For The Past Few Daes.. Cum my Birthdae eve!!

haha.. yo.. hows everybody?? for the past few dae.. schedule had been rather hectic den usual.. cos.. we had three consecutive trainings for ycf.. can u imagine? tue wed, thurs all at tsc.. whaha..though i kinda far but is like.. i enjoy the ride to there after my work if nt on wed is after my sakae sushi wif my bro .. was sharing with him more abt Nichren Daishoin busshism.. trying to encourage him to come for more activities.. if nt he not bored with his llife.. i find it ultra boring.. haha.. it seem like there is no value in his life.. hmm aniway.. it will be included in my prayer.. haha oh ya... sakae sushi was gd.. but we din ate as much as the previous time... tis time.. cos i guess morning i had bean curd mabbi lo.. that y end up onli eat 50 plus dollars worth of sushi.. but paid stdent price instead.. haha.. yeap.. aniway.. training was cool.. manage to clear my doubts le.. now.. is soooo much more familiar with the step.. whaha.. shiok... aniway.. todae jus met up with sisi and huiping.. whaha.. to go shopp shop.. find out there is alot of thing we wann get.. oh my.. when are the three of us ever step into PA(police Academy).. i m waiting for that dae.. whaha.. yep.. aniway.. it was realli nice of sisi.. to buy mi a nike white cap as my birthdae present.. nah.. MMmmmmuaCCCK.. ! haha.. den after buying initally wanted to go hair cut.. but the aunti mistaken our appointment.. she told we book her tml.. arggg... end up she got wedding dinner tonight.. so.. boom.. our drem of cutting hair vanished.. ahha den we went back cause way shop again.. whaha.. this time roud.. we saw a display of digital cam.. wah.. goreous is the onli word that could describe.. whaha..soon.. 5,30 om le.. den gotta rucsh down to Ps too meet my long.. pri sch friend.. haha amanda.. yep.. we had dinner at pasta mania.. den guess wat she brought mi a top, a sapgatti top for my ycf. cos we need to wear somthing inside our kimono ma.. haha den since i dunno wat she can get for mi so.. watever i wann pay.. she pay lo.. whaha/.. birthdae is so shiok.. shop ard for free.. ahah.. aniway.. she also broungt another top the baleno top for mi.. whaha nice nice.. and it cheap and nice.. value for money.. whaha.. den went to hangten was attracted by the banner.. 29bucks minumim two pieaces.. wah that cheap for a jeans.. haha.. i somba i buy buy it when i received my pay.. haha.. and the skit too.. minimum 2 pcs.. 19 dollars each.. cheap sia.. for a bottom.. whaha.. yeaps..aniway todae had been rather happening ba.. a dae which i enjoyed till now.. guess wat now is 4.25 le.. oh my.. a few more hrs will be camppus connection.. haha.. excited.... wa=onder wat program they have for us.. haha.. aniway.. for mi to noe for u to find out.. oppz.. haha

TOUCHED.............

