heyo, 36 hr more.. guess will be a complete new yr.. 2006.. a year that might be full of uncertainty , a year that might pass as fast as we did not expect.. nonetheless it shall ba a different year for mi to undertake a different challenge in my life.. of cos.. 2005 is coming to an end.. so is my three years of poly life.. though still got two more months or so.. but i believe.. times pass even faster den we knew it.. nonethless this three yrs have been a joyus phrase of life for mi.. yes!.. very enriching...indeed..
in 2006.. i be getting my diploma in banking and financial service.. whether to continue study or going to society uni.. sumhow i got a lil of guts feeling.. i do think i need a break from all my studies.. to venture intosomthing which i have always dream and wanted when i was young.. a policewomen.. yes!!.. those in blue uniform... but whether to try other stuff before i applied for it.. is another thing to consider.. should i give it a try on bank.. frontline operators.. to gain sum expericence and put my dipolma to good use..? i realli had no idea.. sum part of my mind tell mi tat.. chances dun comes twice.. but the other part of my minds.. tells mi y worries.. to go in SPF so fast.. as there is kinda no turning back.. or should i say but den to turn back is kinda late..
this evening after some new yr dinner.. buffet with william they all.. i received a letter from spf.. guess most of the graduate should have receive ba.. is respark mi a force to take a pen and register immediately.. but.. should i? hmm.. it has always been my dream since young to be a plice women no matter wat other sae abt the profession.. whether is it the politics side of view, women being class differently kind of view.. but to mi.. everywhere also have this kind of unwanted situation is jus wat kind of perceptives we look at it.. since is sumthing i realli wan.. if it realli happens to mi.. i definitely have a way to turn thing around.. is jus wan or dun wan.. hmm.. since is kinda hard for parents to support daughter in this kinds of profession but sumhow things is jus the oppsite for mi.. mum and dad is realli very supportive.. every now and den ask mi whether if i signed up.. when my interview... woah.. i guessed they knew wat's the best for mi.. yesh... perhaps cos since young they seen the active side of mi. from volleyball player.. a pri sch ger.. bathing under the sun for 3 yrs.. den to a police cadet .. to a corporal, a sergent, a staff sergerent den cliching the "best unit cadet".. is sumthing that realli marks my secondaary sch life.. den poly.. underthe adventure seekers.. grow alot.. mentally and physically.. undertake lots of adventure trips.. even to the furtherst mount kilimanjaro.. it was more then jus a mountain climbing experience.. a process that makes u stronger, weep with ya fellow teamates.. and most of all overcome my fears... yep... perhpas tat y.. they are so encouraging for mi to undertake police asap.. hopefully i can get in and i must.. yesh... so should i sign up.. now? hmm think i should before the chance is over.. yeah...
perhaps to commit in this profession i might lost out chances in contributing for gakkai.. but i believe.. no mateter wat is always the heart that counts.. the heart to come out for meeting will nt stop mi even if i am not on shift ba.. cos to mi.. sumtimes it realli lies on ya thinking.. if u wan to go for u.. u can definitely drag ya body and do more for members.. ids jus wether wan or dun wan.. wan, do it good.. if nt dun do at all.. yeap.. hopefull if i ever got in.. i will pray for.. a good schedule such that it will nt affect most of my gakkai activites.. cos to mi.. gakkai and life and dream are inseparable.. is is jus part of a life cycle.. (",)....
above is the pic.. which shows the letter that is receive from spf.. haha
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