EnJoyAbLE SeNtoSa OuTiNg!!

wohoo.. yesterdae. sat, went to sentosa.. a dae full of joy, sweat and fun.. haha erm guess it all started after 11am.. lo.. den we made our way to palawan beach.. haha when reach le mi and lyn damn hungry sia.. ate our branch whereas sharon and alex went water and suntaning ooo... aizhi and dora whent to tan them selves tooo.. after we eat finished le we join aizhi and dora to tan haha.. nt long after.. saw a ball lying there.. so check wif that bunch of guys see if they using haha.. luck was on my side they nt using so borrowed from them den four of us went to played beach volleyball haha.. yea.. den there was this few yonger boi and ger.. wanna play wif us.. den aizhi told them we dunno how to play.. yet they still wann played wif us haha.. hmm so was rather fun except tired after sum time haha.. aniway soon, guozhen and aijax join us denise came too haha.jus when we coming back from 7 eleven.. haha the journey there was fun at 7 eleven was too.. keeps on topping up our drink haha.. aniway.. den we joined alex and sharon on plawan beach the platform in the middle.. woo.. that was the time we dranks lots of sea water.. cos gotta swim there.. when we swim sum time if we nt alert, got throw and push down by our dear boi.. guozhen alex and weijie.. oh my.. haha.. den we played beachball in a circle, soccer, and water polo.. haha.., so fun.. i loved the soccer.. damn rough sia.. even the audience was amused by the way we play.. haha as for the water polo.. haha alex played cheat lots of time lo. entertain the ppl there too.. while they watch us play.. haha.. so fun after that we proceed to royal rumble.. that is the time we got thrown out.. into the water.. haha still rmb there was a time.. when they try to pull denise to the water, i grabbed denise hand abd grab lyn hand while lyn grab sharon hand.. haha is was damn titanic kind.. is like we gers combined power , struggling to survive.. haha denise was den the rough one.. pull guozhen shorts , break his two friendship band.. oh poor thing... haha aniway the whole dae end with a bowl of creamy chcken at pasta mania. oh ya forget to add.. we learn sum magnum dance too.. damn funni sia.. we dance and practiced on stage.. aishah was our coach.. haha den when alot of ppl pass by we dance for them haha.. so cute.. haha.. loves the pic we took.. beri cute sia.. aniway hope to go there more often wif same kind of ppl.. haha yea.. enjoy it lots..!!we shall arrange another time kay?? oh ya.. my face is burnt now.. beri red haha..

TauGHt ViNA YcF DaNcE StEp..

Yo.. hmm.. after reading my previous entry hope it din hampers ya mood ba.. dunno wat came over mi jus feel like blurting out all.. haha.. aniway.. todae dae as realli packed for mi.. in the morning, wake up at ard.. 11 plus.. den wash up a lil..played wif my god sis.. huiwen.. 3 mths only wor.. whaha.. den went to meet vina for lunch at mos burger at BP plaza.. followed by dat, went to xinyi hs to practise our dance step.. kawaii neh.. haha as we taught her we suddenly realised there is a lot we realli got to brush up on our selves.. cos y ? haha vina ia jus so xi xing .. every lil detail she is damn particular.. will ask qns.. den i dunno how to ans.. whaha.. but aniway.. amanged to teach her all.. including the bamboo step and left arnther , right parntner and centre wan orh.. haha.. so great that she grasp all.. finally can understand how the trainer feel when the members managed to learn the step and is doing fine.. haha the gan jue is damn diff.. though i not her trainer la.. but jus her buddies.. i can feel it le lo.. let alone the trainer when they training us.. no wonder they so earnest in making sure we knew each and very step clearly.. whaha.. hmm.. 99 claps for your.. ahah.. oh ya.. we trained for ard 2 hr plus wif breaks in btw.. den my whole body is like sweating all over.. damn shiok ar.. haha.. den vina has sumting on.. so we propose to meiqi.. y nt make it a pt.. every sundae after ycf training we can held a mini training for nrpsd student as well as any member whu wish to brush up their skill?? is like that damn shiok.. whole dae dancing.. whaha den student on attachment need nt worry they dun have time to train.. as it will be held after the ycf traing each sun..haha.. realli hope it can be approved.. and jap tap dance will be the most successful show in july.. ahha..after that..went wif xinyi to BP plaxa to collect her spec.. actualli before going.. she is realli worried and kinda down.. haiz.. all becos of the Npal sms for web enrolment that scared her.. cos she should be graduating and should nt receive the enrolement thingy unlike mi.. cos i m yr 2 now.. but she yr 3 le.. once result is out... she be gradating frm sch.. den is like they sent this web enrolment thingy.. she is like damn freak out lo.. haiz.. den that time mi oso dun noe wat to tell her except.. erm.. xinyi chant more.. mabbi the sytem jus make a mistake.. but i knew if i m in her shoe i wun believe wat i have sae .. is like.. hello.. how can i be of all ppl to receive it is like most of her friend din receive lo.. haiz.. taht time i realli feel like slaping myself den i braved the courage and tell her.. lets go.. lets go for a stroll.. den she suddenly rmb she wanna collect her spec.. and all becos of her discount i got myself a new spec.. whhaa.. thanks wor.. muack.. den is like along the stroll i tried telling her nt to be so paranoid as the decision is nt finalise yet.. the outcome is still unknown and we should nt assume things.. thinking it be wat we imagine.. i mean even a convict oiso need to wait for the decision by the judge.. is jus unfair to give yaself a sentence even before result is released.. dun worry gohonxon will see the hard word u put in.. and ya definitely will score with flying colour.. i knew.. den is like throughout the stroll.. i rmb she sae" its realli nice to see younger den mi trying to encourage a older person.." den i told her.. age is nt a limitations.. is only thru stytruggles and experience that i able to console and motivate u..is nt beocs i am younger den i cannot encorage u but rather becos i m younger i must encourgae u cos.. u shld be invietable and stronger den a younger person.. " whaha.. i realli stunned i sae all this.. den she smile..

