GReaT dAe!!

yox!!.. todae woke up super ultra late.. guess wat.. i woke up at 11.. when my tutorial was supposed to start at 11.. den no choice bath le.. pia down to take cab.. use back the bag i used yesterdae.. no time to transfer..ahah. the fare cost mi 6.70.. argh.. pain.. heart, pocket pain.. hmm but no choice cos i dun wann miss sally chew tutorial as it is on dinning ettiteqe.. nice module.. nice teacher.. i have statrted to like her even if last sem when she taught us bix ettit shw seem to be a more cold teacher in IS. However tis sem she is realli different and funny teacher.. will joke and get serious at times.. her sense of dresing is sumthing very different.. forever so professional, the way she tok, gestures and taught us more on interatcive business skill is sumthing worth.. rewarding.. hmm.. LOVe IBS, RMGT, IB, ECD alot.. all the module!!

yeah.. den during our two hr break go convention there touch up on our ecd report.. project session was fun.. cool!! den we even touched on the date we wanna go for blood donation.. oh ya.. before the IBS tutorial end. mrs chew ask for volunteer for the shot again.. yeah.. i of cos i volunteer for it.., even call GK to got for the shot.. but all my class mate nt free.. hmm ani takers wanna try? whaha.. is on 10 dec 9am -3pm.. hehe.. jus nice is CR1 ygm.. tat night i guess..

After project.. went to lt 45 to have our.. IBS lecture.. cool.. tis time was henry koh.. a reall fnyy, passionate laecture.. whi seem to tell us everything he noes.. enjoyed his lect thoroghly!! one part i remember was super funny..he was go through the 1st lecture notes slide.. which is nt wat we have for todae lect material.. out of curiosoity i coppied down all the points as it is essential for my data gathering call.. i feel.. so i hapily copied down.. den xinyi frm 02 i think pat mi frm behind telling mi is from week one de notes.. i was like.. huh.. realli? cos i miss lect one.. so i took out my IBS file, took a quick glance .. oh my.. is realli 1st week material.. out of curiosity i let him tok finish le, raise up my hand and ask him to clarify reagarding the one he is teaching no.. and the one we supposed to know by the end of the lect.. guess wat.. he commented:" wah tat a good one! everyone lets give her a round of applause!" i was like diao.. damn paiseh.. cos i was jus asking wat most of my class mates wanna ask.. jus tat i m more daring at that time to raise hand out of 100 plus student.. including student from red campus.. (3 dae.. poly attachment student from sec sch)..

haha.. den after lect supposed have NTU talk de.. but is like hello.. NTU, busincess.. whu will stay? end up..half the lect is empty.. perhaps if SMU come.. cfm full house.. but oppx.. is ntu lo.. guess they should got for enginerring.. whaha.. aniway i was the most whu left, left with seeyan to rush down town to work, take over sophia and lyn shift.. todae have been traveling on cab.. whaha.. den work till 10.30.. working wad great met funny friendly customer.. guess wat sensei sae is really true.." change for the enviroment and nt the enviroment change u!"--- this statement will be reflected in the stories later.. given by....

NICE STORY.. Credit by Gk..
long ago
there is this little mouse
and 1 day this mouse was on his way home and saw a genie stucked in a bottle

the mouse went and saved the genie
the genie was glad and said he would help the mouse no matter what
so the mouse told the genie
I want to become a cat
so that I will not be chased by a cat again
:
and the genie granted the mouse's wish
after sometime
the cat came back
and this time
the cat wanted to become a dog
because the cat was chased by a dog
:
the genie granted the cat's wish again
and after a month
the dog came back
and the dog said he wanted to become a lion
cuz he was chased by a lion
and he went off as a lion
after some time
the lion came back
this time the lion wanted to become a human
cuz he was almost killed by a hunter
the genie turned the lion back into a mouse
and told the mouse
no matter what u become
u would still be afraid of something
:
because
deep down u
:
u are still a lion with the of a mouse
unless u change yourself there is nuttin I can help u
-the end-

touching , meaningful song...

