Thursday, November 22, 2007

BiTs Of PieCeS...

(Extracted from .....)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh...

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

How true ..... did u heard me?

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

WheRe Have I beeN??

WHere Have I BeeN??
Yo, it realli been quite a while since i last blog. thru enough some of my friend have starts to miss my lengthy entries.. whaha.. opps. Mani event have been happening ard me even such as passing out parade after 6 mths of residential tarining, fullfilling my three months attachment in changi women prison and of cos, las but not least, pass out as a full flaged officer just 20 days ago.. whaha.. and not forgetting landing myself in another home of mine in the eastern side though i still goes back once a week during my off days to enjoy the warmth of family love.. whaha.. life is gonna be realli challenging and demanding as we grow.the samll chair in kindergarten which we sat seems to be shrinking as we are older. Pictures and ceiling of pri sch seems to be come smaller as we grow. ha.. though i always felt that age is jus a no but sumhow u can't denied that the surrounding have changed as we grow.. perhsp its good and bad too.. ultimatly we can prevent things from happening but we can change our reactions towards it. Agree??..

One pretty touching event that happen is none other the de NP inst Mtg, iT is such a joyous mtg that fill the Rooms first time in ever with so much yyouthfulness and such high attendance of nf and in active members.. It certainly is the great hardwork of all my frontline cic and members effort as yiling and mi only halp to guide and supervise the event with the help of jeff too.. it further affirm my determination that NP will definitely grow this time, and to contribute to the succes of the event i believe its non other den the study which we have conducted bi monthly on Gosho and moving on will be HR. Only thru earnest study and determination could we affirm our determination to help others and contribute to the movement of KR in spore.. and further repay our debts of gradtitude to our mentor..
from the bottom of my heart on behalf of all np iic a big thank you and good job to all our wonderful bro and sis!! Lets jiayou and cont creat anothe ht in our coming dec event!!!

however, i also drown in deep tots on my leadership position in my own yongsha, too mani tots have been flying pass and i know that i must make a decision somehow.. i dun need loud words i need actions!! pls preech and act as ND disciple..

Upcoming 1 dec will be TAS ann nite again!! has been looking 4wards towards it esp this time round, most of us are gonna make it for the yearly gathering.. it will certinly be a great meet up after so long.. whaha hopefully could also win some lucky draw prizes.. hmm are u think wat i m thinking?? haha

As for work, kinda enjoyed the friendly relationship with all my collegues afterall our nature nature of work is sumthing we don get to experience it else where so of cos all of us have a common traits that is we are pretty fun loving and easy going and on top of that we are pretty efficient and mobile wor.. relli can lose wt inside men imagine everyday climbing umpteen times of stairs.. whaha and rushing from here and there.. against time.. Phew.. definitely fullfilling.. and most importantly majority of us are pretty young.. and some are of the YOYO kind.. whhaha..

Kk think gotta sign off le, double Decker bed that i have order has arrived gotta received it soon.. ciaoz..!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

RanDoM ThOtZ

It's 12.27am le.. jus had a mtg with all my cic... it feel so cool and fresh to once again list and share out our resolution towards the coming concert.. and this time round, with all the freedom i have longed to get after the training, i m even more determined to make sure all the girls on our list could be able to atten our 23rd concert.. though it is less then a month to go.. but i know we will all do our best de.. hehe:)

