I am Proud Of YOU...

haha.. must be wondering who make mi feel proud yea.. haha is all none other then all my wonderful ywds cic as well as members whu took the effort to plan, excute, suffers all the stressed and late night as well as members whu attend yesterdae NRPSD mtg in the midest of their busy schedule .. to start it off i guess through this institution mtg, learn alot, seen alot, felt alot, think alot..of cos we must continue to keep this going as it shall be the first spark esp yesterdae where i get to see more new faces... was really a mtg that i enjoyed struggle in and challenge in. haha to recalled, it was rather to impatient of mi i guess at first was rather strict to my ymds wonder if they feels tat esp yiheng.. hai he must have suffer lot esp during the rehearsal.. hope ya dun treat it as harsh remark but sumthing encouragiing to revitalise yaself.. it was beacause as wat our second president

Toda sensei said:" Nothing is worse than failing to participate in a struggle. If you don't have the spirit to participate even if you have to crawl there on your hands and knees to do so, then you are not truly following the path of a disciple!" Ikeda Sensei said Toda sensei declared that we could not consider ourselves genuine disciples if we didn't rush to join in a struggle at a crucial moment, no matter what our circumstances.

Hence i hope that it did not scare ya off but rather i hope we all can really work closely hand in hand at this moment and scored trememdous victories in our lives when we look back. Nv despair for we are always with ya i mean sumtime i feel that an institution will nv advance without each and everyone's of our effort, commitment and trust, unity among oursleves hehe paiseh wonder if he reads my post. haha aniway, really learn alot through putting up the skit as well as overseeing the whole event, managed to breakthrough sum inner struggles through this wonderful session held on 20th May 06..

haha yeah.. like wat i said, we dun stop here yeah there be more happening stuff coming by moreover CALLING ALL YOUTHS OF SINGAPORE, SOKA ASSOCIATION STUDENT DIVISION will be holding a 2 day concert 17,18 june 05 at tampiness st 81 SSA HQ. There be be performance such as live bands, drums,music ensemble, muai tai , cheerleading leading and mani mani more for ya to check it out.. so interested peeps whu been consistent reading my entries.. wat ya waiting for jus hurry contact mi and get a ticket from mi as it is FOC.!!

haha.. mi machiam sound like sell "ko yoke".. haha aniway it is realli sumthing we cannot afford to miss.. so hurry yea.. yeps as for now.. still busy with work, workload machiam nv ending.. and my boss actually went china hoil.. so hopefully i dun get OT.. friends is great over there enjoying their great accompany haha.. alrright..

haha btw, went to have an hair cut today after our dialogue with shanice and Samantha and my tutioning session.. was a pretty fulfilling dae in the sense that morning gongyo with michael yap at senja with peilyn, sooshan,layleng den go down from break and dialogues den followed by coincidencely met shawnric at bp bus interchange haha den proceed to jurong point to meet my two ywds.. hmm thinking back was kinda warmed esp all ywds that i had been calling since i was a cic back then aiming to at least foster a leader for kosen rufu is realised to dae..esp also after passing them to xy and jay to look after.. is jus immense joy that no words could describe ba..

haha.. yep.. of cos cic role is definitely not sumthing easi that we take it lightly as the happiness of our members greatly depend on how we gonna guide them in terms of their struggles in other areas to bring them back to the prime point of faith and alwyas keep close updates abt their recent situation etc. it is definitely a special role which we must realli feel for the members we are serving.. everyon's of us in precious there fore SSA has this 10 humanistic rules for leaders to follow.. haha

1) Let us always treasure and serve our members well.
2) Lets us be courteous ,warm, cheerful to everyone we meet.
3)Lets us always be cheerful to warm the hearts of others.
4) Lets us refrain from loose talks or gossiping among ourselves.
5)Lets us base all our actions on compassion and wisdom.
6) Lets us promote harmonious unity of our members at all time.
7)Lets us promote harmonious unity of the members at all time.
8) let us never betray the trust and confidence of our members.
9) Lets us remember our human revolution is the basis for kosen-rufu.
10) Lets us remember our great benefit is to achieve our human revolution.

of cos this is somthing i would always try to remind myself to be like wise all us are we do have our weakness at times and none of us is perfect but as long as we believe we can, nuthing could shake our ichinen, y let the mind control us when we can control our mind? haha.. sound a lil chim tonight..perhaps jus sum thoughts to pen down ba.. haha alrighty gtg liao.. ending here.. tune in for my next post yeah.. will post the nrpsd Picx up!!

