exAm DaImoKukAI...

yeah... todae i could proclaim a victory.. y? cos i managed to breakthru my sleepyness and endure all the way till 6 in the morning den rest for 4 hrs.. y? cos for the pass few dae NRPSD is realli striving hard to prepared exam guidence for our members hoping to give nourishment to their brain while they are forging for this exam.. till yesterdae after the DIAL lecture at HQ, we onli made 30 and our target is 11o till todae mondae 7pm.. within less den a dae, we got to produce 80... for normal ppl will think that is really touh and impossibel.. but for mi and xinyi.. we really wan to challenge ourself and create a victory.. nt jus to satisfy the no , the target but to creat a breakthru, victory, actual proof in our life.. show casting our endurance and determination in getting things done.. and yes.. we did it.. we finished 110 copies.. one the surface it was nothing.. but to mi and xinyi.. we realli feel and learn alot.. is realli an impossible mission yet we made it poossible.. all thankz to eelynn leadership too.. she is reallia good leader.. y? cos she has a kan chionging nature... and mi.. though i hate to do things last min still.. i breakthru and commit ourself last night while i stayed over at xinyi hs.. i am realli touched by the result y? cos.. i realli achieve victory and actual proof.. and.. though last night we did 50 based on the abilities of xinyi and mi.. this morning we had weiliang and eelynn.. still is realli proof that as long as we are determined in doing things, we definitel can make it.. and we will be the best... As a ywd, i realli wished to gave all out to konsen-rufu movement, walking hand in hand with sensei, shouldering members struggles, encourage all my CIC, my comrades in Faith, Definietly sisterhood campaign will be a success.. thru sisterhood campaign i sudden realise a closeness towards all my CICs and my IIC.. haha.. thank dude..Thankz for all ur encoragement.. this will nt be jus xinyi and mine victory but the victory belongs to all.. NRPSD members... becos of u.. we can den excel.. hopeffully YMD and YWD and realli work togther and learn frm one another..... We must strive and achieve total victory for YCF<>

miXed feeLing...

hmm.. by the time ur see this entry , it be 2 week after junges survival camp.. cos din update immediately that time was due too too mani emotions and thoughts, victory. etc.. Victory is whereby i managaed to pass all the knowldege to my juniors hoping they realli grasped it and it was indeed the most memorable camp in my life.. y? cos is like everyone is so independent and we are so serious in our planning always making sure nothiings goes wrong on the actual dae. every one seem so prepared which is realli rare in my councilship life.. hmm.. realli thanks all the ppl whu have encouraged mi and gave mi advise when i am lost, luff at my cold jokes, allow mi to voice my opinion freely. life would have be diff w/o u guys, All the sweat we went thru, hardship, a common goal,but sad is that though we all succeded and enjoy in this camp, i will forget the times we work hard for this result, Times flies, soon it be time for CSM which i realli dunno to look forward or dread it to come.. y? cos i realli hate to leave my title as a 29th council, council life is realli wonderful..... it jus diff from ani club u ever find, for the bonds is stronger till we can even discuss abt our private life with one another. I realli hate to leave u all. but i noe this dae will come.. only we left could den the new ones com e and bring tas to a greater ht. Your can do it.. jus bear in mind TAS motto kay.. Things will nt be the same.. after csm.. all will be leading their own life.. suddenly i feel lost and lonely.. though i nooe i have my gakkai comrades wif mi.. butthe feeling of going to trip nt as a council is realli hard for mi to accept... hmm.. i do agree.. there are times we fight.. i mean whu dun fight? even couples do.. let alone the 29 councill.. but still.. the bond is forever there after a hug or maybe as time passed.. cos each of us are unique and we all bear diff view hence i always stood in a neutral view looking at things.. y? cos.. support him oso unfair to the other.. support the other, is unfair to him.. both are my dearest.. both i went thru so much with them.. is realli hard to hate one another like wat sharon sae lo wwhen u look at their good pt. hmm.. realli sad.. i afraid i will breakdown durig csm.. hmm so guys if ever caught mi sheding dun be shocked ya.. esp with the accompaniment of "tong Hua".. my gosh realli made mi shed when llistening and thinking back.. all the good things we did together... hiaz... "suay yue bu liU rEN".. guess now is my time to contribut to SokA Gakkai and i relaised my mission that is to be a capable leader of tml..no matter wat.. all i can sae is.. TAS.. U RoX.. ThanKS 29th council.. ur create rainbows in my life!!!!!!!!!!!

NicE WeeKeNd..

hey hey.. here i am.. updating u guys what happinung for the past two daes.. hmm.. life has been rather smooth for me.. though met some weird and unreasonable ppl..haha.. aniway that did nt hampers my mood.. in the trip to ubin... yea.. had a nice boat ride over, spent the night in the nature, listening to birds chirpings, watched wild boars crossing in the middle of the night, slept in the windy and cool hammock.. haha.. with all my councils, my buddies and me.. (from the tune in Purple light).. haha.. kay kay.. was rather shack now.. though after a bath.. haha.. so faster update llo.. haha.. ya.. did i mention, excoucil came wif us too.. haha they r rather fun la.. not as mean and unfriendly that i always though during our trip.. they are nice ppl too.. haha.. slept ard 3 last night.. dunno wat time will i be sleeping tonight.. hmm.. okies.. yepa.. all my presentations are over.. Phew!!..now is time to get ready for exam, revision and more revision.. aniway.. this few dae rather.. sad.. that xiao i lost contact le.. hey.. ur fone cannot get thru.. and i leave my msg in ya blog le.. reply mi soon yea.. got updates for ya.. hmm.. yeap.. all tas big event is really drawing near.. haha.. hooray.. though i noe my time in councilship is getting shorter as each dae passed.. sad... but still all good things will come to an end.. realli dun wished to leave la..after wat we have gone thru, regardless fights, conlict arguments we had, at the end of the dae, we will hug one another... forgetting and correct our each individuals mistake, saying sorry to each anotther.. lets realli treasure the times and momments we have kay? council? haha.. aniway.. yeap.. tml have jap dance training at tsc.. nice nice.. after that will meet my dear for a genki sushi feast.. woohooo.. all thanks to mi got the vounvcher.. though i noe he din realli like sushi but.. still he will acommpany mi for my sake.. haha.. thanks dear.. hmm..tml at most gave my portion of ala-carte meal to u lo.. den makes u full.. haha.. kay kay..do drop mi comments wor.. will be looking forward to see any of comments publish.. thankz all my peeps.. hehe...." LiFe iS WonDerfUl"

nEwBorN lApTop!!

As i had mentioned.. yep.. i reformtted the com.. sob.. all my stuff gone.. but of cos got back up la.. now damn shiok..
com runs faster.. haha... yeap.. was rotting in tas clubhouse now.. waiting for dear dear to have dinner and fetch mi hm.. haha.. though i think he is still bathing now..haiz.. he bath damn long sia..haha.. aniway.. was rather pissed and mad with sum one attitude yest... is like if things does nt goes his way,, he can just jue jiao the friend.. pls lo.. wat kind of friend do u call urself.. my gosh.. aniway.. i let him cool down la.. din wan to disturb him further.. yep.. haha.. tas another big event is cuming up.. so happi.. hope it be successful.. suddenly i realise.. np damn diao lo.. cannot d/l msn 7.o.. sob sob.. i wanna chat now.. mi damn broed surfing.,, liao.. haha.. anione wanna tok to mi? haha... hungry and bored now.. sob sob...