jus received a call frm him.. though the call was not meant to talk abt us. it is more to mi lending him a listening ear for him to pour out his sorrow with his group of friend and how other ger have misunderstand him.. haiz.. tot onli girl will met with such nitty gritty thing.. but wat matter worst is.. he has fallen for her once sumtime ago.. MAN! i know i m supposed to be calm abt it since it is ok for him to love sumone after both of us gain our own freedom but i just got that weird feeling.. not of angry but a lil sour yet confuse.. think i am quite a loser when it comes to handle this kinda relationship.. haiz.. likewise what others sae.. hao ma bu chi hui tou chao..but sum how when i see mani of my friends settling down,enjoying their honeymoon period with their loved ones, i jus wonder if i had made the right choice last yr...if i ever did it on impulsiveness and mani at times he tried to piece it up once again, i gave him that hard look of it is impossible btw us.. sumhow deep inside mi now esp after my critical phrase of training in my career i knew he has nv left from ani part of mi.. sumtime he will still call no matter how irritated i may sound...haiz.. hao luan ar.. mani at time i gave him hints and now his reply tend to be so much mature as to.. aiya focus on ya work la.. i noe i gotta focus but i jus can't pretend that my feeling for u is dead ma..Mani at times i wonder if i m desperate or wat.. whaha..maybe.. after all it is less den a yr for singlehood.. perhaps time heals all wounds or perhaps wounds might heal if sumone comes along? crap.. wat am i talking.. haiz..

Let it be over and over.. i m gonna brace up in the next momment!! :)

Btw, received a great news from my academic trainer.. 24 out of 35 had successfully pass our final exam consisting of three papers (legistration,Ops,Rehab module) for our basic officer course.. hurray.. spent 2 week burning mid night oil for this momment to come.. whaha so now i can happily wait for my graduation to come in NOV!! meanwhile jus gotten perform effectivly at work during my OJT period.. Jiayou!!

Friday, August 17, 2007

Sweet Story...

Sand and Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY,
THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT;
AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT,
BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED
GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE
AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:

'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM,
'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND,
WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS
CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE
NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT.'

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND
TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,
A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

P.s(Find this short story sweet isn't it).. it's so true..

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

pop+thailand+ojt

heyhey.. i am finally back once again to blog as well as back from my block leave (thailand) and also back to my nice and comfy home sweet home for long.. haha meaning i had happily pass out from my residential training le.. hoorray.. indeed hard work has not been wasted all this while.. damn satisfying upon wearing the NO 1 uniform and thinking abt how we used be in the begining and now.. most of us has grown moe mature , some has become more chatty at the end.. it was nothing but mani mani sweet memories to be kept in the heart.. certainly i guess will start to miss the nice routine we had.. esp sleeping after luch even for half an hour could make our day.. and not forgetting the usual cafe break we have after dinner.. was indeed a good bonding session for all of us during the BOC.. now kinda miss the HTA food, the regime and may of my trainers jokes be it funny or lame.. whaha.. but well like wat many of the sae it's is just the begining of our career path..must gove our best shot upon passing out.. now it's another 3 more months to go before i could hear all their laughter again for our graduation.. shall strive to enjoy my learning journey and gaining as much experience as i can while i m still young.. whaha.. kinda like my posting though it's super far from my house.. but thank to my sweet dad whu offered to drive mi every day to work.. whaha.. afterall i m their onli daughter ma.. right whaha.. (shall upload my POP pic soon)

As for my block leave , went to thailand with a few of my cohort mates, half PO and SPO.. had shopping spree for the past 4 days, combing all night bazzar and shopping centre that we can find.. whaha.. it was pretty fun especially when sum of the tee is so much cheaper den spore.. and also their food is not as bad as u think more or less like our local dishes.. hmm shall visit thailand and especially the hotel i stayed in again for the hotel is damn posh.. with two master bed, a coffee table and chairs, dressing table, bath tub all in one room.. cool isn't it.. esp the last night i was sharing with onli one of my friend.. imagine each of us can have a double bed to ourselves..?? sounds attractive ar.. whaha

after coming back for bankok, it's time to get ready for my OJT the next day, so ironed my uniform, polish my boots.. checking that everything is ok.. andnot forgetting to unpacked my luggage and also rest early for th night..

And it now time to get back once again for KOsen rufu... whaha.. yep.. home visit, campaign.. i m coming!!!