As i was typing this entry.. i cried.. tears jus automatically shed down.. is nt because of failing of test.. bad things happen to mi.. is beacuse.. i guess ycf is soon coming to an end which i realli can't bear.. the bond we creted among our own instiution, the bonds we created as an item the bonds as an HQ1.. todae.. was definitly one dae i will nv forget... the moment, after the morning spirit booster..i could see growth in our grp B.. i could see mani familar faces.. everyone is so serious in each and evey dance step.. everyone is beri eager to master their dance step in order to protray the true spirit of our item as an SD member.. u may call mi too emotional.. bla.. but todae is realli different.. evryone is cheering one another on.. u could hear thunderous clap.. from each of the corner from other item.. i believe there is still rm for improvement.. but i was realli touched by their gesture.. i mean.. is like u feel.. everyone is with u.. u are nt alone..jus by an item by as a whole HQ1.. and todae.. perhaps i was touched and lil excited, high.. by everything.. unluckily my clogs the stem came off.. but to mi.. i was nt sad.. but i am realli touched that.. my grp member was wif mi even till the extent i finished wearing back my own shoe.. till i kepp asking them to go learn their steps cos sum still nt familar..ma.. though i was one of them sum time.. haha.. i m jus touched that when even i go.. i knew there be ppl for mi.. support for us to lean on.. the first combined rehearsal.. was a real good one.. but compared to the second one.. the second rehearsal.. if nt that we are supposed to stand by i guess my tears would jus flow..cos is like.. after the youth item.. everyone was giving support to one another by giving the high five thingy.. it jus so family to mi.. though we may be starger but our goals is the same.. one of the incident that realli make my eye wet.. was actualli when FD were getting ready for finale lying up behind my grp.. den the fd ic was like.. let give support to our "gor gor jie jie" den they clap clap.. to mi that was enough to make my eyes wet le..i mean they address us as gor gor jie jie.. is like so qing qie to mi lo..so glad with their thunderous clap though they are jus sec 1-4.. but.. for a stranger to encourgae and clap for us.. is umthing only SSA have.. we are jus like a big family.. giving support to everyone though we dun even noe the person well.oh ya.. the my eyes was rather wet.. dunno whu sia suddenly tot of xiao huiling.. den immediately da huiling.. try to search of mi.. actualli i was jus near her.. den he sawmy eye wet.. ask mi.."huiling, u ok u cried" oh no so malu.. i was like arh no la .. nothing.. then luckily sharon sae huh should be yesterdae lack of sleep.. den caifong think she dunno y i tear too also sae.. haha must be u yawn rite den tears cum out i also have this experience.. haha.. actualli the real reason was i was touched.. realli touched.. touched by the spirit.. touched by the fd support.. touched by.. i have came so far.. touch that i made the right decidion to join ycf tis yr under SD.. if nt i guess the experience might be diff cos as an sd.. we are also a campus ic.. got to orgainse activity beside ycf training.. and.. was touched that finally i overcome so mani stones in my path.. but i guess.. more stones might be coming my way... but i am going to based on my payers.. to really chant for.. highlife condition of all members in each and every training and all the actual dae.. nt only that.. i realised tru ycf i really get to bond more wif the ymds at least..we can tok till the extend on msn.. is so de fun.. i mean .. i i believe.. as the dates drew closer san sho shima will be on their way.. lets win overthem.. lets chant more and based all in the power of daimoku... den.. jus now.. a few min ago.. had a very encouraging cic wif mi.. online.. i was telling him.. regarding a members sanshoshima.. den though he was not in ycf as he is busi as a trainer in gym ore for ndp.. he immediately help mi to analyse.. find out the gens or the prob , give mi suitable ancouragement to encourgae him the next time he is online. though i think i hardly noe this cic cos we were so busy in either ycf and he in ndp.. but.. i am touched when i told him.. hey is getting late dun stay up late due to the problem... i will feel guilty de. he was like nothing beats then helping my cic.. orh.... so sweet... beri touched.. his encouragement was great.. and he is so cute.. dae his happiness lies in my hand.. of cos i wann him happy.. provided he must accept.. if nt i will jus be the wind blowing past him.. haiz.. summore still dae is my mission.. haha.. funni boi.. glad to have know ya.. john they all din select the wrong person for cic role.. u definitely got wat it takes... we jia you together and chant hard against all sanshoshima attcking all our members ok?? is a critical momment.. lets realli chant with determined faith...thank buds.. luckly u are ard at this time.. cos all the rest would have fall asleep..by now.. 1.59am..

the MissIng 'Me'

