HapPy HappY dAe

hmm.. guess my title have leak a lil info abt it le rite?? haa.. yep.. todae.. work in the morning at venenzia the thiong bahru oulet there lo.. haha damn sleepy men.. cos mi still in recovery of flu and cough, and fever.. was realli kida peng shan in the morning... jus gott drag my whole body out to go for work.. cos sum hows there is jus a huge responsiblity to be on time.. cos i am the onli one attending the shop.. i dun go whu go?? ahah machiam i more nervous den boss sia.. oppz.. haha but the feeling of working there is realli cool lo.. get to see lots of ppl.. observe hows the ladies, butch, women.. wear their clothes.. what accessories they use.. to make themselves so different frm others.. haha next time can reference.. heheyep.. nice.. get lin gan beofre sch start den can go sch pretty pretty le.. haha.. oppz.. a lil bhb ar.. aha aniway.. love to work in customer line can tok to customer.. see ar.. i one dae dun tok.. i nearly can die.. dun understand how ppl survived if they dun tok to customer in service line sia.. hah to mi toking is so wonderful.. haha.. mabbi for the pat few job, toking is nv my forte till.. i became a cic in nrpsd.. think it realli groom mi to be a better leader, a more outspoken ger.. haha no longer afrais d this and that.. yep hehe..work till 4 den a new staff took over my shift at 4.. taught her a lil regarding closing duties.. ahha she so cute.. she like look damn stressed.. den i try to calm her down and assist her a lil lo.. haha.. yeapp den went to buy dinner for her and myself.. slept a lil at the back of the shop.. before i left to meet weixin for the training.. ahah cos.. opps forget to bring my bamboo and t-shirt a lil dirty so ask her to lend mi hers lo.. since she nt going todae.. haha den sh onz sia.. muazck.. thankz to ya wor.. haha.. ai shi ni le.. haha oppz.. dun let my dear noe.. if nt haha.. he gonna be jealous again.. haha j/k.. i noe u wun..be jealous yea?? cos well like wat i always tell u no one can replace u in my heart.. oppz.. seem more like a zhen qing gao bai.. haha oppz.. shy shy.. *blush*....Oh ya haven mentioned abt the training yet rite.. haha damn funni sia.. the moment i was abt to start the warm up, meiqi hit my butt.. ouch haha.. she was like" wah, todae so sexy ar.. " den i was like huh? i was covered totally where got sexy? den she was like wah so pinky sexy todae.. oppz..hmm indded she was right la.. haha shoe pink, pants was hot pink.. haha hmm but i still like it.. haha.. yep.. hmm..oh.. the training was damn solid la.. first time ever i sweat so muchafter dance till during encouragement.. haha guess wat we dance together for three time.. wah.,. thats is shiok ok.. mine gosh.. haha.. and realli.. u can see all the passion and strength put in by all the participant.. yeah..that the way man.. guess it gonna be even better as the times goes by.. haha.. ani way tml was sort of invited by huiling to join them for the trainers mtg.. haha.. a bit shocked when i knew abt it.. but kinda honured to noe it too.. cos.. haha can use this chance to polished my steps... haha make it even more perfect.. haha.. yep den can help others makes it even perfect.. haha.. yep..we must learn frm one another.. ahah.. den help help my dear da huiling to lighten her burden.. yea.. haha.. yep...hmm... that all for mi tobight ba.. guess.. it be a realli wonderful dae for mi.. oppx.. ahaha...thankz.. MOk and all the trainers and participant for tonight.. is ur thats makes it memorable.. hahaoh ya forget to add.. mok damn funni todae.. guess is i make him look funni lo.. whaha.. cos we were supposed to pose for a certain step.. den he ask mi nt to be so straight relax.. guess wat i realli relax sia.. the whole body turn soft.. diao.. den i think he hit mi sia.. ouch.. haha.. den still bend my hand... poor hand.. sob haha... but still beri fun.. hahathankz wor.. for the corrections.. ahhaha... yep..nitez to all dudes and babes reading this.. lil cute ger gonna slp soon..

