a New chapter of Life??

heyz.. finally had finished with my last exam in my final lap of studies after 13 yrs i guess.. hmm.. todae paper was kinda.. dunno wat to sae.. out of 100, i think 40 marks fly le.. shit.. most of the question i predicted came out.. but brain had already been saturated by the information from IB on thurs.. sian.. even a C or D i be contented.. cos i dun expect much from tis paper.. haiz.. and the most sian things is i lost my ez-link card today.. shit.. realise it when i was abt to board the bus back hm for a short nap before meeting my friends later at glass house.. den got back to the class but card no longer there le.. din noe my face is so popular.. sian.. can't lecturer jus leave it there?.. jus feels so pissed.. inviligators off the lights even before we are out of the class.. hey we got pay sch fee de lo.. shit.. must be it that i forget abt my ez-link card.. the loss gonna be damaging.. adult fare is no joke lo.. summore mi still have not get my police reply.. haiz.. must realli chant more for the letter to come soon.. i wanna have a stable job asap!! that all for all the bad things that happen to mi todae as well as past few daes la..

Past fews dae has been rather fine.. busy mugging myself in papers, tutorials.. spending time in syc and library.. syc session was cool.. haha i was the onli ger lo.. with chris yiheng and gk,, met jimmy too.. he brought his friends there too.. also lost contact with internet and stuff.. finally realise how untidy my room is when i actualli take a closer look while having to mug for my exam.. my habbit of lisitening to music diary also rekindled... yeah.. nice stories over the past few dae.. determined to buy the 3 cd of music diary.. yeah.. shall also sign up sum kick boxing lesson soon.. since i have time for more things now.. yeah.. and nt forgetting gym session with my ywds ar.. haha jaymi u promise mi de.. when shall we go for a 1okm run? haha kk.. and also nt forgeting to reach out more.. think i gotta activate the wisdom to plan my time well.. sian next week no work schedule for mi.. shall do sum reaching out yea.. haha.. shall post sum pic later when i got back form my celebration of "exam-free"... haha..

RecenT pic of the past few dae...

yIhenG bDae @ East CoasT..

me.....

ValenTine GiFt..

The desserT at PPC...

I am RECHARGED!!!

yeah.. folks.. the previous post sounds so sad hur? haha.. yadayada.. yesh.. mi got recharge todae after some tossing and weeping on bed yesterdae trying to coax myself to slp cos gotta wake up at 6.30 for my part time shift todae.. yep.. once i wake up.. everything seem so fresh.. finds it rather silly of mi yesterdae haha.. yep.. guess sumhow.. tears need to released to in sum forms or ways.. haha.. yep.. todae.. work was good.. joke and crap with that stupid wen tat.. haha.. yep.. den.. went for daimokukai at syc.. omg.. todae attendance for nrpsd was rather ..... u noe wat i mean.. hmm.. we must jiayou wor.. an instituion will nt grow if all of us nt in one's mind and it will also nt grow based on sum ppl doing the job.. everyones has worries, problems.. hence the more we should strive and challenge ourself while juggling with sch work, personal enjoyment and ssa activites dun we? was realli touched by the daimokukai jus now.. in my whole life i had nv did such a solid daimoku in such two hrs.. my good ness.. we chant from 7.30-9.15.. with a 5 min break in btw.. all of us were seating so near till i could hear the breathe beside mi.. yesh.. that the spirit we should forge chanting in one mind for the success of the coming sd anniversary.. i even sae some of the other institution had a list of names laid on their bags.. chanting for each and everyone to attend.. yesh that should be the kind of mindset we have now.. though still got two more dae to go.. i must definitely get as mani ppl to go as possible.. the daimokukai was the best i ever had in my life.. everyone was chanting nt from their mouth by their heart.. yesh!!..

Den while on my way back.. was reading ssa time.. inside there was this phrase that religfhts my passion again.. It says: The important thing is to constantly transform oneself.For us, this is "human revolution". Renewing ourselves and pushing ourselves to stretch and grow------that the dynamic of our faith.And the best methods to achieve that are daimoku and Soka Gakkai ACtivites" ----------> which i truly agree.........!!!!!!!!!!