PFSSG MovIe + PiZzA...

XiNg YeoW and ShaRmaIn. aka sHa Mei...Junior and seNior

The NgeE AnnZ UnItE!!! Ha.. VeeNa, Mi, Jolene!!

Heather.. deep in focus.. ha.. 8 lives on ya hands wor.. heheh..

SharMaine , Jolene, and Mi.. where is veeNa and Heather??

The Cuys caught in actions.. oppx.. whu's pizza is this???

Mass grP picz.. yeah.. That makes up 20 Percent of TemP staff  In Panasonic!!

Bintan trip Pix

our Lunch at HQ Pantry

reaching TNMR terminal at 9 plus..

My First Time FerrY tickeT !!!!

LOoK How beautifUl skY is.. and how abt the waves?

Powerful Waves.. left behind after each ounce of distance the ferriers cover..

can Ya make sum thoeries out of it?



Konichiwa.. welcome to our vip room.. this way pls...

ReVitalise YOuTHs.. my close family for thE two days!! (taken before alighting bintan).

their exhibition... u seen their effort?.. i do.... given their limited resources.. this is how splendid it is..

the ferrY which fetches us over... to bintian..!! PENQUIN TIOMAN

the firsT Oversea Kaikan which i step foot on.. here we are!!

he ger in white is the one whom acting touches us as she played the role of a jap lady

whose tears rolled as she speak in the play and meizhuang.. in yellow..

mayanN , Mi and ah fang.. (the baykuren who deserve a salute).

xingjie, ah ying, xiao tian, liling..

the youth centre which shelter us from cold and mosquito.

our last review before we left for hOme.. bintn chapters chiefs at the back..

Our dearest three mentor in life...

bleah .....Busy writting letters for GD..

We have a vision for tmr.. jus believe.

U and mi, will do our part, stand together heart to heart

we gonna show the world wat singapore sd will be, we can achieve , we can achieve

count on us, my dear comrades, lets do our best my comrades..( tune from spore national song)

BIntaN yOuTH ExcHange!!!

Yox.. missed mi? yeah.. here i am to update all my fellow consistent reader of my entries.. haha.. hmm to realli start it i really dunno how.. but the trip all i can say is that i feel super recharge and revitalised once again.. i learn to look things at different angle.. and i was once again touched my fellow comrades working so hard at bintan as well as great thanks to all whu were together in this wonderful enlightening journey.. ur great care and concern is really wonderful thruout the short trip as well as some other daes when we are busy preparing for this exchange.. reallY cheers to all of ya.. loving, sunny Ywds of student divison.. haha..

haha waiting for the exciting momment.. yeah.. on sun as mentioned in previous post, 30th april, went to SSA HQ to do our morning gongya togetther with youth chief as well as the 10 ymds from gajokai group.. they been wonderful in taking care of our safety as well as making sure we have seats on the ferry.. thank u peeps... oh ya.. back to the topic, finished our morning gongyo, we had sum briefing and words form melvin as well as jinhaw.. u could see how happy they are.. haha.. jinhaw even brought sum prune for us on the ferry so that we wun feel sick travelling on the ferry.. so sweet of her.. haha.. yep and i was in charge of taking care of that bag of prune haha.. but no owrries i din eat up aoll ok.. manage to finished sum on the way bag.. hahah
so we made way out to board our bus.. on the bus, was happily singing gakai song.. very one was high spirited men... singing and talking non stop.. haha.. atmosphere was pretty cool..