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Yox.. finally blogging after for past few weeks.. so mani event has happen on june and coming july.. jus had MIlk Run on 1/7, my bdae celebration in june with all my lovely peeps.. will upload the pressie photo once i get settled down to take it.. whaha.. and not forgetting yesterdae de 777 performance at Indoor stadium.. like the guest of honour comment, it was indeed magnificant.. everyone was so high spirited..and we managed to grab hold of our npsd ppl for sum light shot before the show.. it was indded a memorable day to be perfomring for 10,000 ppl.. haha not too sure of the figure.. hmm.. met mani friends too.. and most importantly enjoyed myself thruout the whiole event by bein g a part timer entertainer to entertain all the ywds with gakkai song in both exit.. as by demand by the ywds chief that sd iic must lead song.. hur hur. yep.. machiam pao chang liddat.. all in all.. it was an eventful day in such a 1000 yrs...

Saturday, June 16, 2007

-* Would u Be there *-

Would You Be There for Me?

If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time?



If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender loving care,Would you die for me, would you run with me, And never look back..



Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?



Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?




Would You be there?



If I will wait, would you still think of me? And wished that you could hold me now. Would you die for me, would you run with me, all the way......



Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?



Would you be there to save my soul tonight? Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say you always be there,to kiss my pain away?

Would u be there for me?

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Own Personality Test..

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

P.s: taken this with the help of yvonne blog entries.. thanks ger.. hehe.. i do visit ur blog too eh.. hehe

Past Few Dayz..

WooHoo.. Kinda happy today.. tough a lil side effect after the stupid jab from the dentist for my toothach.. mi think too much le tot is sum wisdom tooth attacking end up is just another toothach.. haiz.. yep.. miss today iic study cos dental appoinment ends around 3 plus.. but gotten a new phone.. yeah.. the one i been eyeing for.. dad and bro bought for mi in advance cos cutting down the hassle to buy and dine on 23rd at the same time.. so 23rd jus gotta trest them for dinner.. whaha.. think it will still be cheaper den i got it for myself... pretty nice.. pink at the back cover.. same as lay de.. whaha... jie mei phone.. haha.. yep.. den my squad mates also planning to get the crumpler for mi.. 3 out of 5 wish is granted.. whaha.. meeting amanda on next week.. actualli also dunno wanna ask her get mi wat.. a lil paiseh though we used to have the practice of buying for one another at the same time as we seldom get to meet due to our hectic schedule.. it has been almost 10 yrs of friendship... nan de neh.. hehe.. as for 24th.. meeting up with jackson for a short meet up ba.. whaha.. nice nice.. a dae before my actual.. seem like this two week is gonna be super packed..with all sort of event and my second trial of ippt.. oh man.. have not been jumping due to daily ports training at changi for the past 4 dae.. book in only on thurs and mugging for our progress test immediately.. guess wat study so much in the end.. is short ans qns.. whaha but also good ma.. mi brain too tired till cannot recalled much too during the test session.. think the result should be not bad.. ans most qns except for sum stupid mistake.. haiz.. thia week shall be my turn to be squad i/c.. stress.. gotta write journal while the rest having their good time in cafeteria.. got to take instruction and pass down, command the grp, report strength and etc.. beri beri busy ar... wat worst SPO will not be around no one to rely on liao.. hmm good luck to mi ba.. hehe

Sunday, June 03, 2007

RandoM thots...