Todae!! Mothers ade cum Ycf traininG!!

haha.. todae (mothers dae)was late for taining all becos of the nuaiing weather.. so damn good weather dat make mi slept all the way tgill 8.. w/o shanice call i gues si be slping till 9 or ten.. haha.. all thanks to her call to tell mi she be late in mtging mi haha... end up both of us are late.. hehe... todaew as realli a learning dae for mi , a dae when i listne and think, a dae that touches mi.. firstly when i get of from the bus, first thing i see guess wat, two ymd each at one bust stop providing members and participant with umbrella , making sure they are shelthered all the way to kai kan.. oh my.,, so sweet of them.. even yimei , yilun friends oso finds it too.. haha.. yesh they are so sincere.. the most tuoching part is they are both ymds, Jimmy as the item ic and song heng, my nrpsd iic.. haha both of them are males yet.. they volunteer to carry a bunch of umbrealla purely for the sake for participant health.., maing sure they are sheltered all the way to kaikan.. wah.. all this act thing is nt possible to be seen else where,.. except IN Soka!! after that..i mmediatel rush down to carpark as i am late 40 min le.. though i did my gongyo on the train at a lil corner.. but still damn paiseh to walk in late haha.. den guess wat, mei qi shouted my name the moment i reach the carpark.. aiyo.. so paiseh.. haha though i noe she yelled in the sense of happiness to see mi la.. haha den TC called out to my name too.. paiseh din ans ya cos i alr beri mau for being late le.. den was in a rush to get back to my grp.. haha.. that y lo.. haha TC dun worry ya will be in my heart always ever since the first time we became friends.. dun "wun hui" wor.. haha..aniway, training was fun though i hope there be more combined training... haha dance only once thru with the rest of the grp onli.. so sad.. nah.. i believe we got more chance in the time to come yea.. haha,, aniway.. todae we also share abt out dream in our small grp dialogue.. i shared that i wanna meet sensei.. and think to achieve my dream.. i realli got to send earnest prayer for sensi longevity so thatby the time i saved up enough moey can fly to japan and meet him.. even for a glance from him i oso enough.. for he is our mentor in life... or prey that he has a chance to come spore.. maybe this ycf, 2010ycf? as long as he can step foot to spore, my dream is alo achieved.. and i will try means and way to get to see him.. yea!! den realised weiliang wanna be a clown in hospital.. realli a daring profession.. admire him for his ambition!!.. haha.. yeap.. den after that initally got campus connection planning session but beocs the rest were hungry and i and ahsron can't join them for the lunch as we rushing for a BPRC talk at 2 @MTA..yeah.. the talk was great.. learn lot.. everything in the tok relali makes senseand u can see the link how is illness linked with buddhism.. yea they do have a link wor.. ahha wanna noe.. come find mi i tell u.. haha.. yep..waiting for the next session in august.. regarding life and death".. at that time, guess ycf is over le.. think will relali miss the time we train together.. guess i must treasure each and everyone in training now before i regret it later..sobz.. haha.. den after the tok, met up with meisee, huiping and jieling for a shopping kia at TM mall.. for mothers dae gift.. end up we bought stuff for our ownself.. ahha.. got la i got sumthing for my mum..a gift i got in a lucky dip..a perfume happer wor.. haha.. oh is actualli like this we decide to buy CK one and Be perfume .. for each 30 dollars spent we get to turn the wheel of luck.. den there it goes.. i got myself a hamper.. ahah..then suddenly thought that hey.. =since i haven got my mum a gift might as well give that to her.. ahah den todae she is damn happi la.. thru put.. y.. ahah cos after my dad fetch mi for dinner at TM mall, we went to fetch my mum.. at a amanjong kia with her friend.. den her friend gave her a hand bag.. rather nice too den before she went manjong, she was shopping in lot one.. den she got herslf a small hand bag and a wedding hand bag.. haha taht y so she happi la.. i guess.. well women are easily satisfied creature at least that is true for mi and mom.. haha.. aniway.. after fetching we went to our nearest hawker seafood centre for dinner and met up with my brothers they all.. to our amaze.. damn loads of ppl..if we were to eat there.. need to wait another 1 an half an hr more sia.. so liuckily we got wisdom, decided to go back to my old town bt. batok to have dinner there,, cis the ah sam fish is nice.. yea!!! hahaa.. den yep.. wehn we reached there almost 8 plus.. waited quite a while.. denfound ourselve a table den waited.. an hr for the food.. meanwhile i treated my family rojak and popiah.. haha.. cos i damn hungry lub=ch nv eat haha.. except a cup of barley from BK.. hha..so haha dinner was great we interact alot.. and mum was super happi.. haha.. yep.. we ar happi too.. den after dinner, we send them back hm in pungol.. den bro jio mum and dad to have a manjong kia.. over his hs.. so ok lo.. ahhawe tag along too.. i and my youngest bro we played PS2 car racing and skiing... haha so fun.. and slept throught till 2 plus am.. haha till they end their manjong session.. haha.. yep... here i m updating cos i can't sleep.. waiting for hair to dry.. hehe... ow 6 plus le.. wah i din slp whole dae sia luckily tl no work.. hehe. hopefully i can go cut my hair a household hair dressing salon haha.. cos she realli cuts good hair cut wor.. haha aniway.. gotta wake up my bro for sch le.. think update til now ba.. hehe.. nitex to all...