todae was rather a stressful dae.. had a guest lecture from far east organixation toking about the 4 Ps for marketing followed by a hr break and my individua oral presentation.. my gosh.. the last class to present out of four classes was definitelt nt a good one as teacher will compare from what other class have and wat u dun have.. damn stresses la.. thru out the presentation though i see calm.. but i m nervous like hell worried that during the Q and A session.. weird qns will be pose.. if i unable to handle i be dead.. haha.. hmm.. but despite all my worries.. it goes rather smooth todae.. though a bit funni at the beginning cos i used a different approach.. cos got creativity points ma... haha.. hmm.. aniway.. presentation slides was obiendent... my class mates nt bad either.. din gave mi a headach... cos i think nacy yeao see i abit. toungu tied.. help mi alil lo.. luckily compared to her other class i covered all aspect of consumer credit burea only lacked of the credit report.. haiz.. sian.. but aniway.. was a good one at least that is wat i think ahah..guess mabbi still leaving in that stat of worried ness.. that y when reach tsc.. though we chtted lots of crap with caifong, derrick and yiheng... but reach tsc.. for my ycf training.. dunno i wat happen sia.. seem super blured todae.. as if my soul nv come back... i keep doing the wrong step.. den mt grp members whu always take mi as their guide.. followed my mistake too.. arghh shit.. haiz... den i feel damn paiseh la.. realli super paiseh.. even mok was shocked.. oh no.. must be the in ability to adapt to my new formation.. cos now no one beside mi i am on the extreme left row.. last time i was in centre.. haiz.. mabbi can't adapt lo.. thats y.. haiz.. HUiLING ar HUILING cannot liddat leh.. haha.. okok aniway beside loosing my spirit toade the dance was a great one in total cos we wore our clogs.. ahha.. was realli a challlenge in keeping balance.. now i do face challenge in ycf.. that is the balancey .. haha.. but aniway will try my best lo.. haha.. was realli a nice one.. tot i could nt dance properly in that clogs.. bust guess it goes rather well.. haha todae mok.. damn naughty sia.. keep luffing at mi.. haha mi oso luffing at myself lo.. whaha the whole incident is jus so funni.. imgaine ppl facing the front yet i did the turning step.. so damn obviious and paiseh la.. can't stop luffing sia.. oh my.. guess perhasp the post presentation dilema still in mi sia.. haiz.. haha.. oh ya did i mention.. i got the YCF tee le haha so happi den got the watch too so nice leh machiam swatch sia.. haha den the watch beacme the topic on the bus 65 haha.. cos eelynn, xinyi, vina all wanna the watch sia.. haha and the tee too.. hmmoh ya tml i be getting my digi cam as bdae present.. haha hopefully i got the model i wan.. cos that tim i went left a few only.. sob haha.. den can take down of those wonderful memories in ycf le.. haha..
happi happi happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Prayer List...

1) World wide peace and prosperity

2) Mr and mrs Ikeda sensei good health and success in all konsen-rufu movement

3) 100 percent attandance rate for all sun training our item..

4) Success in this coming 2 july ycf performance

5) High spirit of all participant for each dance training

6) Able to cope with studies and work

7) Able to score A and Bs in thsi coming common test

8) Speedy recovery of my sis in law father ...

9) Good health of all my families and friends

10) Success in NDP 2005

11) Lyn and beeleng to stay in venezia

12) Wisdom to pass the ticket to sumone whom treasured it and value it..

An IncIdeNt....STrike my mInd..

"do Not run thru life so fast that you forget not only where u have beenbut also where u are going".. this sentence realli strike mi yesterdae.. while looking back at sim wonderful quote which i took them nice during my spare time.. hmm guess the past two mths, time is kinda running short.. every moment seems so precious for mi.. rushing for tutions, gakkai activity, training, work, bla.. hmm.. sumhow.. i been too busy that i seem to be a lil lost.. of whethe rhave i fullfil my ultimate best in each area i am workinh hard for.. hmm.. sumhow.. i guess my studies is a lil lagged,, but i will definitely bucked up.. i must.. i must show actuall proof this coming common test. haha..though i n=knew there is a lot of ????? now .. regarding..bonds,, warrant.. finacial instrument... bla.. haiz.. sumhow onder y am i in this course when i actualli wanted to be a police women next time.. haiz.. shouln't be i stduying law course insyead of finance?? HA..guess i should stop probing myself after all i been thru two yrs le.. hehe.haha.. so haha.. oppz.. hmm.. ya lo.. jus sumhow.. a lot of thought flew pass jus like cupids.. haha..opps did i use the wrong noun.. hmm aniway..so happi todae neh bought my desired belts le.. one which i wanted it badly.. haha.. den went to esprite to try sum clothees wanted to buy.. but sumhow.. i jus did not.. sob.. haha.. yep.. den on my way to taka.. saw a rather pitifull father and son.. son performing with the drum and father was crippled.. think one of his legs were amputated.. poor man.. haiz.. at that moment my minds wander.. heart sank.. i mean the man is so yopng and such a thing happen to him..and is realli a real case nt those that con ppl.. hmm..so.. i jus donted wat ever littlle amount i have hopfully it is enough for a proper meal.. haiz.. compared to them we are a thousand time lucky.. realli.. and yet we can still hear ppl grumbling abt life, abt work.. bla.. compared to them.. we r realli luckky at least we get to do the things we wan.. it only lies with our attitude... hmm.. is realli a wonderfull lesson learnt.. i will treasure my life, ppl ard mi more... amd accomplished as mani thing i can making the best out of each.. haha.. yea!! nt forgetting my studies.. hmm.. an incident which realli worth pondering..