haha so nice to see her smile.. den was cracking jokes all the while as u see.. i realli nt used to keep quiet.. aniway.. went sembawang to look for nestor album.. but no luck.. deciding to try HMV and tower records next time.. haha.. yep.. tml my second dae of work le.. will be taking over lyn after her morning shift.. cos i m in the afternoon shift.. whaha.. yep.. aniway... wish mi luck for tml job.. haha.. yeap..

Mothers... WoRd..

hmm.. most of your whu has been supporting this webby.. cum blog do ur see the pattern that i dun realli have much sad, frustrating stuff happening in my life.. yes indeed.. my life has been rather smooth and fullfilling all the way, ever since Pri sch. i am in the volleyball sch team, secondary sch actively involved in NPCC, from a private to a staff sergent .. of cos went thru alot during the process, thru all the camps and enduring still made it as a chief admin to take charge of the unit in sec 4.. as for poly, immediately in first year, i took up 3 cca.. believe it?? yes 3.. NP primers, volleyball, and tas..one by one i gave up each of them as i can't find any joy and passion growing within mi till i am left wif tas.. as for tas, fullfill my role too. diligently serve the club, went thru tears, sorrows.. nt only that i was given the role as a campus IC in NRpsd in year 2 ending yr 1.. hmm.. is like all my challenges and task came one after another.. but all i managed to deal it with pride.. Y? all because i have the power of daimoku.. w/o it i will nt be standing rite here blogging so much of wat i have done.. hmm..believe it or not.. when ever i have prob, my friends, my parents, even my bf,, will nt be the first i look for.. y? i jus feel that gohonzhon is the rite person for mi to find.. y? cos it gave u wisdom to think of all solutions.. and makes u enlighten.. jus like the africa trip in tas.. reprsenting sch for a mountain climbing expenditure, My parents firmly objected to my participation though i had tried endless effort to convince them abt my safety.. still they are beri determined nt to let mi go.. at that pt of time i realli doubt my parent... y can't they jus believe their own daughters for once?? all my achievemnts and activeness in sch is fake wan ar..?? haiz.. that time luckily i got the wisdom to turn to gohonzon.... as i ernestly pray that my parent will let mi go, tears flows down my cheeks.. is nt becos i hate my parent for their decision is that i knew no matter wat happen gohonzon will be there , he will be there to witness everything , hear our whimps, feel our sorrows.. realli touched that even at ya deepest momment he is there.. and he forever will be there.. and true enough my parent see that tis time i am realli determined to go.. even to the extent of kneeling down to chant for at least an hr.. subsequently they let mi go.. and yes.. I completeted MT KilI manjaro the rooftop of africa..becos of that now i am even more determined to contribute back to konsen rufu.. to spread the wonders of mystic law.. hmm.. even after done so much, my mum till now still have stuffs to nag at mi.. i was like.. hello.. i am alrdy 19.. nt ani of the xiao mei mei.. can't u jus let mi deco my rm in ani way i wan? let mi have the freedom to share my joy when i got myself a new spec?? i m paying with all my hard earned money.. so y are u picking up such a fuss? it dosen't pain u a meat but mine ok.. hp bill, lrt fare, misc exp is all i benn forking out for myself.. den y r u still nagging..forever comparing mi wif my counsin a jc student whu got 50 bucks each week.. including transport.. hey.. dun u noe we are diff.. ger tend to spend a lil more.. y?? cos if we dun we jus look like an old hag aunti ok.. i mean which ger dun wish to wear nice clothes, enjoy dinner with their friends.. bascially.. guys and ger cannot be compare.. is jus unfair ok.. that it..i really hated