Yelo.. has been trying to upload sum nice pics that i may wish for it for bdae just in case sum of my peeps have been scratching their heads over wat to buy.. sadly this bdae.. though is a 21st but mi will still be confined in training for that period.. perhpas kinda unique too ba.. so no big celebration like chalet of such.. but perhaps small mini dinner gatherings ba.. whaha.. wat i hope to get ar.. whaha hopefully the one which i been eyeing on.. N73.. which daddy and bro have promised to get it for mi whaha.. got a pendant from SK jewerllery this evening at IMM while shopping with mum.. whaha.. white and gold plated.. kinda consider as a bdae gift ba.. tat wat mum says.. whaha... den my squad mates were like asking wat i wan.. whhaa.. i seem to wan so much things but can't think of much ani.. except for crumpler the one with two colours strips.. perferably black/purple or navy green ba.. like it really nice when wearing wif jeans.. has alwyas wanna to get it.. but sumhow din buy it lo.. whaha.. den next hmm.. guess will be the papillo florida kimono black series de ba.. cost around 90 bucks wor.. currently my orange brikenstock have been relying too much , turning blacker each day.. whaha.. lastly.. hopefully at the end of my training phrase.. would be confident to wear on a bikini swimwear from rip curl.. whaha so mabby peeps ur may wan to get it first .. whaha.. sounds so confident.. as if i dare to wear.. haha y not if i have tone up.. whaha.. shall dream towards it.. muhaha..

Nah.. actuali its the thoughts tat counts ba.. so peeps above are sum of my recommended ones lo.. watever ur gonna get for mi.. i still be happy.. whaha..

This coming week.. gonna have ports training at PLCC.. prison Link centre at changi... so dun need to book in and out.. whaha.. can enjoy homecook dinner everyday till thurs ba.. whaha after which will be my progress test on fri.. blessed mi okie.. tons to stuff to memorise and understand.. haiz.. hopefully i gotta have the mood to celebrate.. after it.. hmm.. as for the past few week.. we had lesson and physical training.. sadly i failed the first IPPT..actualli to be exact is passed but i din get silver.. Y?? becos of my stupid board jump.. haiz.. onli 166cm.. damn... the rest of the stations got gold and silver lol.. wasted.. esp my running it was gold lei.. hai.. nvm shall buck up for my 2nd ippt think is at late june.. haiz.. jiayou ba..

Hoping for a great week ahead!!

Friday, May 04, 2007

Past Few Dayz..

elo.. peeps.. guess it time to do sum updating before i gonna be away from the com next 5 days.. hmm.. this week have been rather tight but as well as enjoyable though i was selected to be part of the structured program during physiacal training session whereby gotta train under the trainers.. man.. i realli challenging to run 3, 4 km without stoping wor.. body aching all over now.. especially it been after two week since we had such conditioning.. whaha.. but still loves it aniway.. and sumbody did mention my running has improved.. whaha.. lets hope it be better when ippt dates draw near.. haha..

On thurs, had a cohesion team building at east coast park.. by right we supposed to be spilt into three team but weather isn't kind.. drizzle when we reach.. so plan changes to whu ever wanna cycl or run do it at our own time.. so mi being the naughty one decide to cycle but june din noe how to cycle so.. haha we took the two pillion de lo.. and drive her to bedok jetty and one round up along the stretch.. in btw were lots of screaming as i am so afraid to bang into my suad mates de.. cos it also my first time driving ppl man.. whaha.. most importantly is afraid of failing sia.. cos it be so MALU.. the day ended when we celebrated shanaz and Hanz bird day.. cake was great..nice.. from coffee bean.. it ended pretty late then i expected.. hance could not make it in time for the milk run launch.. haiz.. but shall get updates from yiling.. thanks ger.. hehe

yesterdae, we had a trip to st.john island.. ( pics will be up soon).. my first time there wor.. kinda peaceful.. but ur must be wondering wat had st. jon island gotta do with prison service right.. whaha.. cos there used to keep political detainee lo.. yep.. had a round of briefing and educational tour by our ASP goh KK.. whaha he is damn interesting chap.. so we are broght around the place and ahd our lunch at the hut.. after which took sum pics and rested before we embark on the next activites.. treasure hunt.. haha before we even make it to our first chk point, the map fly out of sham hands.. thus we could jus based on our wisdom to get the chk points right.. whaha.. three station are pretty fun.. and interesting though it would be better if we could rest more.. whaha.. and the day ended with mi, june and sam went over to bugis to get ourselves some pairs of earing and indulge ourself in ice-cream.. whaha.. yummy yummy!!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

RanDom ThoughTs Of Mine...