oh ya.. den i started work lo.. todae the crowd rather more then on tue.. haha.. scope alot of cups.. hehe..den bee leng.. told mi that she might wanna resign.. huh. was my first word.. oh no.. if she is gone life at venezia will nt be that fun le.. cos she is forever so sweet pretty and fun to work wif... haha and lyn.. she is also leaving cos her sch starting soon.. sob.. haiz.. y????hmm.. i shall chant harder,, now hopefully they stay.. haha hmm.. sianz.. life w/o them i realli boring i guessed.. haha.. yeap.. think that all for todae lo.. oh ya... btw.. the D'juices shop gave us.. 2 bottles of juice each.. onli to relise they expired todae.. nowonder gave us la.. haha.. but still it is nice.. ahha thankss aunti.. haha.. yeah...guess.. turning in to bed soon.. tml.. 10 am IS`lesson wor.. haha...yea... gtg... byes.. to all babe and hunks reading this.. hehe...

a FullFiLliNg SunDaE..

hey... yea.. todae training at damai was shiok!!! thumbs up..guess wat ? i woke up at 6.20 wor... am summore.. 1st time sia.. summore my parents nt in spore... i can still wake up.. opzz.. haha actualli got xinyi to give mi morning call la.. guess half of the credit goes to her.. aniway.. met her and siew hoon at the BP plaxa bus stop took 963 to bukit batok chnaged to express bus 506.. all the way to damai sia.. so shiok.. slept thruout the journey.,.. onli relised that it started raining soon, rain water sumhow leak in which i realli wonders.. cos is an air con bus.. but i culd feel the rain water.. from the back of my neck cos we sat at the rear.. haha den.. hmm journey was cool.. though i gues siew hoon was late as an item ic.. haha cos she supposed to reach by 8am.. but we reached ard 8.15.. hah.. aniway.. brought bee hoon frm my hm.. so ate there with xinyi.. letting other ttrainers envy us.. oppx.. wanted to share with u guyz.. but ur rejected.. sobxxx....haha nah jus kidding.. soon the training started with usual spirit booster.. haha... was a song session by the 4D choir.. they sang SHE song haha.. can u imagine ah gong and ah ma.. dancing singing that song.. oh my so damn cute la.. haha.. in SGI, nothing is impossible.. haha den soon the training started.. todae was a lil diff.. we get to use the field.. all thank to the weather yesterdae.. the grass was dry.. must be all daimoku put in by all participants.. haha.. yeps.. weather was rather cool.. like the sun, the rays, the laghters, the breeze, ppl breathing. haha oppz.. am i sick or wat.. aniway.. got our new formation.. haha it was a lil good.. formation i should sae.. haha summow movement is much asseccible an we as participants could also see the shape let alone the audience on that dae.. haha.. good job wor.. ray.. and backie,, haha.. CheeRz!!.. soonn is our turn for the run thru.. haha i rmb wat i sae yesterdae.. must exert force.. hence jus now during the runthru.. guess wat.. i first time.. find my body gonna detached from the ground.. i try my best to tap as hard, jump as high yea.. and i did it..it was realli nice.commented by backie.. guess all participant realli put in their heart and soul into the run thru cos i believed all of us have this common goals, to touches and changed everybody life on that significant dae..deep inside mi.. i reallied sense the diff.. my tap was harder than usual.. my breathing was much faster.. haha gues sit is all worthe it.. aftyer the whole training i am realli shaged.. trying hard to catch my every breath.. haha..soonn we are suposed to rehearse the finale position. alot of walking in and out, stand uo sit down.. haha.. but all i been enjoying it all this while..yea..haha.. after that we were all given two tickets to invite our friends for this ycf.. guess what onli 2 ticket sia.. hmm is realli a struggle for mi dunno whu to invite cos i got so mani friend whu wanted badly to watch it, my friends, my parents, my relative.. bla bla.. and the list could go on.. hmm.. gues si shall leave it to gohonzon to help mi decide.. ha..while i will chant hard for it.. hmm.. den it was time to give meiqi a surprise.. celebrated meiqi bdae haha.. she looks realli stressed when we held the cake up.. and she cried.. oh dear.. i guess u r touched.. if the cake was mine i wuld be touched too.. there was no saboing.. but still is jus a pure hearted celebration.. which warms her heart.. haha guess all ywd in nrpsd has this common pattern.. all shed their tr=ears easily..haha.. at least i noe.. i am..haha.. yep after that we wnet nearby hawker to have our lunch lo.. haha salad chicken rice.. nice nice.. haha.. an d a cup of bandung.. makes my dae.. haha.. yeap.. chat alot, cshare alot.. was an ear opening for mi.. guess wat is jus so qiao.. big huiling was sitting opp of mi at the other end.. haha machiam like directors sia.. ooppz haha..yep.. we were nt sitting under the shelter.. guess wat is like eating undera sun.. haha luckily the sun was rather.. coolling i mean as in nt strong la.. hha.. yea.. haha after that we had a dessert spree went to bedok to have cocktail with aloe vera.. nice for the throat and for skin too wor.. haha.. yep after that boarded train all the way to xinyi hs which is sum where senja there lo... near my hs too.. went her hs to print notes.. bla..and i finally got the campus connection pic.. arghhhh.. loves it men.. haha..after that decided to go hm instead of roaming in BP plaxa.. haha.. yep.. so made my way hm.. and saw my parents they are back.. haha miss themm... hehe.. yep.. helpout a lil with mopping, clleaning. yeap.. so there goes my wonderful dae.. oh ya.. ended with a nice dinner at near by hawker.. haha.. yea..