Valentine Dae?

hi.. finally back.. wats the time now.. hmm half past nine.. guess other couple are still bathing in their romantic lovely dinner.. and wat am i doing now? blogging.. hur hur.. todae was kinda mixed up.. wonders wats wrong wif mi.. hmm.. somehow thing and plan that i had in mind cannot be execute out.. should i feel disappointed or glad? well.. dear was not feeling ok after a movie we left from his hs.. and at late evening he had his mac.. so we din really go for dinner as he is pretty full.. den i dun feel like eating either.. as initally i plan to have dinner den movie.. but he suggested to change everything.. movie at suntec.. and dinner etc.. bla bla.. fine lo.. jus gotta respect his decision..guess wat when reach suntec we din manage to watch the show i wanted.. end up we watched sumthing we din plan.. fun with dick and jane.. ok la.. nt a bad movie.. den we settle for pacific coffee company opp marina square.. he was nice to buy mi a rose and bracelet.. quite nice.. cos i choose it myself.. haha .. while sitting at the cafe,thoughts have been flashing my head while watching him resting on the sofa chair.. sumhow i wonders how do plans changed almost everytime i gotta meet him.. den the kind of excitement seem to have faded ..urgh.. being wif him.. has been becoming more boring.. perhaps i have been thinking topo much.. or it is i have higher expectation of him? or it it that i yield for a single life? or is it that there are jus too mani uncertainty and perhaps he is jus nt the one.. i have been pretty positive at our relationship but there is also a time when i look back.. i could onli sigh.. perhaps valentine is a dae for mi to reflect and realli think abt ourselves.. as i was on the bus thoughts have been flashing past mi.. is he realli the right one for mi? am i ready to actually be in a relationship? or am i jus thinking too much? Perhaps.. things might changed when i am in the police force.. and having more roles in ssa.. while he be busy studing and working.. hopefully by then i guess i be more matured to make a decision.. sumtime i even wonder.. if we did not start , how would i be now? happier? or sadder? guess no ones knows not even myself got the ans.. perhaps there is a time u grown and u think differently abt the same issue... or perhaps i am jus tired, stressed? i nt too sure.. onli noe tat i need more daimoku.. and perhaps he is able to accept the reality if it even draw upon him..tears rolled as i type these.. happiness , confusion or sad tears..? nobody noes.. nt even myself.. urgh... **.. lets' hope he nv get to read this.. oppx..

Nice Dae...

yipee.. dodo.. finally all presentation are over.. yesh! haha.. next week guess onli need to go sch on mon.. guess it be my last lesson of my three yr in ngee ann.. sobz.. yadada.. but yesterdae and todae is rather happening la yesterdae went shopping with doreen and may in the late evening bought my friend bdae pressie.. and had our dinner at Marche.. movenpick.. haha cool cool.. three of us had pasta.. jus different sauce nia.. haha.. is was damn fantastic.. we had dory fish.. atmmosphere is rather cool too.. oppx.. mi first time dine in marche wor.. too bad no camp.. if nt sure to snap a few pics.. haha.. den todae had make up rmgt tutorial followed by PM tutorial and a lecture at 3.. so from 1-3 we went SIM for lunch.. haha.. den there was like a bazzar there.. yeah.. bought another thing for my dear.. as for wat is it.. oppx.. for mi to noe for u to find out.. haha.. yipee.. den jus back from a homevistaion to lu wen hs.. haha.. was a nice one after all.. had lots of crap in btw.. yeah.. this make mi even more.. determined.. to do well in everyrole that i undertake.. jus hopefully to see sum buddha from rp.. hmmx.. yep.. tmr will be working lo.. den going for a bbq at eastcoast.. guess it be lots of fun.. yeap.. tat;s all ba.. will update more.. when i m back..

chingay roCks...