arguing wif u .. it jus make mi look un filllial though u noe i m nt bad.. yes... i dun smoke i dun drink.. i dun fooled ard.. i dun club.. aren't u statisfied? wat more do u wan? u wann mi learn to be a vicious housewife jus like u do?? sorry this is my assets time..can't expect mi to waste my life jus like wat u did 20 yrs ago.. i wanna live my life to the ultimate fullest.. nt even a sec wate.. and u expect mi to be a quiet, sweet ger?? whu is kinda of doiung hs work.?? i mean i did do.. so wats the prob?? u keep saeing u dunno if i m a boi or ger.. dun tell mi i active in activities that makes u lose a daughter?? c'mon la.. i m jus leading the life i wanna and nt leading a life control by u.. sum time realli dunno wat to sae.. u can be realli nice.. but pls spend a lil effort understanding mi.. is nt i enjoy packing my dae with activities.. is bcos every activity i went i jus feel motivated each time.. u can nv understand .. y.. cos u r nt in student divison before.. u blame mi for nt staying at hm most of the time.. y?? cos i knew if i were to stay hm.. things i did u may not agrreed.. so wat the pt stay at hm and make u angry?? i did my part as a daughter, help u when neccessarily buut yet.. a lil appreciation is wat i nv found.. mabbi i do a few mths a go.. but ever since hoildae start.. u jus nag at mi when ever u got the chance to.. jus like todae when i told ya i got a new spec at 59 bucks.. u immediately yelled at mi.. y spend such money.. aiya.. got spec u oso dunno how to take care.. leaving here and there everywhere.. i knew i am careless sum time.. but whu dun ok?? can't u jus be a lil mild?? must u yell at everything?? oh.. my..Mum.. i noe u dun read this cos i noe u dun understand eng.. but still.. I loves U.. Mothers dae is coming.. mi realli dun wanna argue wif ya over senseless stuff.. jus becos i cannot meet ya expectation of becoming a real daughter does nt mean i dun love u.. i m jus mad y can't u be like other pppl mothere like tat , listening to them and dun yell at them.. Mabbi ya menopause coming... i dunno.. i knew u do us good.. u r really wonderful at times.. but also irrating at time.. though i hate too sae this.. haiz.. wat had came thru mi.. why am i saeing oh this?? guess this is all my heartfelt words afterall.. MUmmY i LOVE U..

nESToR tORRiS JaZz ConCert Cum YcF traIninG..

oooohh.. as the title mention, nestor Torris Concert is realli.. great.. initally tot is jus a jazz concert, but turn out is a realli different feeling.. is like u wun mind listening to his pieaces all over and over again. is his his passion for his music, passion in propagating the mystic law thru his music.. u can realli feel it.. my gosh thru out the concert, mi and my bf mouth is like.. "wah"..realli amazing.. and summore i realli got the good fortune to attend two time of his concert though both a lil different but the tracks of the pieces is the same.. is jus that the feeling is diff.. the seond time i went was yesterdae... oh my.. i am realli touched by his music.. it jus seems to tell mi the whole story of his struggles the meaning in the music is realli nt ani professional whu can do it.. but only nestor Torris..! u Rox.. I salute U.. Nt onlI that, he is our soka comrades too.. his words are like gold, strong and precious.. his encouragment is truly inspiring.. cos he atualli came down to see our training and gave us encouragment during our dance break.. oh my.. so touched.. where can u find such passionate flutist and ppl.. is only in SGI.. i truly see real good leader... leader serving for the happiness for his fellowers, comraders in faith and member happiness.. i am deeply touch and inspired to be one one dae.. hmm.. ya he blew a pieace for us too.. which he claimed he jus compose it esp for the youth.. argh!! u certainly makes my sundae.. fruitfill!! U rOx!! Hope Ya achieve all ya wishes!!