InSpIreD...

yoz.. hows everybody?? haha ur forever cute huiling is doing great over here.. busy muggling with tutorials, lect, project, part time work, gakkai activity, ycf training.. oppx.. haha.. hmm i am realli eager to blog.. now guess wat i jus returen from our jap tap dance daimokukai which end around 5 plus.. it was realli an enriching and enjoyable moment.. we get to see the orginal or the jap tap dance..it was realli worth saluting.. was damn envy by the spirit they possesed though the steps seem simple.. and watched our own dance.. oh.. my.. i reallised my force was'n't there..oppz.. ya i agree with wat backie sae.. we must realli jia you.. exert as much strength as possible.. is the spirit that we should show and not jus dancing alone.. is nt the steps that matters but the joy we should have while performing.. yes i must definitely fullfill it..!! haha.. okok.. a few more training to ycf le at expo wor.. kinda excited.. but i will miss all the wonderful time we had under the scorching sun.. hmm.. must treasure each momment men.. haha.. okok after the daimokukai.. we had a dinner cum dialogue session with john.. haha so inspiried thru out.. i should sae he is realli a wise men with lots of tru and fullfilling encouragement.. thou at time we seen him as a person full of crap.. but din realise.. he's words do make sense and it was realli encouraging haha.. hope to gain more encouragment to ya.. sum dae... and guess wat he be graduating from nrpsd.. which means he will leave us beri soon.. oh sob..., haiz.. will miss all his nonsense and wise encouragment.. hmm.. guess.. tian xia wu be shan de yan xi.. guess perhaps its time for him to move on.. haiz.. but i believe we will miss ya.. hmm.. den after that initally wannated to go town.. but we chatted till 8 lus.. so decided to go over to harbor front starbucks to continue our chit chat session.. haha.. damn shiok.. orderd mocha blended.. haha and went shop shop in fila shop, heng tan and U2.. haha.. yeps.. was realli a wonderfull night and i will nv forget wat john sae.. " to be praise by a fool is an insult, to be scolded by a wise is a praise to be uphold"... and tml.. is ycf training at damai again.. oppx for ation changed.. guess tml have to be ultra attentive haha.. and energentic wor.. haha yea!!! ycf 2005 HerE i ComE!!!!

a touching story....