Here r sum of the pics.. which i taken from last sat de chingay parade.. awasome!!

japanese dancer... see how elegance their moves..

put up by sum JC.. students..



Korean dancers... they rocks...

chinese opera....




hee.. my fav.. singapore soka association item... with it huge dog!!!

Malaysia trip... during CNY..

Mi, smallest counsin with aunt's car... hehe

the onli transport ah gong left behind.... riding on a bicycles.. my smallest boi counsin.. 

2nd aunt, ah ma, mum, and smallest aunt.. dun they look alike...??

mi and ah mum.. jus woke up nt long.. oppx.. slept at 2nd aunt condo..in malaysia

ah ma and mum...

the mahjong gang.. dun see they small.. they con mi 10 ringit..!! they are great players... haha

bro and yandao? oppx.. my another counsin.. computer freak..

sae cheez...

tryiong to play "san ji lao hu" while posing.. tough yeah

2nd aunt and mum

mi.....

mum

The drinK coupon in MOS!!

Piz from indochine, mos, ramen Ten

cool.. Minstry Of SounD.....Taken while queueing to go in..

The three Babes?? haha

Guess which is Mine?? haha... the tallest among the smallest...

Eeeee... chek..

Cheerz....!!!

Me wif dear sIsI...

SeReNe AnD HuiPing!!!

Shy shY serene.. posing wif one of the gift we brough for her.. oppz

smIlez.. taken at ramen ten... Far EaST..

SerEne Bdae Cake.. from rachel...

Piz from indochine, mos, ramen Ten

cool.. Minstry Of SounD.....Taken while queueing to go in..

The three Babes?? haha

Guess which is Mine?? haha... the tallest among the smallest...

Eeeee... chek..

Cheerz....!!!

Me wif dear sIsI...

SeReNe AnD HuiPing!!!

Shy shY serene.. posing wif one of the gift we brough for her.. oppz

smIlez.. taken at ramen ten... Far EaST..

SerEne Bdae Cake.. from rachel...

Raman, Indochine, Minstry of sound....

yoz... finally back from yesterdae fridae dinner cum indochine and MOS.. damn shag can.. now preparing for reunion dinner.. jus woke up like in 6pm.. good ness.. haha had a great time spend with our dearest serene(big), huiping,sisi asman, ju, lynn.. haha..=fun combi..

yeap finally managed to buy my bottom.. 3 jeans all at one go.. cos mi 107 men.. hahah heart ach.. luckil can get back the money from "ang bao" so is ok.. hehe.. yep.. den met sisi at 5.30 to buy serene pressie.. dunno wat to buy for her so bought 21 items since is her 21 bdae.. kinda grand la.. but we too last min le.. so yep.. hehe.. was a good retail herapy too.. bought her 4 undies.. i mean those most classy kind of g-strings.. haha.. yeap and some other accessories to go along.. woah and that makes up 21.. yeah.. den we had dinner at rama-ten.. had monk fish raman.. nice nice.. den too sum picz and crapalot.. had sum updates abt our self.. lynn..(will post sum pixz up).

soon after tat, ju and asman called sisi ask if we wanna go Mos.. at first mi and Ping dun feel like going cos.. wanna go hm early.. den cos mi dun club.. de.. i mean i seldom dance de lo.. hmm.. so after tat.. we compromise one another.. mi jus feel like chilling.. ahah so we ent indochine.. haha had sum jokes.. and funni scene wherby ping mistaken the pond for the platform and falls into it.. oppx.. den serene open her bdae pressie.. oo.. was a kinda.. embrassing scene.. hehe.. yeap.. den after sum picture frenzy mania.. was abt to go hm.. den ju.. dun give up the idea of Mos

ok lor.. after much.. okok by the rest asking to go.. haha den ok lo.. went le.. had a tough time toking to my dad.. men.. haha yep queeue was ultra long.. was lil till the main road lo.. and most of the ppl u can see are ang mohs haha.. din see ani handsome de.. chio have la.. yep.. den had our drink coupon.. had one absolute vodka lime for the first half as we made way to the R and B side.. den after much dragging by them to dance haha.. den was like at the dance floor for 2 hr plus.. goodness,, heeels hurt like hell.. so made way again wif ping to get ourself a drink.. tis time guess wat? had vodka cranberry.. haha.. it is nt bad.. so far.. haven got drank still sober.. yep.. hehe..

