-speechless-

speechless is the only word to describe.. i knew ur dun want it to happen this way. neither do i..
have i not put in enough effort?

Anyway.. i turned back to my favourite NHR.. ans this is wat touches mi by the words of sensei...


1) Challenge yourself to do Kosen Rufu is the same to challenge your life's
obstables.You must be dead sure why you want to do Kosen Rufu! So at times
when you think that things are going against you, doubts will bound to arise to
challenge you,that is the real challenge and real benefits!~Ikeda Sensei

2) Happiness does not exist somewhere outside us. It resides within our hearts. All of us possess a brillant diamond of happiness, a palace of fortune, in the depth of our lives.-sensei

Next weeK gonna be realli packed up agaIn.. mon and tue got prep for bintan trip exchange for sounveeir making and discussion on NHR vol sunrise chap.. haha..is rather fun lo.. noeing more of other ywds in sd.. going for this trip together..

Last thurs, susan joined us for the prep mtg for bintan.. she share alot abt the members over there.. bintan was actualli taken care of by singapore soka.. yupz.. from little member to now wif increasing membership.. wah to think back GD ong and sum other youth leader realli put their hearts and soul in building up bintan.. also get to noe that members over at bin tan is really pure-hearted... they are simple.not bearing doubts in gohonzon as lives there is more simple compared to spore.. also.. they have lil knowledge abt ssa and sensei.. thus we are going over to share more with them abt wat we know abt sensei and the whole sgi.. i kinda looking forward to this event..and i definitely gonna bring some of my books over to share wif them as over there they onli got one vol of nhr being translated... realli wish to forge a lasting friendship with members over dere.. haha yep so next mon and tue will be mtg the rest of ywd for prep at syc...

wed, will have a dialogue session with grace one for the potential members under weixia.. hmm.. guess it be a fruitful one.. haha

thurs got gosho study as well as my usual tution.. haiz.. lost which should i go... haiz.. there is simply no other daes to slot my tution as i be leaving on sun.. after GD ong gongyo.. let's see..

fri is rendevous.. hmm.. wanna bring my friend down.. hope she can make it.. must chant alot liao..

sst two tution at one go...

sun.. wooh... the dae has arrive... off to bintan..

oppz today out of a sudden.. on the bus realise alan knows sharmain.. ahaha.. the world is so small.. sharmain u heard tat...?? alan knows u from jurongville...hahah..