It touches my heart i hope it touches yours too...

my mom only had one eye.

i hated her... she was such an embarressment..my mom ran a small shop at a flea market.

she collected little weeds and such to sell...anything for the money we needed she was such an embarressment.

there was this one day during elementary school..it was field day,

and my mom came.i was so embarressed. how could she do this tome?

i threw her a hateful look and ran out.

the next day at school..."your mom only has one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me.

i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world so i said to my mom,

"mom.. why dont you have the other eye?!if you're only gonna make me a laughing stock,why dont you just die?!!!" my mom did not respond.. i guess i felt a little bad,

but at the sametime, it felt good to think that i had said what i'dwanted to say all this time..maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished me,but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings very badly.that night...i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if shewas afraid that she might wake me.i took a look at her, then turned away.

because of the thing i had said to her earlier, therewas something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.even so, i hated my mother who was crying out ofher one eye. so i told myself that i would grow upand become successful.cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty..then i studied real hard.

i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied,and got accepted in the Seoul University with allthe confidence i had.then, i got married.

i bought a house of my own.then i had kids, too..now i'm living happily as a successful man.

i like it here because it's a place that doesntremind me of my mom.

this happiness was getting bigger and bigger,when..what?!who's this?!...it was my mother.....still with her one eye.

it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.

my little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.

and i asked her,"who are you?!""i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make that real. iscreamed at her," how dare you come to myhouse and scare my daughter!""GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"and to this, my mother quietly answered,"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrongaddress,"and she dissappeared out of sight.thank good ness... she doesnt recognize me..i was quite relieved.i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or thinkabout this for the rest of my life.then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school reunion cameto my house. so, lying to my wife that i was goingon a business trip, i went.

after the reunion,

i went down to the old shack,that i used to call a house...just out of curiosity there,

i found my mother fallen on the cold ground.but i did not shed a single tear.

she had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.

-------my son...i think my life has been long enough now..and... i wont visit Seoul anymore...but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you tocome visit me once in a while?

i miss you so much.. and i was so glad when i heard you were coming for the reunion.

but i decided not to go to the school....for you...and i'm sorry that i only have one eye, and i wasan embarressment for you.

you see, when you were very little, you got into anaccident, and lost your eye.

as a mom, i couldntstand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so i gave you mine...i was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me,

in my place, with that eye. iwasnever upset at you for anything you did.. thecouple times that you were angry with me,.. i thought to myself, '

it's because he loves me..'my son... oh, my son...

updates??

helo.. everyone.. hehe.. its been a long time since i last update.. my blog.. aniwya.. hahaa lot of things to mention and alot of thing happen.. i mean.. my life has been becoming busier and busier den before.. but the more busi i am the more happy i m cos i am doing things i realli wan.. haha such as.. soka activity, ycf training? staying over at sharon or they come my hs stay haha.. birthdae parties.. bla bla.. its been such an enriching life ever since councilship ended.. haha guess i made the right choice after all.. after ycf.. guess i be busy with ndp.. for the song signing item.. haha eager looking forward to that.. wanna pick up sum new skill.. hehe.. yep.. but sumhow.. i dun wanna ycf to end so soon.. all because.. i haven realli knew and i knew i will miss all the good times spen together and make friend wif all the participant.. sad sia.. hmm.. nvm.. must make full use of my chance for the next few training... and i din get to tok to him too.. sob though we been so near yet so far.. haiz.. haha.. oppz.. dear.. dun get jealous yea.. haha.. dun worries.. hehe oh ya btw.. last sundae after damai trining.. went to meet dear.. to go queensway market to have our dinner.. haha it been a wonderful time together.. though u like to disturb and "tortured" mi.. sob.. haha.. aniway looking for more time to spend wif ya,.. sian this weekend.. my parents all going malaysia.. i got no one at hm.,.. den dear got guard duty on sat.. if not he can come over pei mi.. haiz... no luck.. aniway.. see how ba.. this sat got daimokukai and watch video and get our clogs.. haha.. so excited!! hehe after that wil stay back a while and tasch vina the steps lo.. hehe.. yea.. will be a happening dae again.. haha.. opp.x.. tml lesson at nine,.. think i better get going.. nitex peepx... "make the most out of your life" Ikeda Sensei

a FullFiLliNg SunDaE..