YCF tRAininG..
Whaha.. oh ya.. wanna thanks ting chien too.. for the ticket for the second.. night.. w/o him.. i could have misses his performance on the last dae except sitting at my hm, thinking back abt his music on sat.. haha cos he pass the tick to mi during our tarining.. thanks buds.. whaha.. aniway.. yep.. ycf training was fun and great realli wonderful.. is jus like u can feel everyone is so enthu abt ti and most of us is trying to do our best in rewards for the endless effort put in by our trainers.. whha.. mok and huiling is my trainer.. both of them damn sincere and hardworking forever tryong to make sure we knew each and every lil step.. haha and guess wat.. sharon is my parther wor.. ahha oh ya oso got the bamboo stick le.. lurves it men.. whahah is jus so cool and nice to see half of the dance slowly forming.. hmm we will fight on togethger and create the best show in july.. haha.. yea.. lurves my grp lots.. all so friendly and nice to get along.. haha Grp B.. We can do IT.. whaha.. hmm.. realli hope that there be more ycf training and wanna get my digi cam to take down all the ownderful memories.. Japanese tap Dance.. , all e Trainers and members, U RoX!! we will make success HappEN!!

WorkOuT, SweAT Out dAE!!

hmm.. haha.. todae damn happening sia.. met lyn to go for a jog in sch, hmm suld be campus run.. haha den saw the opening of the Halo Bar.. wha cool.. imagine campus got a bar for relaxing haha.. den think zouk and divers bar gotta face competition cos.. the bar in sch is within the campus.. easi assisble.. though zouk is also easy assible la.. hmm wat am i toking.. aniway.. surised to see that.. haha.. oppz i missed out.. while running.. haha guess whu we saw?? alex t tan yong chee.. riding on sum one else bike.. whaha.. cos i think is nt his la.. hmm.. jus a feeling.. haha..so damn cooll.. whaha look so diff when he is wearing a helmet.. whaha.. i wld sae.. better looking ba.. to mi.. mabbi cos cover his hair./. oppx.. haha no lah.. is nice though... hmm.. den as we run down initally tot got marticulation at convention i mean cca booth,, wanna visit my 30th councill.. but haha cca booth piostphone to may.. that wat i heard.. wah.. ok good for them got more time to prepared.. hmm..den after tat when to play badminton with lyn.. guess wat found4 rackets in club hs.. whhaha.. cool one of it is with The letter TAS on it.. so damn cool rite?? mm.. yea.. lyn took that and i took the other lighter one.. so here we are at the court.. haha.. long time din play badminton.. the feeling of playing now.. relaxing is so damn great.. undescribable.. we joke and luf.. whaha.. cos hand still aching after the csm push up.. gosh.. but after an hr of playeing.. guess the pain all gone.. whaha.. den was toking abt the times in councill and the oplans i and lyn has in ex-council time.. think is time for us to realli enjoy life.. and catching back wat we misses one yr ago.. oh ya.. partly got the venezia job by her.. thankz lyN.. love u!!! yea.. cos now we needed most is job, money, suntaning, enjoyment.. in life.. cos there is too much for us to buy.. whaha.. oh ya.. we also planning to go suntan, play beach volleyball on next sat.. or mabbi week dae.. depends on our work sshift with weiming.. so ani takers?? whaha get long exposure to mothers nature again.. and listening to the howling of the sea water, walking on fine rich sand.. is wat i long for.. whaha.. yep.. so anione interested to join us.. den can form two team and played against... yea.. will cfm again.. but definitely in next week..yea.. den tml.. mtg my long lost pri schmates cum volleyball mates .. cos we used to played for sch.. whaha wat a wonderful memories.. yea.. going to meet her.. yipee.. mabbi getting the volleyball frm her too.. cos my lost le.. so sad.. hmm.. den meeting my dear.. wonder wat time he wanna meet.. hmm dunno to go shopping , walk walk wif him or go watch jazz.concert organized by my dearest SSA. summore FOC its free Yea.. and so cultured.. y nt.. whaha cos initally he wanted to NYDC.. but now after earning money.. mi rather think before i spent ani single cent.. whaha.. STINGY? no.. is jie jian.. whaha.. spend thrift in eng ba.. whaha.. aniway..hoping he will call soon.. cos he promised to whaha.. but sad.. he bring the car out... but dun wann come fetch mi for a spin.. hmm.. cos he sae.. if i am inside the car.. he cannot drive fast and enjoyed the excitement.. am i really so timid.. or is he trying to be sweet?? hmm.. but i wann sit in the car he drives.. sianz... aniway.. whaha aniway was online now.. den tok to weiyi.. whoohoo.. ur time will come to be ex-councill.. dun worry.. make full use of the time in TAS yea.. ur will make us proud i noe!.. sumtime in life.. things dosen goes our way.. if ya met wif any troubles.. is either endure.. jus like mi.. everitime kanna bu=llied.. but haha.. i dun mind lo.. cos i fell that if a person wann make fun or tease u, or disturb u tehy are actualli giving their attention to u.. so y nt?? haha rmb.. work hand in hand and create a brighter tml.. yea!! need my help.. or my ears feel free.. if ben nt free.. cum find mi.. yea!!.. open ur ur heart.. !!!TAS is nt jus 30th council alone.. is belongs to all whu accompanied tAS ..and GRoW with HER.