finally after 20 of ride, reach TNMR ferry terminal.. yeah.. all of us is so hight spirited that we stated our candid photo session.. haha.. however after waited for half an hour.. melvin came back to inform us tat the ferrry have left us, we have missed the ferry!!.. heard that? oh my.. my jaw drop immediately.. haha.. but he end up giving us a surprise tat we still have the 2pm ferry which is the earliest after then ten.. hmm.. come to think of it it is pretty suimilar with sensei in his nhr sunrise chapter vol 1 where by he took the first step to do kosenrufu in hawaii.. and he met with obstavcles as there is no leaders to receive him due to sum com break down with the agency and the leaders in hawaii.. and for us, the ferrry left without..

after waiting for a few min. we were been arranged to sit in to sum of our leaders car whu happens to be at ssa for morning gongyo with GD. got several ymd drove to terminal and fetch us back to HQ to rest as well as had our lunch and also chant for the success of our trip as well as theri nhr festival on sunrise..as they were targeting to reach out to 300 youths...!!

though we were pretty tired after all the to and fro of travel , nonthless our spirit was not dampened but all are pretty fast in action as we are afraud to miss another session of the time, things were done according to targeted timing such as lunch break, chanting session, sounveir touch up session as well as song singing session for the culture item which we gotta put up over there.. it was a pretty nice song "siao nian"

oh ya it is also most of our first time using the ichinen room near the gd office.. really cool.. got sofa and stuff to look at esp those gift receive from oversea, those shimmering swords presented as a gift to ssa as well as homly sofy sofa tat we sat at.. herad from the ymds tat room is used as a holding area for J3 the other time when they performed in YGM.. haha.. yepz.. before the clock even strike 1 we packed gather and left for the terminal again.. haha this time no more bus to sit but we sat on some of the leaders cars .. i was pretty lucky to sat in vice GD car... whom i had not even seen before as herad form cheng joo he is working over in sri lanka, flying here and there to help the members over there.. isn't it sumthing admirable? wah.. guess is because of all the pioneers whu fought so hard in the past in order for us to enjoy wat we have now.. such effort of determination to spread the wonders of our mystic law is really wonderful.. hehe.. well shall not go on more details if not i guess ur be dozing off soon.. haha..

FinallY!! yes we are on the ferrY.. ( penguin XXXXX).. oppx penguin? haha did i heard wrongly.. haaha..it was a pretty lomg alk from the ferry gate to the anchoring area where the ferry lies.. haha.. then shilei, linda and mi decided to" feel for the wind later"..understand? if not let show ya pic of "feel for the wind" episode.. haha..
yep , three of us are pretty excited that we can't really sleep.. so sat for a while while mi, shilei ,linda were talking abt how we became active and all.. was a pretty good sharing haha...crap alot.. yeah den we decide to jio the rest to go but sum are pretty sick from the motion of the ferry and sum are too tired after all the waiting time.. so only three of us the active ones boldly walk to the back and up the staircase we reach the area where we could feel the breeze.. forget wat it is called.. haha..( LooK at The PIcx)...shall not go moe into it..

Finally reach bintan!! yeah.. imediatley after we got down from the bus was greeted by AH HEE and sum passionate youths from bintan as well as the ywd chiefs and also other chapters chief.
we board their cars it was a Mpv----- multi purpose vehicle or 7 seaters and there we are , a step nearer to bintan kai kan!!.. hurrray!!

wah the distance from the jetty to kaikan is pretty near.. we reached kainkan in around 15 mins.. and there we are, overwhelmed by all the passionate youth from bintan , really felt like a vip there.. as was pretty touched by their efforts to really welcomed us all the way along the path right up the stairs to our holding area.. and their songsinging is not jus from their mouth but is from their heart.. sum were pretty excited and screams were heard.. this is sumthing i think we could relaly learn fom them, wat ever theings they being ask to help out, they seldom rejects but take it in their stride.. oh ya forget to mention.. as soon as i step up and saw the majestic gohonzon they had my tears almost broke out.. it was realli majestic.. and the we are distance from us when kneeling is so near to the majestic gohonzon is sumthing i nv experienced before even in singapore as our gohonzon though is majestic at ICA but the distance is not as close as the bintan's de.. *touched*..