hey... yea.. todae training at damai was shiok!!! thumbs up..guess wat ? i woke up at 6.20 wor... am summore.. 1st time sia.. summore my parents nt in spore... i can still wake up.. opzz.. haha actualli got xinyi to give mi morning call la.. guess half of the credit goes to her.. aniway.. met her and siew hoon at the BP plaxa bus stop took 963 to bukit batok chnaged to express bus 506.. all the way to damai sia.. so shiok.. slept thruout the journey.,.. onli relised that it started raining soon, rain water sumhow leak in which i realli wonders.. cos is an air con bus.. but i culd feel the rain water.. from the back of my neck cos we sat at the rear.. haha den.. hmm journey was cool.. though i gues siew hoon was late as an item ic.. haha cos she supposed to reach by 8am.. but we reached ard 8.15.. hah.. aniway.. brought bee hoon frm my hm.. so ate there with xinyi.. letting other ttrainers envy us.. oppx.. wanted to share with u guyz.. but ur rejected.. sobxxx....haha nah jus kidding.. soon the training started with usual spirit booster.. haha... was a song session by the 4D choir.. they sang SHE song haha.. can u imagine ah gong and ah ma.. dancing singing that song.. oh my so damn cute la.. haha.. in SGI, nothing is impossible.. haha den soon the training started.. todae was a lil diff.. we get to use the field.. all thank to the weather yesterdae.. the grass was dry.. must be all daimoku put in by all participants.. haha.. yeps.. weather was rather cool.. like the sun, the rays, the laghters, the breeze, ppl breathing. haha oppz.. am i sick or wat.. aniway.. got our new formation.. haha it was a lil good.. formation i should sae.. haha summow movement is much asseccible an we as participants could also see the shape let alone the audience on that dae.. haha.. good job wor.. ray.. and backie,, haha.. CheeRz!!.. soonn is our turn for the run thru.. haha i rmb wat i sae yesterdae.. must exert force.. hence jus now during the runthru.. guess wat.. i first time.. find my body gonna detached from the ground.. i try my best to tap as hard, jump as high yea.. and i did it..it was realli nice.commented by backie.. guess all participant realli put in their heart and soul into the run thru cos we do nt have much run thru with music.. which i realli wished for more. haha.. den it was realli a nice show.. sumhow i could feel it.. haha immedistely after the run thru..i am shaged.. haha.. tryong to catch my breath.. ha.. soon is the run thru for finale. though alot of walk in walk out, stand and sit.. but i still enjoy it.. haha.. yea.. guess it be even beter for the next few training.. my gosh.. onli 2 more sundae training 2 more 3 more weekend.. and we be on the magnificant stage in our life.. a stage that will changed other ppls life.. a stage where each dance step is given from our genuine hearts to touches every audience there.. hmm.. den after that was a lil encouragement and commercial lo.. cos there was this chief.. whu advertise the ycf watch and tee.. shirt which i haven buy.. so immediately i turned to sharon.. haha.to help mi buy.. and she agreed.. so nice of her.. haha.. after that got our ticket.. for the performance i got the afternoon one.. haha.. but now struggling .. dunno wanna pass the ticket to whu cos too mani ppl wanted to come le.. my friends, my bf, my parents.. haha.. hmm... let gohonzon decide ba.. i will chant for it.. yea..!! after that we celebrated meiqi birthade.. ourr dear meiqi.. haha yea.. she looked so stresses after traioning cos she is incharge of the clogs i guess quite alot of participant looking for her which stressed her up i guess. ahha.. aniway she cried... oh.. sayang i guess u were touched.. haha sumhow there is a common pattern btw the ywd Cic lo.. we jus can't control our tears.. haha.. yeap.. hope she like the surprise.. haha.. den after that went to near by hawker eat chicken ruice.. haha nice food.. love the salad chicken.. after that haha chit chat la kopi time.. hehe... john shared abt his childhood dae.. which he always go hospital.. but sumhow he chanted alot.. that this yr nt matter wat cannot visit there.. and so far he did not..congrats... ur prayer will be answered.. definitely!!den tok alot.. haha.. is jus so nice to eat wif so mani ppl.. esp nrpsd ppl.. haha .. family bonding neh.. haha.. okokie.. ur are jus like my sis and bro whome i turned to when i have prob... ur are the one i knew will nv go out of my life... hmm den after that we took a bus to bedok interchange for a dessert spree.. haha den went to xinyi hs.. to print my lecture notes.. thanks.. xinyi.. hah ai shi ni le.. oppx.. haha.. yep.. after that made my way hm.. when i reach hm.. hmm mum they all alrdy back.. haha.. soon mum tell mi they going to vist my sis -in law father.. dunno should address wat.. hmm.. for mi to noe for u to find out.. haha.. summhow.. heart kinda heavy when ever i visit hospital.. look at the patient.. how i should i could shre with them out buddhism the mystic law of universe.. but sum how. dun have the courage too.. shit.. i must rwalli chant for it.. for the courage.. like one of the wd whu is so passionate and innocnet.. jus wanting to do shakubuku.. share by a chief sum time ago.. during a daimokukai.. haiz..CAncer realli kills a life, disrupt the whole family.. hmm.. wnow must put that into my prayer.. chanting for his speedy recovery.... actual proof will happen.. this is wat i always believe thru abundant daimoku.. no prayer will go unanswered.. is jus whether when...