yoz.. rmb the previous post i was saying that i had fallen inlove with steph sun song on
<<>>.. it was actualli introduced by our dear sisi.. when tat time we had our anniversary night on sat after yiheng daimokukai at my house.. tat night was realli well spend.. enjoy myself alot... cos therewas realli lots of interaction among our 29th council.. so glad tat we can seen one naother again after half a yr.. i guess.. haha.. ur are a huge bunch of funny ppl.. hmm.. den got.. 3rd for lucky draw..nv in my life.. but i prefer the bolster to the table.. haiz.. so heavy.. luckliy wenfeng they all got car, van.. so still ok..after ann night went bugis breeko to chill, order a tropical drink.. opps. is low fat milk belended with strawberries.. yep.. den chatted for a while.. look thru all the pic we taken jus now.. soon everyone started to leave as most of us are tired after a long dae.. soon i took asman car.. back to somerset to take NR home.. whaha.. mi. sisi, ariff took NR back.. to sisi hs.. initalli wanted go hm de.. but she worried abt my safety den ok lo..i stay in her room.. whaha.. realli had a wuality chat tat night.. from police.. life.. to perception of regrets.. den to relationship..tata the most juicy part..felt uterlly upset when she shared .. the process.. esp i had sorta been thru wif them since i was a member they are already a couple.. haiz.. realli tok a lot.. the more she tok.. the more i felt upset.. dunno la.. to think.. sumone whu has always been a mr nice guy to mi yet.. thinking is such narrow minded.. and has hurt my dear friend is jus like a knife slashed across my chest..den as she shared.. i became more awake.. den she also let mi listen to the above song.. tat is the song she passed by.. when she was down and venting her anger on shopping.. I cried.. when i was listening.. i jus can't helped it.. see lah.. sisi wat good deed u done.. haha.. aniway.. i am glad to be able to share some of ya sorrows.. rmb i always be there.. ever.. since then i have been looking for this song.. share share with your the lyric..


- steph sun

i don't wanna lose you,
but i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't wanna hate you,
i don't wanna take you,
but i don't wanna be the one to cry.
and that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

now, i could never change you,
i don't wanna blame you.
baby, you don't have to take the fall.
yes, i may have hurt you,
but i did not desert you.
maybe i just wanna have it all.

it makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
and like a fool who will never see the truth,
i keep thinking something's gonna change.
and there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where i used to lay?

and there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
there's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough.
oh...

LivinG lifez w/o regrets!!

wake up at 8am in the moring left hom at 8.45 went over to my kid, weiliang house for tution.. this time round mi brought a dinosaurs book with mi, hoping to spike his interest in interacting wif him.. IT works!!.. we tok abt power ranger.. and i even let him try a bit of my lime juice.. as i was teaching him on fruits last lesson.. was supposed to bring mango there as he had nt tried it before.. but shop to early nv open.. haha.. he commented it was nice and wan mi to bing more next time.. haha so happi.. finally he is nt scared of mi le.. and he even wanna mi leave the book behind for him to read... wah!! was realli beri happy.. den waited 5 min for the bus to sch.. reached school aroun 1059.. 1 min before i was considered on the dot.. find my seat and quickly prepared for the lecture.. the lecture was cool.. jeff wu.. shared sum reallu stupid funni joke.. haha.. yep.. den after lecture rush up to level 3 to rehearse our part.. for the presentation for IB>. though was a lil unhappy sum where.. as nt all were in one mind.. rmb one actualli sae i was agressive.. am i realli? or am i jus purely excited.. haiz.. dunno.. well.. ppl perception is n t sumthing i could contrl.. haiz.. so perhaps i will be a bit less "agressive"? haha.. The result of the presentation was good!! yeah.. den went to atrium pass my dad com.. and sat in the atium ewas abt to sat down when i noticed kenny.. so invited him for my ygm as well as we started on tmr tutorial.. it was cool.. hmm.. i met cindy ( my member) ard 5 plus.. at atrium.. haha . went to sic to pass francis the YGM ticket.. for him to invite his friend..soon nelly came.. we went campus deli to grab a bite.. soon lyn arrive in sch too.. and we mad our way to club hpuse.. only to see tat.. there are more instructors den members todae.. oh my.. as the three of us is nt in physical attire.. we left soon after,.. a while.. and we met benjamin down the stairs.. haha he is so hardworking com all the way to NP to study as well as running with jean and asman.. cool.. too bad we no attire if nt cfm join them.. haha but we made a deal le.. every mon is our ex-council.. training time.. wah.. whahah.. to train for the next expedition to tahan in april as well as for my 3rd attempt for napfa!.. the visit to qneens way was good saw alot of nice variet of shoes ranging from casual to sprot wear.. and i fall in love with an addidas sneaker.. it is jus so different frm the rest.. after walking for sum stores realised tat there is not much price different..lyn and mi set on the same shoe.. whaha but is 141 after discount acsis de.. oppx..den we went up for dinner at MAC.. diner was great luff alot during the tok.. when toking back abt js , tasic, aos, updating nelly abt all this three event when she is nt around.. yep..din noe times pass so fast.. even before i could finishe it was 10.30 liao.. so we made our way back.. no 147 in sight.. den it came after 2 min.. den miss my bus 75 cos.. was supposed to flag it.. but i tot there is ppl alighting o i did nt wave lo.. end up.. zroom.. it zoom past mi.. nelly was so worried tat i no bus back even volunteered to pass mi 5 bucks to take cab back.. luckily haven took cos it cames jus after a 15 min.. and as the bus past my the back gate.. darren, aiaha boared up the bus.. yep.. had a great tok with guo zhen.. hehe.. okok... tat all no.. super tired... gtg orh le.

