(Extracted from .....)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh...
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
How true ..... did u heard me?
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
WheRe Have I beeN??
WHere Have I BeeN??
Yo, it realli been quite a while since i last blog. thru enough some of my friend have starts to miss my lengthy entries.. whaha.. opps. Mani event have been happening ard me even such as passing out parade after 6 mths of residential tarining, fullfilling my three months attachment in changi women prison and of cos, las but not least, pass out as a full flaged officer just 20 days ago.. whaha.. and not forgetting landing myself in another home of mine in the eastern side though i still goes back once a week during my off days to enjoy the warmth of family love.. whaha.. life is gonna be realli challenging and demanding as we grow.the samll chair in kindergarten which we sat seems to be shrinking as we are older. Pictures and ceiling of pri sch seems to be come smaller as we grow. ha.. though i always felt that age is jus a no but sumhow u can't denied that the surrounding have changed as we grow.. perhsp its good and bad too.. ultimatly we can prevent things from happening but we can change our reactions towards it. Agree??..
One pretty touching event that happen is none other the de NP inst Mtg, iT is such a joyous mtg that fill the Rooms first time in ever with so much yyouthfulness and such high attendance of nf and in active members.. It certainly is the great hardwork of all my frontline cic and members effort as yiling and mi only halp to guide and supervise the event with the help of jeff too.. it further affirm my determination that NP will definitely grow this time, and to contribute to the succes of the event i believe its non other den the study which we have conducted bi monthly on Gosho and moving on will be HR. Only thru earnest study and determination could we affirm our determination to help others and contribute to the movement of KR in spore.. and further repay our debts of gradtitude to our mentor..
from the bottom of my heart on behalf of all np iic a big thank you and good job to all our wonderful bro and sis!! Lets jiayou and cont creat anothe ht in our coming dec event!!!
however, i also drown in deep tots on my leadership position in my own yongsha, too mani tots have been flying pass and i know that i must make a decision somehow.. i dun need loud words i need actions!! pls preech and act as ND disciple..
Upcoming 1 dec will be TAS ann nite again!! has been looking 4wards towards it esp this time round, most of us are gonna make it for the yearly gathering.. it will certinly be a great meet up after so long.. whaha hopefully could also win some lucky draw prizes.. hmm are u think wat i m thinking?? haha
As for work, kinda enjoyed the friendly relationship with all my collegues afterall our nature nature of work is sumthing we don get to experience it else where so of cos all of us have a common traits that is we are pretty fun loving and easy going and on top of that we are pretty efficient and mobile wor.. relli can lose wt inside men imagine everyday climbing umpteen times of stairs.. whaha and rushing from here and there.. against time.. Phew.. definitely fullfilling.. and most importantly majority of us are pretty young.. and some are of the YOYO kind.. whhaha..
Kk think gotta sign off le, double Decker bed that i have order has arrived gotta received it soon.. ciaoz..!!
Yo, it realli been quite a while since i last blog. thru enough some of my friend have starts to miss my lengthy entries.. whaha.. opps. Mani event have been happening ard me even such as passing out parade after 6 mths of residential tarining, fullfilling my three months attachment in changi women prison and of cos, las but not least, pass out as a full flaged officer just 20 days ago.. whaha.. and not forgetting landing myself in another home of mine in the eastern side though i still goes back once a week during my off days to enjoy the warmth of family love.. whaha.. life is gonna be realli challenging and demanding as we grow.the samll chair in kindergarten which we sat seems to be shrinking as we are older. Pictures and ceiling of pri sch seems to be come smaller as we grow. ha.. though i always felt that age is jus a no but sumhow u can't denied that the surrounding have changed as we grow.. perhsp its good and bad too.. ultimatly we can prevent things from happening but we can change our reactions towards it. Agree??..
One pretty touching event that happen is none other the de NP inst Mtg, iT is such a joyous mtg that fill the Rooms first time in ever with so much yyouthfulness and such high attendance of nf and in active members.. It certainly is the great hardwork of all my frontline cic and members effort as yiling and mi only halp to guide and supervise the event with the help of jeff too.. it further affirm my determination that NP will definitely grow this time, and to contribute to the succes of the event i believe its non other den the study which we have conducted bi monthly on Gosho and moving on will be HR. Only thru earnest study and determination could we affirm our determination to help others and contribute to the movement of KR in spore.. and further repay our debts of gradtitude to our mentor..
from the bottom of my heart on behalf of all np iic a big thank you and good job to all our wonderful bro and sis!! Lets jiayou and cont creat anothe ht in our coming dec event!!!
however, i also drown in deep tots on my leadership position in my own yongsha, too mani tots have been flying pass and i know that i must make a decision somehow.. i dun need loud words i need actions!! pls preech and act as ND disciple..
Upcoming 1 dec will be TAS ann nite again!! has been looking 4wards towards it esp this time round, most of us are gonna make it for the yearly gathering.. it will certinly be a great meet up after so long.. whaha hopefully could also win some lucky draw prizes.. hmm are u think wat i m thinking?? haha
As for work, kinda enjoyed the friendly relationship with all my collegues afterall our nature nature of work is sumthing we don get to experience it else where so of cos all of us have a common traits that is we are pretty fun loving and easy going and on top of that we are pretty efficient and mobile wor.. relli can lose wt inside men imagine everyday climbing umpteen times of stairs.. whaha and rushing from here and there.. against time.. Phew.. definitely fullfilling.. and most importantly majority of us are pretty young.. and some are of the YOYO kind.. whhaha..
Kk think gotta sign off le, double Decker bed that i have order has arrived gotta received it soon.. ciaoz..!!
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