RanDoM ThOtZ

It's 12.27am le.. jus had a mtg with all my cic... it feel so cool and fresh to once again list and share out our resolution towards the coming concert.. and this time round, with all the freedom i have longed to get after the training, i m even more determined to make sure all the girls on our list could be able to atten our 23rd concert.. though it is less then a month to go.. but i know we will all do our best de.. hehe:)

jus received a call frm him.. though the call was not meant to talk abt us. it is more to mi lending him a listening ear for him to pour out his sorrow with his group of friend and how other ger have misunderstand him.. haiz.. tot onli girl will met with such nitty gritty thing.. but wat matter worst is.. he has fallen for her once sumtime ago.. MAN! i know i m supposed to be calm abt it since it is ok for him to love sumone after both of us gain our own freedom but i just got that weird feeling.. not of angry but a lil sour yet confuse.. think i am quite a loser when it comes to handle this kinda relationship.. haiz.. likewise what others sae.. hao ma bu chi hui tou chao..but sum how when i see mani of my friends settling down,enjoying their honeymoon period with their loved ones, i jus wonder if i had made the right choice last yr...if i ever did it on impulsiveness and mani at times he tried to piece it up once again, i gave him that hard look of it is impossible btw us.. sumhow deep inside mi now esp after my critical phrase of training in my career i knew he has nv left from ani part of mi.. sumtime he will still call no matter how irritated i may sound...haiz.. hao luan ar.. mani at time i gave him hints and now his reply tend to be so much mature as to.. aiya focus on ya work la.. i noe i gotta focus but i jus can't pretend that my feeling for u is dead ma..Mani at times i wonder if i m desperate or wat.. whaha..maybe.. after all it is less den a yr for singlehood.. perhaps time heals all wounds or perhaps wounds might heal if sumone comes along? crap.. wat am i talking.. haiz..

Let it be over and over.. i m gonna brace up in the next momment!! :)

Btw, received a great news from my academic trainer.. 24 out of 35 had successfully pass our final exam consisting of three papers (legistration,Ops,Rehab module) for our basic officer course.. hurray.. spent 2 week burning mid night oil for this momment to come.. whaha so now i can happily wait for my graduation to come in NOV!! meanwhile jus gotten perform effectivly at work during my OJT period.. Jiayou!!