a dae full of surprise

* a great cocktail party in school for IBS module*

*an enjoyable, tiring, but fun experience in fliming to promote sch of BA to the secondary sch student by experienced production crew!!*

This are the satement which we got to speak to the camera at blk 72 level 8.(one of the big room...haha

1) Have u got wat it takes? (dry run 1, mock 1, rolling 2 + 4 tries for the takes to be successful!! yipee!).

2) Zest and Passion, BA got the winning drive! (dry 1, mock once actual 2)-----> getting a bit better..

3)Come Join us.... ! (this is much more simple--->dry 1 actual take 1).

4)Make BA the school of business and accountancy your first choice! (.. this is coooolllll it took mi 5 min to memorise the phrase.haha.. (---->dry 2 ,actual take 2)----

*End at 6.30* after the take at level three the car park.. amazing we saw the inital D car.. hard to believe but all of the crew and my friend saw it.. --one in a million chance ba co i tot the car is only used in the production for the sake of the INital D movie..*

*Rush to work at 7.30.at marina square.. supposed to reach by 6.. oppz.. the night was ok .. miss my dinner.. cos no body to tend the shop.. and loss of appettie to eat.. oppz* ( still the night was great esplande was beautiful... shall faster pray for a digi cam so tat i could take down all beatiful shots.. rather den jus wat i write.. *praying hard for one by the end of christmas*.. peeps u noe wat to do? haha jus kidding..

Tat sums up my dae =)...... hapPi!!!

FuiFilLmEnT oF REaLISaTIon

p.s: i'm gonna change the stlye of writting now.. after sum comments our our dear ****n. u noe whu u are.. aniways thanks..
Synopis of the past two dae 17-19
Past two dae on fri was great , had tutorial at 11 den wnet uphill and down hill to borrow laptop from sharon .. thanks ger.. cos lazy to bring mine from home as we having a nrpsd dialogue in sch wif all our beloved mambers and friends . Den reach tutorial room mi over shot cos i was late by 5 min.. hurry set up lappy and prepared myself for the tutorial.. the tutorial was cool cos we learn how to use excel to compute our portfolio geometric mean and stuff.. beside mi was lorrain she help mi a lil.. great thank to her men.. hehe..and May too.. thanks ger..soon after tat was break time went over to bt.timah to have duck rice with sum of our class guys as usual our big clicks.. haha.. had a good tok and quantity lunch.. soon we all took cab backfor our lecture at 3 . L

Lecture was great though mrs tsang delayed a bit due to our noisy ness in terms of adminstration and stuff.. basically sch was great!! perhaps my life condition were quite high ba.. felt realli good tat dae.. haha though the sun was nt doing a kind deed but still it does not hampers my mood of later dialogue session cos is sumthing i had been looking forward after much oreparation at xinyi house on thurs.. after our dinner with weilun and sharon and N.Y.D.C.. great bake rice yea? mi first time eat too.. but glad i din make a bad recommendation.. nice hanging out with ur !!thanks alot for the accompany!! though i wanderalone at shaw for around half an hr tat dae.. before meeting up with sharon.. but by wandering alone.. i learn to love the ppl ard mi.. trying to look things at a diff angel.. bordeom sumhow dun bothers mi.. dunno why.. perhaps knowing that i be meet my comrades.. makes mi feel great. so tat dae manage to buy the bdae pressie for cai..