thoughts 4 the pass few dae!!

wohho.. haha.. once again happi mothers dae.. to all mothers in the world.. hehe.. it been like 4 dae.. since i last blogged.. haiz.. actualli lots of things happen within that 4 daes.. lots of thoughts and guess wat.. my most dear gal whu accompanied in mi for more than 4 yrs.. met with a real storm and darkness and hopelessness for a dae.. luckily it was jus a dae.. and i am so glad to see her strong again.. guess.. she is realli strong to stand up once again after a setback.. it jus easier said then done.. but i admire her to have the courage after all our encouragment and motivation.. and one greatest things is .. haha she gets back all her friends now.. friends whome actualli cared for her since the start but due to sum reason they were distant.. now they are all back to her.. all becos sumone.. walks out of her life.. think must thank that sum one if nt i guess.. she will nv feel so fortunate as she is now.. haha.. aniway.. this incident realli makes mi ponder.. y must that person.., A wanna hampers his own image.. now utterly disappointed with him.. all the while u been so caring and nice towards her.. how can u change jus like in a split moment.. even on that dae.. ur can be so loving till the min when ur declared separation.. y?? all the good deeds u did.. actualli is being removed jus becos of ya action and sppech after that moment.. how can u bear to broke a ger heart whu actualli accompanied u all the while throughout most of the thing..?? sum times realli wondering of the proverb.. ren xing nan che.. haiz.. wat makes us most disapoointed was.. u actualli mention u wished to be back with ya... ex.. pls lo..she is nv gonna be urs.. i am jus this direct.. whu will go back to a life whereby sumone actualli step in and hurt her in the past.. whu will wan to get hurt again?? whu can gurantee nothing like this will happen?? at a min.. u sae u love HeR.. at another min.. u sae u wanna B back.. when u noe she can actualli lead a happier life w/o u.. sumtime realli wonder if u still have ya pride..ppl do have lo.. think this time u may have made the wrong decision for ya self.. in the end.. u achieved nothing but for the two gurls u hurt, they became stronger... and wiser.. they get on a new life..realli hope ya can think thru it and achieved wat ya realli wan.. all ay action realli demolished ya good image i still have in u in the past.. though there was sum misundertaning with ur,, but times and agin i telll my self.. i believed in wat i see.. and time u have shown to be a realli caring and nice guy.. but realli wonder wat make u cahnge ya mind andd action at that momment u simply became a differnet man..haiz...hopefull u dun disturb her again.. let her lead her own fruitful life ba..if ya wanna find a companion.. she is ours already!!

FriendsShip
mabbi ur must be wondering and puzzled wat i hav entered in my firat paragraph.. is actualli.. a msg i jus wann let the person noe.. all the action he did.. on surface may seem hurt a person but invitably it makes the victim brave herself again... amkes her into a more wiser person.. all becos of friends whu had been ard her this few dae.. there is nv a time she will feel lonely.. haha thing all i wanna conclude is.. friends are ppl we did foolish things, the people whome will look us up to encourage the moment they noe sumthing bad happens to their friends.. a friend is sumone whu will make sure u are safe and sound every min, making sure u will nt shed tears for ppl whu do nt derserve, doing everthing together with u.. and.. this incident realli make my dear ger get back those frend she had sdistant wif ever since that man walks into her life.. mabbi must thank him too. make her realise that there are friends all ard her caring for her...
" True love realationship should be somthing we get to learn from one another, spirtually and emotionally supporting ne another, a pillar for thoughts and we get to grow in it, it should nt be sumting we shut ourselves out form the outside world and indulge ourselves in our own lil love realationship and both parties dun grow from it.. they are only pphysically present"...

