RecenT pic of the past few dae...

yIhenG bDae @ East CoasT..

me.....

ValenTine GiFt..

The desserT at PPC...

I am RECHARGED!!!

yeah.. folks.. the previous post sounds so sad hur? haha.. yadayada.. yesh.. mi got recharge todae after some tossing and weeping on bed yesterdae trying to coax myself to slp cos gotta wake up at 6.30 for my part time shift todae.. yep.. once i wake up.. everything seem so fresh.. finds it rather silly of mi yesterdae haha.. yep.. guess sumhow.. tears need to released to in sum forms or ways.. haha.. yep.. todae.. work was good.. joke and crap with that stupid wen tat.. haha.. yep.. den.. went for daimokukai at syc.. omg.. todae attendance for nrpsd was rather ..... u noe wat i mean.. hmm.. we must jiayou wor.. an instituion will nt grow if all of us nt in one's mind and it will also nt grow based on sum ppl doing the job.. everyones has worries, problems.. hence the more we should strive and challenge ourself while juggling with sch work, personal enjoyment and ssa activites dun we? was realli touched by the daimokukai jus now.. in my whole life i had nv did such a solid daimoku in such two hrs.. my good ness.. we chant from 7.30-9.15.. with a 5 min break in btw.. all of us were seating so near till i could hear the breathe beside mi.. yesh.. that the spirit we should forge chanting in one mind for the success of the coming sd anniversary.. i even sae some of the other institution had a list of names laid on their bags.. chanting for each and everyone to attend.. yesh that should be the kind of mindset we have now.. though still got two more dae to go.. i must definitely get as mani ppl to go as possible.. the daimokukai was the best i ever had in my life.. everyone was chanting nt from their mouth by their heart.. yesh!!..

Den while on my way back.. was reading ssa time.. inside there was this phrase that religfhts my passion again.. It says: The important thing is to constantly transform oneself.For us, this is "human revolution". Renewing ourselves and pushing ourselves to stretch and grow------that the dynamic of our faith.And the best methods to achieve that are daimoku and Soka Gakkai ACtivites" ----------> which i truly agree.........!!!!!!!!!!

Valentine Dae?

hi.. finally back.. wats the time now.. hmm half past nine.. guess other couple are still bathing in their romantic lovely dinner.. and wat am i doing now? blogging.. hur hur.. todae was kinda mixed up.. wonders wats wrong wif mi.. hmm.. somehow thing and plan that i had in mind cannot be execute out.. should i feel disappointed or glad? well.. dear was not feeling ok after a movie we left from his hs.. and at late evening he had his mac.. so we din really go for dinner as he is pretty full.. den i dun feel like eating either.. as initally i plan to have dinner den movie.. but he suggested to change everything.. movie at suntec.. and dinner etc.. bla bla.. fine lo.. jus gotta respect his decision..guess wat when reach suntec we din manage to watch the show i wanted.. end up we watched sumthing we din plan.. fun with dick and jane.. ok la.. nt a bad movie.. den we settle for pacific coffee company opp marina square.. he was nice to buy mi a rose and bracelet.. quite nice.. cos i choose it myself.. haha .. while sitting at the cafe,thoughts have been flashing my head while watching him resting on the sofa chair.. sumhow i wonders how do plans changed almost everytime i gotta meet him.. den the kind of excitement seem to have faded ..urgh.. being wif him.. has been becoming more boring.. perhaps i have been thinking topo much.. or it is i have higher expectation of him? or it it that i yield for a single life? or is it that there are jus too mani uncertainty and perhaps he is jus nt the one.. i have been pretty positive at our relationship but there is also a time when i look back.. i could onli sigh.. perhaps valentine is a dae for mi to reflect and realli think abt ourselves.. as i was on the bus thoughts have been flashing past mi.. is he realli the right one for mi? am i ready to actually be in a relationship? or am i jus thinking too much? Perhaps.. things might changed when i am in the police force.. and having more roles in ssa.. while he be busy studing and working.. hopefully by then i guess i be more matured to make a decision.. sumtime i even wonder.. if we did not start , how would i be now? happier? or sadder? guess no ones knows not even myself got the ans.. perhaps there is a time u grown and u think differently abt the same issue... or perhaps i am jus tired, stressed? i nt too sure.. onli noe tat i need more daimoku.. and perhaps he is able to accept the reality if it even draw upon him..tears rolled as i type these.. happiness , confusion or sad tears..? nobody noes.. nt even myself.. urgh... **.. lets' hope he nv get to read this.. oppx..

