humph.. life is??

humph.. had been sumtime since i last blogged.. perhaps nt much exciting things happen so din blog ba.. hmm.. recently alot of things had been runing thru my mind.. things are no longer the same animnore.. perhaps it has been even more complicated.. yesh the subject of human.. the sense of feeling when u felt really shity at times.. words tat u say dosen't seem to be understood and appreciate.. actions tat i have done made mi look as if it is redundant.. i may nt voice or express anithing.. but deep down.. whu noes i m nt hurt inside.. can't ur just step out of ya own world to look at other ppl.. hated the feeling when being viewed as transparent.. where is the huma revoulution ur always mention? perhaps.. yep.. i m too sensitive.. making a fuss out of this.. but i am jus sad.. when times.. i have been trying to keep up wif my pace of life.. toking to u yet u cut me off by diverting ur attention.. issn't this the body language that tells mi u r nt interested u seem to care for sum others then ur old friend whu been wif u thru thick and thin.. argh.. seem tat i m complaining abt wats happening.. perhaps before i even complain should chant.. for my wisdom to think things thru.. argh.. i hate growing up.. have to face wif so mani responsibilites, problem and tropuble.. but i got no other choice.. well,,, jus live wif it ba. haiz.. next week schedule i guess is full but mi realli wanna sign up for the kick boxing lesson haha.. is on every tue. statrs next week.. summore so near my hs.. ok.. hmm.. yep.. guess next tue, fri and thurs is kinda book.. oh ya sat too got ann nite.. troubled of wat to wear sian.. haha.. perhaps will get my dear to help mi choose outfit.. but i kinda toght tis month.. lend 200 to my mum, 100 to dear.. now left with 100 plus to survive.. must realli scrimp and save.. still got so mani friend birthdae coming.. oh my... haha.. hmm.. shall see how it goes ba.. hope mum able to retune mi the money soon.. haha.. as for dear de.. hmm i gues she can onli return mi next month.. so hai.. by den mabbi become bad debts.. haha.. k la.. tmr having two tutorial and lect.. guess i be skipping the lect.. ultra boring.. den change to giving tution to cover for my thurs sentosa outing with my class of babes ba.. hehe.. this whole week is realli packed.. oh my.... i m tired!!!