不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷失了自己

有时候你很调皮
总是让我着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛
总有千百万个你
你的影子装满我的脑海里
不能够不想你
也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句
我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑

好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

hmm.. how would it feel if "he" sing to u?? sweet isn't it??

Just watch 200 pounds beauty with my babes and dude.. pretty nice..

How is it to be in love again? Can anione enlighten mi??

Dun dare to think of anithing .. perhaps jus focus on my training and Kofu ba..

watever will be, will be...

(To be Continue)

Thurs, teambuilding after lunch at east coast followed by MILK RUN launch at tbsc..!!
Fri, educational trip to st john island!! kinda looking towards it..
Sat.. Homvisitation??
Sun Npsd study +badminton and Book In Day!!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

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EvenTfull WeeKz

Woohoo.. being a while since i last updated my blog..cos guess wat i forgotten my own blog password.. oh man.. haha.. past few week been bust training at Hometeam academy.. it been three weeks le.. how fast.. coming mon-->09/4 tmr will be embarking for a challenging journey to OBS.. Outward Bound Singapore.. this time going in the status of a psts trainee to learn stuff that could apply back to the organization.. whaha.. think is my third time being there le.. how lucky.. from secondary den durring NP days went for adventure rope course den tmr my third visit.. for those whu have not went, it realli a good exposure that triggers ur mind and physical abilities all the time during the five day stay over there..still thinking if i have left anithing out while packing.. it just seem not enough to last mi for 5 days.. whahah.. think after all the packing and unpacking for trip and camps.. mi slowly become more experience le wahha..will surely double protect my self against all the unwanted pest.. esp MOSQUITO!! damn it..


whaha.. hmm as for my training, it still goes preety enjoyable though we do sweat a lot esp during tactical training.. man.. stand also can sweat lo.. hmm as for the ppl there, they are definitely lovable..funny and nice to talk & joke with.. guess wat, one of my trainer do look like the 5566 de sun xie zhi in his 30s lo.. though he loves to pass lots of sarcastic remarks.. whaha.. but he is definitely a nice chap.. yep.. den we are pulled into many communties by the senior officer.. dunno lucky or wat mi happen to be in ben's group.. guess wat, LOGISTIC.. oh man.. summore under tactial.. but i enjoy it though at time i may need to be early for lesson to carry stuff over but pretty fullfilling.. hmm can consider i m the lucky one too.. cos only got in 1 com.. heng ar.. got more time for other stuff like revision , bitching etc.. if not will be tied down by all mini mtg by the coms after dinner.. but now mi handling a proj for the chocz appreciation lo.. aliasing with my former class mates whu is the chocz supervisor.. whaha net working indeed.. now he become my business parnther.. whaha.. cos it was requested by our commandant to do an appreciation day in the middst of our training.. how cool.. and many many event to look forward to i guess..

Ohya, last sat was also home team open house for PSTS. Invited mum, dad and my godsis to make visit home team, letting the, to c our training ground, our bunk, spoke to our trainer, get a more thorough knowledge abot the training we going through, how all the bruises and aches came about--- haha.. (it pretty common though).. and during the Q & A session, my godsis raised her hand to ans the question neh.. so cute.. speaking softly into the mic.. and shewas given a yellow project umbrella and some other sounveirs.. after which we proceed to refrshment , the trainee acting as a guide to all the visitors.. some of my aquad mates even invite their wife and kids.. sum are new born baby.. how sweet to get a supportive wife in this cirtical 5 mths of their husband during training.. smehow i din regret joining this service in my early 20.. whaha yeah is early lo cos i only be turning 21 this june.. whaha..like the superstar slogan, it always best to start early.. ?? whaha.. and it ended off after we broght them to our mock up training village where we have all the cell dorm etc..