30th council.. U gO!! Ex-council life Now..

CouncilshIp in TAS
hihi.. suddenly realise it been quite sumtime since i update my blog.. hmm okies.. lot of things happen.. lots of thought emotions.. todae.. while i am updating this, is the end of my councilship.. realli can't bear to part with all my councils.. i mean.. is tas that brought us together.. after so mani struggles and stages.. life in councilship is realli diff.. alot of interpersonal skills is needed.. understanding amg one another.. motivation to each another... bla.. as the list could go on.. we struggle so much.. thru all the camps, waking up early, organise partcicipants, entertain them, did back stage job, thru tasic, thru KilImanjaro team, lots and more.. your r definitely the one whome i am closer too beside my family and classmates.. sor.will definitel miss the time.. and though i did nt wish to continue due to sum part of personal financial reason.. but still.. i realli hope the 30th council will roar.. bring tas to a greater ht.. now the club is handed to ur.. must make it roar yea..!! now.. is time to become ex-councill.. though still rather new.. i mean maybe a new bird to them.. but certainly our heart will still boils with tas blood.. and hopefully i have time to go for each trip.. that ur organised.. whaha.. yeap.. 30th council.. jia you ba.. will miss all my fighters cum council in 29th councill..!!! must keep in contact... though sum of ur may have graduated..whaha...!!

japanese tap dance!!
Oh ya.. last sun went for jap tap dance.. oh my.. the feeling damn shiok.. training shiok too.. makes mi sweat alot men.. haha.. think is partly due to the nearing of ycf 2005 july.. that y the eagerness is there.. and it realli spice up the training.. hmm.. dance is realli nice i mean all the step... hopefully i dun look bad in doing the dance haha.. only our trainer can see how we dance.. hehe.. yep.. and guess wat.. my group B, has our admin block and i am BO3 haha.. out of nine ppl.. 6 of the ppl atre nrpsd.. yea.. we rocks!! so strong sense of belonging.. though is nt a cca but a religion organization and dance item which i realli enjoyed... and was in the same grp as sharon whaha... but is like my life is full of surprises and choice to make..before i noe myself in grp b i am actualli in meiqi grp, group A. den due to overcrowding i got transferred to B is like of all the ppl they transferred mi.. whaha dunno is heng or suay.. cos grp a if i left leave eelynn a lone.. rather lonely.. if i go grop B, can accompany sharon and caifong.. and more nrpsd ppl.. den so i guai guai go group B.. den whu noe.. after we got our admin block tag, my buddy Huiling oso my trainer tell mi that i might have a risk to be transferred to grp E.. with the rest of the guys..and guess wat.. the trainer of grp E is the one i memtion in the previos entry.. cute cute wan.. with sharp nose.. whaha..but is like.. i realli dunno to go or nt.. cos Grp E, the trainer is cuteand nt bad looking... but there too mani guys le.. beri paiseh if caught by the trainer dance wrong step.. whaha den shy shy de wo.. stay in groub B lo.. partly cannot beard to leave grp B.. osos.. cos all i noe wan ma.. more qing qie. so in the end.. i hinted to my trainer.. i dun wann go grp E.. whah and here i am offivcally in grp B.. yea.. hope..i can realli breakthru and also..do my own human revolution thru this ycf... read more.., visit more members, and foster more capapble youth.. whaha.. yea.. that be my task for the rest of the week.. whaha.. okok.. think gtg slp le.. will update soon.. oh ya.. my dear dear tml off... hehe will be meeting him.. haha but haven decide wat to do.. hmm.. okies.. will update.. when ever possible.. whaha.. stay tuned!!