hihi.. "gong xi gong xi".. hmm been hearing all the propersous words ever since a few week ago.. anyway.. ya.. a happi chines new yr to all.. haven been blogging for sumtime..oh.. ya my dear dear today fall sick wor.. den dein meet up with his friend to go shopping for valentine present which he sae i was nt meant to noe what is it cos is a SURPRISE for mi.. haha.. how sweet of him.. aniway.. mi keep pestering for the hints of his gift to mi.. kinda.. notti.. i noe.. but i jus like that way he feel disturbed.. forever.. so cute.. hmm.. den sumhow.. we had a last converstaion before rooster brother arrive.. cos hang up on the phone with him ard.. 11 plus.. cos think he nt feeling well lo.. poor.. boi.. let mi sayang u on fri kay.. hoping to have a nice tanning session with him.. aniway.. think tml.. ppl will be buxy visting their grandparents hm.. for mi i think i gonna "nua" at hm le.. sob.. cos.. grandma in malaysia.. and my father side.. grandpa and mum.. pass away le.. so mabbi watching the S.H.E encore concert... yea.. like their "jing Zhong zhao.Tie Bu Sha".. nice nice.. haiz,, al this feel dae haven been blogging.. cos y.. alot thoughts flashed past mi.. dun realli note how to mention it in blog.. of cos nt on relationship.. but on friendship? leadership ba.. haiz.. cos.. relationship of mi is kinda wonderful now.. after the fight with my dear.. kinda realise i do actualli love him alot.. jus din show.. cos.. i feel kinda pain to reject all his calls and sms.. as that time when he din nt turn up for the conference i was realli mad.. y? cos i hate promises being broken.. if wanna break it.. den might as well dun make the promises.. thus that 11 hrs.. i had a hard time to pass it.. only till 12, i decide to forgive him once again.. and we loved each another even more le..haha.. is kinda long story la.. if wnna noe ask mi lo.. hmm.. think things that troubles mi are firendship ba.. is like.. i m nt trying to boost.. but is like., i do have lots of friends..till i dun even noe whu my best friends is now.. in sec sch.. it is very clear that, eunice, ruiying are my best friend.. in pri sch was amanda and myo su, valarie... but now in poly? shouldn't i have more best friend? is like.. is hard to distinguish whu my best frined mow.. for all.. islike.. my feeling towards them are all.. abt the same.. why? why is this happening? tot life there was a saying that.. good friend dun need alot.. a few will do... but.. who are my good friend now? ppl are getting more scarier... though they dun show it, but huamanbeing given the ability to think.. is hard for us to noe what he/she is thinking though she behaves as normal... some.. takes u for granted.. other makes u as a sparetyre.. when the friend who are much closer to them den u do is nt ard.. they tok to u, give u attention that u need.. but once the friend arrive.. she jus kinda ignore u.. even u suan her jokingly, she take it so seriously.. n dun blame mi for having mood swing.. i was not the cause of it.. is your.. your made mi.. decided that i should be cold.. towards ur.. dun ask mi y disappear so long.. is beacuse of all ur action that puts mi off..hm.. luckily.. still got my gakkai friends.. the friendship there is so pure.. when ever u encountered problem.. they be giving their word of true advice.. that is chant Nam MyO Ho ReNGe kYO.. for wisdom and gohonzon will choose a path of u.. which is absolutly right.. since young.. my life have been.. planned properly.. nothing much for mi to think abt.. except focusing on my studies.. they will also given u encouragement based on Sensei Guidence... which strongly gave mi the strength to move on once i fall..thankz.. NrPsD ..peeps.. my Comrades.. lets move on and advance together...!!
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