As for weekend, jus like the others of my squad mates, we are heavily in demand once book out.. esp, sat and sun.. as for npsd, realli very grateful for lay and yiling to take care of the ground and also many of my lovely comrades.. cic whu has been initating event to meet and bond.. upcoming will have so mani event.. like morning gongyo cum study mtg on the coming 15/4 and 20/4 npsd meet up and also mini freshi gathering and not forgetting our long waited.. npsd chalet.. wah wah.. and also the 29/04 youth friendship mtg.. at tsc.. super happening..month...!!!!

(watch out for lil pic taken during my training.. hehe)

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

PiPiBoM..

Suddenly at a lose of wat to write..
to ZQ: though i dunno whu u r and i dun wish to know ur intentions of leaving the comment whether is it for good cause or bad.. i believe tis blog is only for my own reference and my close friend.. perhaps i should change this url for good too.. since "I and him" are not together ani more.. after all 2007 i am determined to make it a fresh departure to the path of overcoming and advancing.. working life is as great as today was treated to western baked rice and sapagetti.. mind u think can fight with the sam leong competition.. whaha.. had a buffet of fruit session as well as free flow of baked rice.. but stomach limited and morever on diet now so as to be able to improve my running timing? whaha

Recalling of the past weekend haha watch paris jet'aime if i din rmb wrongly.. first time i should sae i manage to keep my eyes open thru out the whole mid night movie.. HUILING u break record sia.. normally i am the first to KO among the luffers.. whaha.. after tat dialogue at mac.. mani mani stupid luffer that i think we kinda affected the pity guy soul sitting beside us.. suspecting tat he might be ditched as he was not carry anithing and sleeping alone in lucky plaza mac.. in clothes, jeans and slipper... if nuthing bad happen to him i dun think anione will wear such a weird combi out esp in orchard road? or mabbi since is mid night.. so wat if is orchard.. haha no ppl on road.. but well i just dun think tat so easi..

aniway i truly enjoy the company of the luffers waha watever name ur wanna finalise.. after all i m only the laughing members right? whaha.. paris not bad la.. at least it fit to the category of romance so still nt out of point whaha but Pursuit will be much better.. hoping to catch it before i start training sobx.. hehe...

Thursday, February 15, 2007

I'm LovING IT..

wooha.. hmm it been quite a mth since i last blog haha.. was pretty busy esp during weekday when after my duty gotta cum hm do do spring clean and some shopping now and then.. haha for the past one mth, work has been getting more and more interesting.. was given mani opportunities to interact with "them" , giving instructions, falling out my collegues on the same shift, handle diffcult visitors, exploring the procedure in carrying out workshop, procedures in handling various matters like compassionate leave , etc.. jus like todae was suddenly being called by the SC to report to conference room for board mtg.. oh man.. mind u, is not those small mtg lo.. all ASP and senior officer are to be present .. mostly are those high ranking de.. good exposure to sit in to listen and also discuss on sum issue that is pretty pressing.. haha mi also dunno y have the courage when it was my turn to see if i have and feedback.. i blar out wat ever i had observed so as to make improvment to it.. guess wat the Superintent sae.. he commented i have interesting ideas.. faint.. my heart almost stop for a momment.. supt is sumone who oversee everything in the institution.. so can also consider big boss ba.. whaha.. but all of hem are also a nice chap.. esp.. my dear collegues who we joke ard with, dealing with different tactic on different visitors whaha.. aldo get to watch a lil of mr bean while censoring...sum stuuff.. haha did two hopurs of ot too for the past two dae.. cos there is realli lots of piles of magazine waiting to be cleared.. mymy... haha must be we tok too much during normal hr.. haha but i dun mind the ot.. in fact is ask chief to give it to mi.. oppx.. haha.. siao hor.. but jus like the working enviroment there.. can't help.. maybe jus fated with PRIS ba.. haha had mani heart to heart dialogue with my senior.. halizah ar.. haha a mother of a son.. wah... definitely a strong women..though she may look small lo.. opps.. haha.. also lots of teasing with mi and one of our SC guys .. ha haha.. basically i been learning each and everydae i guess.. regarding to values, management.. and mani mani..

