RanDoM ThOtZ

It's 12.27am le.. jus had a mtg with all my cic... it feel so cool and fresh to once again list and share out our resolution towards the coming concert.. and this time round, with all the freedom i have longed to get after the training, i m even more determined to make sure all the girls on our list could be able to atten our 23rd concert.. though it is less then a month to go.. but i know we will all do our best de.. hehe:)

jus received a call frm him.. though the call was not meant to talk abt us. it is more to mi lending him a listening ear for him to pour out his sorrow with his group of friend and how other ger have misunderstand him.. haiz.. tot onli girl will met with such nitty gritty thing.. but wat matter worst is.. he has fallen for her once sumtime ago.. MAN! i know i m supposed to be calm abt it since it is ok for him to love sumone after both of us gain our own freedom but i just got that weird feeling.. not of angry but a lil sour yet confuse.. think i am quite a loser when it comes to handle this kinda relationship.. haiz.. likewise what others sae.. hao ma bu chi hui tou chao..but sum how when i see mani of my friends settling down,enjoying their honeymoon period with their loved ones, i jus wonder if i had made the right choice last yr...if i ever did it on impulsiveness and mani at times he tried to piece it up once again, i gave him that hard look of it is impossible btw us.. sumhow deep inside mi now esp after my critical phrase of training in my career i knew he has nv left from ani part of mi.. sumtime he will still call no matter how irritated i may sound...haiz.. hao luan ar.. mani at time i gave him hints and now his reply tend to be so much mature as to.. aiya focus on ya work la.. i noe i gotta focus but i jus can't pretend that my feeling for u is dead ma..Mani at times i wonder if i m desperate or wat.. whaha..maybe.. after all it is less den a yr for singlehood.. perhaps time heals all wounds or perhaps wounds might heal if sumone comes along? crap.. wat am i talking.. haiz..

Let it be over and over.. i m gonna brace up in the next momment!! :)

Btw, received a great news from my academic trainer.. 24 out of 35 had successfully pass our final exam consisting of three papers (legistration,Ops,Rehab module) for our basic officer course.. hurray.. spent 2 week burning mid night oil for this momment to come.. whaha so now i can happily wait for my graduation to come in NOV!! meanwhile jus gotten perform effectivly at work during my OJT period.. Jiayou!!

Sweet Story...

Sand and Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY,
THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT;
AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT,
BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED
GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE
AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:

'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM,
'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND,
WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS
CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE
NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT.'

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND
TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,
A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

P.s(Find this short story sweet isn't it).. it's so true..

pop+thailand+ojt

heyhey.. i am finally back once again to blog as well as back from my block leave (thailand) and also back to my nice and comfy home sweet home for long.. haha meaning i had happily pass out from my residential training le.. hoorray.. indeed hard work has not been wasted all this while.. damn satisfying upon wearing the NO 1 uniform and thinking abt how we used be in the begining and now.. most of us has grown moe mature , some has become more chatty at the end.. it was nothing but mani mani sweet memories to be kept in the heart.. certainly i guess will start to miss the nice routine we had.. esp sleeping after luch even for half an hour could make our day.. and not forgetting the usual cafe break we have after dinner.. was indeed a good bonding session for all of us during the BOC.. now kinda miss the HTA food, the regime and may of my trainers jokes be it funny or lame.. whaha.. but well like wat many of the sae it's is just the begining of our career path..must gove our best shot upon passing out.. now it's another 3 more months to go before i could hear all their laughter again for our graduation.. shall strive to enjoy my learning journey and gaining as much experience as i can while i m still young.. whaha.. kinda like my posting though it's super far from my house.. but thank to my sweet dad whu offered to drive mi every day to work.. whaha.. afterall i m their onli daughter ma.. right whaha.. (shall upload my POP pic soon)

As for my block leave , went to thailand with a few of my cohort mates, half PO and SPO.. had shopping spree for the past 4 days, combing all night bazzar and shopping centre that we can find.. whaha.. it was pretty fun especially when sum of the tee is so much cheaper den spore.. and also their food is not as bad as u think more or less like our local dishes.. hmm shall visit thailand and especially the hotel i stayed in again for the hotel is damn posh.. with two master bed, a coffee table and chairs, dressing table, bath tub all in one room.. cool isn't it.. esp the last night i was sharing with onli one of my friend.. imagine each of us can have a double bed to ourselves..?? sounds attractive ar.. whaha

after coming back for bankok, it's time to get ready for my OJT the next day, so ironed my uniform, polish my boots.. checking that everything is ok.. andnot forgetting to unpacked my luggage and also rest early for th night..

And it now time to get back once again for KOsen rufu... whaha.. yep.. home visit, campaign.. i m coming!!!