VictoRy In CampUs CoNnecTion!!!

haha... yo..weiyi haha i saw it.. yea here i am updating whats happening around mi.. yea.. haha my dear oso ask mi to update.. sob guess it been a long time since i last blog.. aniway.. haha last fri.. went for a supper wif my dear.. after my night shift work at venexia.. sad.. now gotta sae bye to thiong bahru... cos i m working in taka with lyn wor.. haha fun fun.. hmm.. yep den we went west coast park cos he drove ma.. den the mac 24 hrs sia.. haha i also get to meet up with his long lost friend.. haha dunno la.. he sae 5 yrs nv meet.. guess wat guys can be equally talktaive den ger now.. all the while they be toking... haha dun worry i dun feel neglected..at all.. haha cos i m rather tired after my work.. yep.. haha.. muackz!! aniway..the next dae was my campus connection to musemum.. haha was so glad with the attendance.. so wonderfull.. quite alot of new faces.. foods prepared were more then enough, games was rather fun as commented by all my nrpsd member.. thanks to all of ur.. is ur whu makes this event successful... haha realli enjoyed working with weilun and eelynn.. they are jus a bunch of smart, thoughtful, fun ppl to be wif.. haha thank to ur too.. haha my fellow organixer.. i will try to get the photo develop and show ya yea.. haha thanks for all ya hard work despite all ya busy schedule.. haha... we jia you together for ycf yeza.. haha.. aniway after the connection at musemum, we went for rowe's chalet.. oh my.. the chalet is jus beside OCH.. and guess wat the chalet is freaking big lo.. got 4 room.. machiam like lander bunglow.. sia.. too bad i din bring my stuff for next dae training if nt i cfm stay back and join ur in the making of happy meal.. hahah.. aniways thanks to all iic too.. for making burger for us as lunch after our sunday training... haha SSA is jus so diff from other organixation.. they are so poilet, thoughtful, realli go all out for the sake of their member.. haha i preomised i will nv gonna missed any of the weekdae and weekend training... haha.. oh ya den guess wat on sun.. haha we were a lil late.. reach damai sec ard.. 10 liddat.. den saw mok machiam damn stressed with the formation.. poor him.. cos huiling nt here she in HK le.. sob den i help him a lil lo.. haha also help him to coach a lil dance step.. for those new commer.. so glad our grp is expanding.. hehe.. we must jia you!! group B rulex!!.. haha aniway.. haha tml 9 lesson.. all dae lect den gonna tutor ginni before she go aust for hoildae.. haha.. ok la... that asll for now.. those whu miss mi.. can visit mi at taka on wed, thurs and sat.. haha.. or can find mi at SSA activities..By the way

the DARE to DREAM concert was fantastic!!.. thumbs up!! hope fore more.. graving for more.. haha..