One of the incident that taught mi a lot is none other den facilitating the "moving on" workshop.. in the start, gotta register all the families members, den brief them the rules when they see their loves ones den bring them to out hall, there they will sit with their loved one to interact.. as for us, we needa to patrol to make sure they dun violate ani rules den we also sit in and learn from the counsellor interms of gfamily managemnet.. as if i not wrong did heard the counsellors once mention.. often we look at the flaws of others, but fails to look at the good in others.We are all worthy and have mani positive qualities. despite our mistake we are still worthy. theus is a workshop to reaffirm ourselves.. and ask ourselves how mani of us do comunicate with our families members when we have the time together to thank one another for her postive qualities.. as time goes by, ppl grown up, thus feeling are not reveal tat freeely hence the sense of loneliness and feeling not be appreciated cum in.. thus i have learn that is is always important to c the good in everyone out there before we start to reprimand the person.. try it.. it is definitely more effective.. whaha..

Recently also draft up a goal plan.. for the next three yrs.. whaha towards 2010.. from now till sep'07 i be undergoing My basic training course at HTA so afterwhich i will work for a yr.. meaning till sep 2008 as a full time officer.. den will apply to get subsidy to gain entry to take up part time physcology or correctional managment.. both of which is relevant to my field of work.. whaha.. summore can get subsidy and a degree.. hmm.. look attractive.. think it be more or less like tat ba.. so by then settle, hope 2010 i can start my part time uni le.. whaha.. though it be a lil tough but for the sake for my own career path it is definitely worth it as our department has also been encouraging us to continue study.. yeah.. so i m gonna be inline with tat whaha..

oh ya.. also past few week evening has also been jogging with ben.. near my house whaha.. one of my squad mate in coming march.. also my personal trainer la.. whaha.. tmr den goining wif bro to watch jus follow law.. got 1 buck discout.. cos civil servant ma.. and also getting him a pair of shoe haha.. cool.. gotta catch it tmr.. before i enjoy the coming new yr eve.. yeah...!!!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

A MeanIngfuL poeM...=p

*_* came across this small poems while reading Creative Life, jus wanna share wif all my dearest peeps out there,

A lifetime passes so quickly that
it seems like only a
fleeting momment
For that very reason,
Let's aim to make a single lifetime
the happiest flowering
of a purpose
accomplish with pride
by living each day cheerfully
positively,and without regret.

-Daisaku Ikeda-

1 week of residential training in HTA!!!!

yoyo.. finally i m back after a week training in HTA.. Hometeam Academy.. haha.. yep.. was kinda a fresh start for mi this yr.. went in on the 8 jan.. everymorning gotta wake up at 6am.. where other might have been sound asleep den.. fall in to sing national anthem at the unity square, also known as parade square.. followed by tat will be usual 5BX.. den breakfast.. haha.. den gotta change to full uni for lesson.. mani mani lesson such as tools control, rehabiliation prog, keys control.. escort duties.. haha mani mani.. followed by a progress test on the last day on fri whereby we get to meet the senior of the current cohort tat are training.. how cool.. in between our rest time. to the next dae.. we gather with the guys for sum light chat as well as games.. pic will be up soon.. hehe.. hmm den it ends of the day with a Physical training session after we change to our PT attire.. haha how fullfilling.. imaging free sliming and toning prog.. summore get paid wor.. where to get such deals.. whaha.. kidding la

.. overall.. it kinda happening.. though will miss my own bed and my parents.. but.. is definitely rewarding after completing the course i guess.. though everything seem preety ok.. but my legs are not ok.. they got blister.. till now it still hurts a bit.. whaha.. as for tmr.. going for institutional visit.. went to have a haircut todae as well as getting new court shoe for myself..

ahah also before was at may house.. thanks for ya mum wonderful lunch.. missing the chicken wing though.... whaha thanks for taking up the role too.. lets struggle together hand in hand yea.. my beloved sister of kosenrufu...!! hehe