Back to fri.. when i reach the light house(underpass) eelynn. siewhoon. s.h,x.y francis were already there.. almost mistaken francis for terry cos he was wearing a shirt.realli look like terry lo... from the back haha..ok.. den we began by games at 6. follow by wan xiang encouragement and dialogue and i did the rounding up.. initally nt mi de was the iic .. den last min sae they got to leave early.. mi realli stunned sumhow the absence of iic mi suddenly seem weak.. but still i noe i got no choice i was like.. huh.. mi round up? ok.. i told myself ok" tis time for me to show my stand alone spirit!"" within the one hour.. mi realli craaack my head keep thinking how can i do a good round up cos.. it stats well and i wanna end it well in order nt to waste the other cic effort in preparing for this dialogue. actualli i onli did wat ever i can so suddenly siewhoon pass mi the picture for my dialogue on "happiness" den i used it to con clude too lo.. haha.. luckily the effect was ok.. manage to blend in.. by my one pieace one pieace english whaha.. really a big clap of all those whu took their time off to join us..!! *hugz*!! and all my fellow cic ur did a good job cos i have been trying to cut and stop the dialogue to round up at 7.30 but i could see the dialogue is proceeding very well..one of it was terry he realli surprised mi.. on surface he seem to be co hold it cool cool de dun tok de.. yet.. he told mi he need a few more min to share.. realli happi! tat how a dialogue should be.. will feed back for more dialogue.. haha in tat way we realli strengthen each everione of our bond.. rite? perhaps jus a fridae gathering ba.. den whu ever who need a person to tok too or encourgaement.. friedae. 6.30 light house waiting for u!!.. opps.. have been writting alot.. pardon of ani reader of mine.. ha

Ok next i will go into todae!!.. yeah this is realli a long post i guess.. longest in all my entries? haha.. sat morning was realli tired.. does nt have enough of sleep..mental challenge to teach my pr1 kid at 12.30... cos mentally i m realli tired.. but deep down is my pay day so die die also must drag myself to go.. and do my best.. so yeap.. i break thru!! i did nt doze off for even a min.. nv close my eye.. cos while he was writting i was looking thru his other assignments and cracking jokes wif him.. dunno how i find the energy.. i believe is the effect of the morning gongyo tat i did after bathing.. it has sort of awake mi lil.. thus elevate my life condition.. so end the tution den was crossing the bridge to took a bus.. 963 a bus came.. i boarded it.. guess wat.. i sensed sumthing wrong when it gos the PIE way.. cos if 963 should be woodland.. den loong time din took to woodland le tot mabbi they changed route..sumhow i sensed sumthing wrong after that.. immediately turn to an aunti beside mi.. ask her if this is 963 she was like no, is 960 to bugis.. wah.. tat comment.. is like water splashes on my face arghhh.. i took the wrong bus and to make things worse i m already late le.. if U-turn and go back it will take another 20 min.. i be supper late.. for the marine parade duty for sensei exhibition but tat seem the one way out..

Tis time round, mi screened carefully at the bus number making sure nuthing goes wrong and i stopeed msging too.. realised i can't multi task well when lack of slp..yep.. reach woodland around 3.10.. was terribly sorry siewhoon and sharon gotta wait so long..sorry ger.had dialogue on the bus . reach the exbition area.. marine parade CC i was realli impressed by sensei works.. and was really touched by sum of the passer by impression on sensei art pieace. most of them was sorta impressed and remarked that such art work is pieaces of real genius art piece. sum even wanted to buy the art pieace. It change my perception tat actually singapore do have alot of ppl whu will appreciate good works.. cos i have always tat that life is so hectic but.. it proves mi wrog.. it cought mani ppl attention even families.. one i actualli rmb they wrote in their impression was somthing like" the one who do this is genius, the one who put the poetry together is a great genius". tat all i can rmb.. the menaing is sumthing similar.. i was realli impressed by this even an outsider remarked abt it.. how can we nt feel touched and fortuate that sensei is still wif us in this era when we are still able to see him ..

Siewhoon went to buy dinner for us den mi and sharon was busy confirming our member for our tmr mass home visitation.. whaha the process of reaching out was realli good!! expeecially when they are free and availble for us to go their house to have a dialogue .. esp for the 111 target for our nrpsdywd!! so the day wnet after doing sum oacking up of stuff and one funni thing happen.. when the packing up was almost done*luff*.. sharon.. u noe wat i m hinting yea.. oppz.. ok.. so there we went hm in cab as for our poor ger.. she took 16 back hm.. long journey but i guess u made realli full use of it rite.. haha.. came home and watch FULL house Korean SHOW.
**LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR**
P.s gotta meet 6.30 at BP plaxa means.. 5.30 got to wake up..... sobz.. great challenge

heyz.. New Daez!!