it was followed y sum exhibition time wih those new friends as well ad bintan members and we mingled with them, striking cionversation when ever possible though sum of them hardly understand chinese nor english.. had a great session.. knows a no of bintan members and i would say tat their banner are excellent..!! it is not only neat but attractive in their way of designing it as well as the limited resources they have over there.. it jus simply make mi wah all my way out as i walk around the kaikan with the bintan members also asking them to explain sum pics to mi.. and sum of them was in the pix too.. haha..

dialogues soon came to an end as everyone automatically sat down to watch out YOUTH CulTURAL FESTIVAL held at expo ... soON it was dinner time followed by cheers competition from various group each one of them was really in their high life condition..u could see even the friends tat they brough were also as high as them shouting their might for the cheers.. haha it realli makes the festival moves up to a greater peak.. afterwhich, it was then encouragemnt by pak charles.. known as father..in indo.. i think.. haha

YES!! the main hight light.. drama of the sun rise chap put up by members as young as 12 to leaders as young as 15.. was touched by their effort esp there is this part where a ywd would shed her tears as she share with sensei abt her missing japan.. the ywd acted as her role.. really weeap.. is jus so real..must be lotsa effort put into this character.. their curtain were well done manually pull by the leaders as well as their back dropm was made using recycled white clothe but it is done so nicely tat it look like a perfect pieace of backdrop.. there is lots of other detail there is really encouraging which if ya wanna know.. look mi up ye.. got skit accompanied by sum comercial whereby ther is a dance of bu pai bu pai by kwok mei mei performed by members as young as 12 yrs old and wats more encouraging is that they volunteered themselves to performed.. looks so cute when they performing haha.. also another dance, morigasaki beach.. was a ballet kinda dance pretty similar to ycf de.. but they are as young as 13 yet can dance such manner.. is really admirable.. haha.. the mood is getting highest at the end whereby they had a grand finale singing YI qi zuo dao by stephanie sun.. and tons and tons of pic.. with various oses.. haha.. (waiting for xingjie to disimeate photos to us.. ha

During this trip i was asked to share my impression during the impression session was pretty nervous toking to a crowd of 30 plus youth whu sare mostly leaders..hehe but well i did it pretty well by saeing ur had created a miracle.. lets create another miracle!!

Felt really overjoyed when the chairman of the show com announced the no of attendance for the festival.. it was 348.. which mskes up of 200 plus new friend and 108 members... great JOB!

throughout this exchange i it had really make mi revitalise my spirit to follow sensei tieing our mento and disciple knots, reading more nhr to understand how he do kofu as well as how he handles members question, the spirit he has and also from the bintan members, their purness at heart, thir sincereity in paying details to every lil thing even to the extent of out bath romm as they feel they is rather run down.. but to us.. is sumthing worth experienceing and is not that bad after all.. the Byakuren actually decorate the toilet with flowers, moth balls as well as candles.. was pretty romantic in a way... but is like u see the effort in every lil thing they do.. all of them i believe did it from their hearts to relali ensure us tat we are comfortable in every way tat they could satisfy us.. and i was really grateful for tat.. been thanking ah fang as she is the byakuren chief.. for all hers gers effort... was so touched.. though the candle went off after sum time..

Felt so recharge esp hearing from them their homevistation took several hrs and transport was pretty diffcult so they gotta take several buses to reach a members house to invite them down.. for this festival.. in singapore the furthers is only 1 and half hr.. and transport for us is easi unlike theirs.. yet their spirit is mich higher den us.. really a great time to Ponder.. thru..



Is getting 4 30 in the morning ... hmm got to go slp le.. if not tmr.. cfm.. dark rings.. oppx.. jus used a facial mask brought from sasa .. pretty shiok.. have nv felt so pampered till todae.. bought it with venna after our overtime..

all right tat all for now... ciaoz my fellow peeps....