Made our way to get ourselves a seat.. by then was nearly 4.. den serene and sisi sae saw alex.. i was like.. oo.. so qiao.. haha yep in the end he came over sae hi lo.. but mi oo tired le.. so din tok much.. ahha.. yep den we made our way hm.. thinking of taking NR.. uess wat.. by then it stop service le so no choice haha we can't go hm.!!! so haha juraimi suggest for a supper cum breakfast made our way to people park OG the s-11 for tat lo.. wah it was kinda far lo.. walking in that stupid heels.. haha from clarke quey to chinatown..haha but the meal was good cos we all hungry le..ther gers had ba chou mee, ju and asman had prata.. yep.. ahd a good gossip session.. oppz.. den.. we made our way hm..

Finally.. haha mi and sisi took190 back lo.. hehe had a good sleep thru put the bus journey,.. den mi aloght a stop before sisi slight, took cab back to my house... 2.90 onli.. cheap.. at least i save the hassle of lrt.. haha yep.. den reach hm.. bath and sleep till jus now.. 6pm.. whaha

HOPING FOR A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!!!!

WaT a DaE!!

Todae.. was my best time ever.. Y? cos there is like no sch, no project meet up.. but got test in the evening sob.. woke up ard 10.. den was a lil of taiwanese show till 11 go buy brunch for mum and huiwen.. (1yr old ger).. my sweetie.. hmm.. den recevied a couple of msg from sophia asking mi for my schedule next week.. haha..

yeap.. told her i wanna working noon shift so i be off at eveining.. at least can do sum reaching out for sd anniversary.. yeah.. cos next week CNY week all e-learning nia.. haha.. shiok.. den went to weiliang house to collect my tution pay.. cos he going tution centre for tution le.. sob as aunti sae is cheaper there 45 bucks for two subject.. hmm ok lor.. good also.. la.. den i have more time to myself.. can slp a lil more.. so now tution left wif ginni.. my P5 kid.. yeah.. yeaps.. den go sch.. LT45 for my ecd exam.. oh gosh tis yr paper realli a lil tough sia but ok la.. still managed to do at least wat i have studies came out.. haha..

hmm den went to lot1 to shop for another of my topz.. guess wat.. instead of buying tops.. i went to buy bag.. hands itchy.. but it is realli a nice one.. the one i long wanted.. haha.. okok.. yeah so i bought it.. den see much nice stuff there.. guess tmr.. is my last chance either to but sum of my topa and bottom in town.. or at Bp plaza.. haven get my footwear too.. argh.. so mani thing havven get.. aiyo... haha.. k lar.. think got to end here le.. bro back from chingay training gtg help mi open door.. bye peepz...

Haha.. where have i gone for the past few daeys..? of cos.. i been to Pulau ubIn

on the 21-22JaN... was damned enjoyable.. take a tour down my picz and u know y.. haha

comIng back To the maIN land.. siNgapore.. from UbIn.. Homw sweeT home!

egg toast done by denise and the cookery team!! haha.. i help to flip sum of the bread!!

lyn and denise in hammock enjoying yea!!

this was taken in a total darkness.. managed to see my eyes is ya fortune..!! cos the flash is damn strong!!

Guy Power?? haha ex -council!!!

YeaH.. here comes the Ger Power.. !!eX-coUnciL!!

BaT Women or Mosquito women??

another closed up wif My dear nelly

cocktail wasa bless IN uBin.. shiok and yummy!!

BBQ time.. they peng for us eat!! haha so sweet hor.. yeah man thats life!

relax in her comfy hammock.. where's mine??

finally.. ex-council forces of TAS!!