yozz.. hows everybody.. tis feel dae have rather been rountine.. ok eith tutorial or lect let mi see i guess i been skipping 3 lect in the past two dae.. ultra tired and feel abit sick lo.. haiz.. oh ya happi birthdae charlene..i m sure tis birthdae will be super memorable rite?? of marx gesture.. woo.. so sweet.. how i wish mine could be half like him.. haha jus kidding.. happi for ya..oh ya.. now update first in case tmr no energy to update cos i be going sentosa.. for wat leh.. tanning la.. if nt see rock? whaha yep.. with my cream of crops.. followed by shopping with sharon san.. and dinner.. den hmm.. *surprise* for mi to know for ya to find out.. guess tmr wil be as usual packed.. as for fri we having put nrpsd dialogue.. excited.. whaha.. oh my hmm guess s tis week is realli packed to the brim.. oh my.. as for next week i haven submit my schedule to sophia.. cham ar.. dunno work wich dae.. cfm thurs is out i be having napfa.. fri meeting dear.. mon tue wed? haha nt sure la.. see how it goes.. but feel like worjking sat.. cos is the only dae i can work long hrs.. haiz.. see how ba.. oh.. recently i guess i have fallen in love with landy song.. the "zu wo sheng ri kua le".. haha.. nice nice.. it has been in my ear.. since i guess 2 dae ago.. haha..even on 93.3 it was playing.. oh.. guess if ani guy ever sang mi tat song cfm will be like william fried.. sho sae" melt diao" haha.. though nt realli sure.. wat the lyric but sounds pleasing can le.. hmm.. sian another week gone.. so fast four week le.. must pia project le.. haha.. k la i blog till here see tmr got new update ma.. hehe

humph.. life is??

humph.. had been sumtime since i last blogged.. perhaps nt much exciting things happen so din blog ba.. hmm.. recently alot of things had been runing thru my mind.. things are no longer the same animnore.. perhaps it has been even more complicated.. yesh the subject of human.. the sense of feeling when u felt really shity at times.. words tat u say dosen't seem to be understood and appreciate.. actions tat i have done made mi look as if it is redundant.. i may nt voice or express anithing.. but deep down.. whu noes i m nt hurt inside.. can't ur just step out of ya own world to look at other ppl.. hated the feeling when being viewed as transparent.. where is the huma revoulution ur always mention? perhaps.. yep.. i m too sensitive.. making a fuss out of this.. but i am jus sad.. when times.. i have been trying to keep up wif my pace of life.. toking to u yet u cut me off by diverting ur attention.. issn't this the body language that tells mi u r nt interested u seem to care for sum others then ur old friend whu been wif u thru thick and thin.. argh.. seem tat i m complaining abt wats happening.. perhaps before i even complain should chant.. for my wisdom to think things thru.. argh.. i hate growing up.. have to face wif so mani responsibilites, problem and tropuble.. but i got no other choice.. well,,, jus live wif it ba. haiz.. next week schedule i guess is full but mi realli wanna sign up for the kick boxing lesson haha.. is on every tue. statrs next week.. summore so near my hs.. ok.. hmm.. yep.. guess next tue, fri and thurs is kinda book.. oh ya sat too got ann nite.. troubled of wat to wear sian.. haha.. perhaps will get my dear to help mi choose outfit.. but i kinda toght tis month.. lend 200 to my mum, 100 to dear.. now left with 100 plus to survive.. must realli scrimp and save.. still got so mani friend birthdae coming.. oh my... haha.. hmm.. shall see how it goes ba.. hope mum able to retune mi the money soon.. haha.. as for dear de.. hmm i gues she can onli return mi next month.. so hai.. by den mabbi become bad debts.. haha.. k la.. tmr having two tutorial and lect.. guess i be skipping the lect.. ultra boring.. den change to giving tution to cover for my thurs sentosa outing with my class of babes ba.. hehe.. this whole week is realli packed.. oh my.... i m tired!!!

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REceollectIOn... Nice.. mails..

As i was surfing the net, look thru all those mail my friend send mi.. suddenly a sense of huang jui flooded my mind.. i patienly re-click all the mails.. and it brought mi back all the memories again.. hmm.. though mi m,ay be a strong perosn on the surface.. actualli mi nt realli de strong de.. still will break down and cry if there is a need too.. as dfor sentimental... haha no one can beat mi... few letters of the past could make mi weep.. hmm.. tis are sum of the mail.. i found it realli coo to share with all of ya.. haha.. hope it enters ya life too..


This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....
However,the girl's father does not like him and
want them to stop the relationship......
So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we w! ere marr ied, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad..... However, the boy told the girl before to
"READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to
read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......
So. Please read it again!....it's so smart n sweet...
Interesting right??

Another New touchiNg link Tat my Pal send mi..glad to review it again... it melted mi.. hope it melted u too!!
http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm