kinda gd lo.. all the IIC.. like the idea.. so guess i gonna start diet now.. den forgo my diet on fri.. haha..oh ya/../ receive my SD handbook too.. though is a file la.. but i gonna decorate it.. after CT wor.. now still thinking of wat to design.. haha..hope can take some pic of nrpsd ba.. den can paste on it le.. hmm..

my 3rd Entries wor.. 4 more dae to CT..

hmm.. Like mention above, 4 more dae to common test.. cham ar.. tryining to rmb the cse of business law.. but it seems kinda hard to get it in my brain.. oh gosh.. was revising CM the whole of tis afternoon... but revised till lect 3 before i left for tution.. sob.. chan le.. realliy panianking now.. hmm.. guess i should relac a lil.. aniway.. went to ginni place to tutor her.. haha she was like kinda unable to sit still lo.. wor.. made her do serveral assignment.. though i think she can still survived w/o mi as a tutor.. i mean she is realli gd lo.. jus poor in problem sum.. hmm.. so bo biah.. bought two problem sum bk for her.. shall make her finished by p5.. seems.. evil.. though.. hahha...aniway.. now back to revising my subject.. oh gosh.. time is realli running out.. hmm... guess tml.. will be going for sd commerative mtg.. happi wor.. all sd ppl gather.. haha.. nice nice..haha.. wooh.. i realli manage to forsake my dinner for the past few dae.. think got 4 dae liao.. haha.. hope can get my shape back again when i was like a kid.. hmm.. sianz... ok lah.. think that all for now.. thiugh i missed sumone badly now.. haha..

my New BloGgIes...

hey peepz.. pls erased of my prevous bloggies address kay.. the previous bloggies have sum problem.. dun noe y.. so erased it out the fantastic brain of urs.. haha.. aniway.. thank.. eelynn whu been supporting it wor.. as for the others i also wished to thank la.. cos yr nv leave ur commemnts so hard to noe lo.. aniway.. life for mi nowadaeys are pretty bad.. had been running several thoughts inside my mind.. haiz.. wats love men.. sumtime dun realli feel that is the right time for mi to get into a relationship.. so soon.. i wanna play.. but yet i wished for a warmth shoulder at times.. wats wrong wif mi.. freak.. haiz.. aniway.. when think back seem like i have grown alot.. though nt physically but mentally.. haiz.. love ar..sumtime.. y must ppl enter one anothers life and den walk away.. dun he or she noes is hurting? haiz.. sumhow.. still find the flash back.. sweet.. though there is a certain price to pay.. haiz.. luckliy got all my darling in nrpsd. to walk wif mi during this period.. dunno la.. sumtime realli lost.. den will seek their help.. haha.. sharon is the first.. followed by alvin.. hey.. peeps.. thank aniway,.. though i still dunno wat to do.. haha.. let time heals the wound den.. so yep.. hope my this new bloggies dun give mi prob.. pls.. haha..

nice..-touching story..

I and Jin are best fren..we do anything that bestfren do...

One day, i realised that i love him...so i decided to confessed his feeling to him one nite where we camp with other frens. he said yes, he would be my boyfren..So we went on like other gurlfrenboyfren's life does. Watch movie, walk in park, eat together,go to beach....but life's not fun as when we are still best fren....he also doesnt talk much, or act like we are best fren, close and share everything...for me, he is not a suitable or loving boyfren...but i kept quitely this on my mind...But since the day he bcome my boyfren, heevery single day would give me a small teddybear...At first i thought it was lovely, but till now, iwonder why he would gav me this...

One day, i was walking alone at a park. Then i saw Jin talking to another gurl. I walk toward him and i overheard him saying "i love u'' to the gurl.

I was really angry and i run home coz Jin never told me he love me all the time we been boyfrenand gurlfren.Then, at midnite that day, he come to my house and i open the door. He just passed me the teddy bear that he used to give me everyday and said sorry coz i didn't giv u this today. i was reallyangry and i shouted at him,"Why u always give me this crap? All i wan to hear form u is, I love you, that's it, izit too hard???"Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left away..i throw the teddy bear into my cupboard.The next day, Jin asked me out. We meet at bus stop near my house..i walk there and then he just gav me a big teddy bear,my anger was still in high position,and i throw the teddy to the middle of the road. He keep quiet and then he go to the middle of the road and pick the teddy up. He dint realise a truck was coming towards him. I shouted at him not to pick it up and he was about look at me,and...*Bang*."JIN!!!!!!" I shouted...the next minute he was lying on the road,covered with blood. He was sent to the hospital but it's too late...i lost him...forever....after attended his funeral, i went back home and i hug all the teddy bear he gav me since the day we bcome gf bf...i counted the teddy bear oneby one..1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the last teddy bear he gave covered with his blood wasthe 365th...it had been a year we bcome bfgf...i squeeze the teddy bear with the tears flow....suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddys...and i take one of it, and try to press on his tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy bear he gav me...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................

and the biggest and the last teddy bear Jin gavme, I squeeze his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first annivery being bfgf after a year.....i always love you, yesterday,today, and forever........I love you....*i dropped the teddy bear........i never realised that Jin had actually told me those words..every single day....till today...i slowly picked the teddy and i whispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........"