Nice Dae...

yipee.. dodo.. finally all presentation are over.. yesh! haha.. next week guess onli need to go sch on mon.. guess it be my last lesson of my three yr in ngee ann.. sobz.. yadada.. but yesterdae and todae is rather happening la yesterdae went shopping with doreen and may in the late evening bought my friend bdae pressie.. and had our dinner at Marche.. movenpick.. haha cool cool.. three of us had pasta.. jus different sauce nia.. haha.. is was damn fantastic.. we had dory fish.. atmmosphere is rather cool too.. oppx.. mi first time dine in marche wor.. too bad no camp.. if nt sure to snap a few pics.. haha.. den todae had make up rmgt tutorial followed by PM tutorial and a lecture at 3.. so from 1-3 we went SIM for lunch.. haha.. den there was like a bazzar there.. yeah.. bought another thing for my dear.. as for wat is it.. oppx.. for mi to noe for u to find out.. haha.. yipee.. den jus back from a homevistaion to lu wen hs.. haha.. was a nice one after all.. had lots of crap in btw.. yeah.. this make mi even more.. determined.. to do well in everyrole that i undertake.. jus hopefully to see sum buddha from rp.. hmmx.. yep.. tmr will be working lo.. den going for a bbq at eastcoast.. guess it be lots of fun.. yeap.. tat;s all ba.. will update more.. when i m back..

chingay roCks...

Here r sum of the pics.. which i taken from last sat de chingay parade.. awasome!!

japanese dancer... see how elegance their moves..

put up by sum JC.. students..



Korean dancers... they rocks...

chinese opera....




hee.. my fav.. singapore soka association item... with it huge dog!!!

Malaysia trip... during CNY..

Mi, smallest counsin with aunt's car... hehe

the onli transport ah gong left behind.... riding on a bicycles.. my smallest boi counsin.. 

2nd aunt, ah ma, mum, and smallest aunt.. dun they look alike...??

mi and ah mum.. jus woke up nt long.. oppx.. slept at 2nd aunt condo..in malaysia

ah ma and mum...

the mahjong gang.. dun see they small.. they con mi 10 ringit..!! they are great players... haha

bro and yandao? oppx.. my another counsin.. computer freak..

sae cheez...

tryiong to play "san ji lao hu" while posing.. tough yeah

2nd aunt and mum

mi.....

mum

The drinK coupon in MOS!!

Piz from indochine, mos, ramen Ten

cool.. Minstry Of SounD.....Taken while queueing to go in..

The three Babes?? haha

Guess which is Mine?? haha... the tallest among the smallest...

Eeeee... chek..

Cheerz....!!!

Me wif dear sIsI...

SeReNe AnD HuiPing!!!

Shy shY serene.. posing wif one of the gift we brough for her.. oppz

smIlez.. taken at ramen ten... Far EaST..

SerEne Bdae Cake.. from rachel...

Piz from indochine, mos, ramen Ten

cool.. Minstry Of SounD.....Taken while queueing to go in..

The three Babes?? haha

Guess which is Mine?? haha... the tallest among the smallest...

Eeeee... chek..

Cheerz....!!!

Me wif dear sIsI...

SeReNe AnD HuiPing!!!

Shy shY serene.. posing wif one of the gift we brough for her.. oppz

smIlez.. taken at ramen ten... Far EaST..

SerEne Bdae Cake.. from rachel...