Yea and a BIg thank you to wenqing and big huiing from NRPSD... haha.. for all the encouragement ya given her w/o i guess she will nt get out of the darkenss so soon and once again brace up herself.. thank sisters.. u rox.. haha realli glad ur r the person she turns to when she encountered this incident.. that wat sisterhood campaign is for.. isn't it?? haha..

A rather HapPeNinG WeeK..

wohoo.. haha hmm its been a long time since i last blog.. haha.. aniway.. life has benn really busy for mi.. busy wif work, ycf training, gakkai mtg.. etc.. haha.. w/o all this guess my ife will be like an empty sampan floating on the sea.. haha sounds poetic rite.. humph.. haha..aniway..went for sun.. ycf traing.. training was cool and fun.. haha cos sweat alot.. damn shiok.. and for us.. 6 of the ywd.. were told to practise on our own.. after dancing thru all the steps for three times.. den rather.. tired le.. so decide to do sumthing diff.. haha guess wat, we waited for grp A to dance together.. we followed their tempo.. and everithing haha.. even the cheoragrapher tot we are from grp A.. oppz.. haha it is jus so fun afterall.. haha..den went for bro house warming.. haha.. food was ok.. and also cancelled my appointment with my dear.. oppx.. realli too tired to do ani other thing exp.. haha slp.. erm... oh ya forget to mention.. west coast outing was fun and enjoyable.. haha den touch on strong and courageous faith with wen qing and john.. haha damn funni sia.. each of us had diff view.. and it was jus like a dabating session.. great!!.. haha.. oh ya.. back to sun.. aniway.. sat and sun was jus so interesting.. haha den on mon.. haha.. my boss changed my shift.. afternoon i had diamokukai with all my nrpsd.. including freshies.. ahah yea.. they are damn onz lo.. realli glad to see them voicing out.. and sorta taking the lead.. haha.. den is mi and eelynn run the daimokukai.. so was rather successful in a way.. carried out what we had planned.. and most imptly they enjoy as we sang a ywd song.. sumthing diff.. frm the past.. tis time we sang cheerful hearts in unity.. haha nic nice.. den after that went for a leaders mtg.. whao.. was realli an eye opening.. lots of cultures performance.. 1 was by brass band.. blow two gakkai song.. den was by a ywd whu sang "pei ni kan ri cu".. followed by.. the most corny friend of my WTC.. ahaha ting chien whh sang sakura in jap and his guitar.. haha hey dude it was great..haha.. followed an hip hop dance,,wohoo.. den a song titled I have a dream that was 2000 ycf theme.. love that.. den haha.. GD ong actualli mentioned wanna create a jamming concert.. no prob men i be bringing nt only one friend but as mani as i can.. haha.. looking forward to that.. erm.. haha.. den that is my mondae.. so damn fruitfull and interesting.. den go yesterdae.. tue.,.. guess wat when i am working, i saw my sec sch npcc mates.. haha sukiri.. ahha long time din see him le.. so glad to meet him again.. cos he was passing by my shop.. haha..tot i be onli lucky once.. guess wat i met my pri sch friend mom.. yesh

that is wendy'ds mum.. followed by her bro, melvin and after that wendy join them and there she is haha.. we kept luffing haha.. long time din see le.. so happi.. oppz yep i do agree wif my mum.. she does look a lil like zhang mun yu.. the hongkong actress.. rather pretty.. oppx.. haha.. yepp.. so happi.. lalalaa.. den guess wat after an hr later i meet Wai han.. yesh.. our ex kot ger wai han.. ppl called her doc wai han.. haha.. she din realli changed.. haha but still beri happi to see her.. regret nv called out to her.. haha still rmb last time she always the one trying to make sure the juniors like us attend training every sun.. making sure there is sumone to bring us there.. guess the trend slowly faded after all seniors grad.. sob.. hmm.. aniways realli glad.. to see her again.. haha.. wonder if she is a WD le.. maa.. haha..hmm tml nt working.. gotta get my cheque.. yeah.. den going for dance training too.. haha.. hopefully the cheque is able to process fast.. cos i eed cash to buy OSim messenger for my mum as Mothers dae gift.. 188 bucks wor.. haha...but is realli good.. i tried it.. haha.. ok gtg.. shoulder aching le.. haha nitex...