HapPy HappY dAe

hmm.. guess my title have leak a lil info abt it le rite?? haa.. yep.. todae.. work in the morning at venenzia the thiong bahru oulet there lo.. haha damn sleepy men.. cos mi still in recovery of flu and cough, and fever.. was realli kida peng shan in the morning... jus gott drag my whole body out to go for work.. cos sum hows there is jus a huge responsiblity to be on time.. cos i am the onli one attending the shop.. i dun go whu go?? ahah machiam i more nervous den boss sia.. oppz.. haha but the feeling of working there is realli cool lo.. get to see lots of ppl.. observe hows the ladies, butch, women.. wear their clothes.. what accessories they use.. to make themselves so different frm others.. haha next time can reference.. heheyep.. nice.. get lin gan beofre sch start den can go sch pretty pretty le.. haha.. oppz.. a lil bhb ar.. aha aniway.. love to work in customer line can tok to customer.. see ar.. i one dae dun tok.. i nearly can die.. dun understand how ppl survived if they dun tok to customer in service line sia.. hah to mi toking is so wonderful.. haha.. mabbi for the pat few job, toking is nv my forte till.. i became a cic in nrpsd.. think it realli groom mi to be a better leader, a more outspoken ger.. haha no longer afrais d this and that.. yep hehe..work till 4 den a new staff took over my shift at 4.. taught her a lil regarding closing duties.. ahha she so cute.. she like look damn stressed.. den i try to calm her down and assist her a lil lo.. haha.. yeapp den went to buy dinner for her and myself.. slept a lil at the back of the shop.. before i left to meet weixin for the training.. ahah cos.. opps forget to bring my bamboo and t-shirt a lil dirty so ask her to lend mi hers lo.. since she nt going todae.. haha den sh onz sia.. muazck.. thankz to ya wor.. haha.. ai shi ni le.. haha oppz.. dun let my dear noe.. if nt haha.. he gonna be jealous again.. haha j/k.. i noe u wun..be jealous yea?? cos well like wat i always tell u no one can replace u in my heart.. oppz.. seem more like a zhen qing gao bai.. haha oppz.. shy shy.. *blush*....Oh ya haven mentioned abt the training yet rite.. haha damn funni sia.. the moment i was abt to start the warm up, meiqi hit my butt.. ouch haha.. she was like" wah, todae so sexy ar.. " den i was like huh? i was covered totally where got sexy? den she was like wah so pinky sexy todae.. oppz..hmm indded she was right la.. haha shoe pink, pants was hot pink.. haha hmm but i still like it.. haha.. yep.. hmm..oh.. the training was damn solid la.. first time ever i sweat so muchafter dance till during encouragement.. haha guess wat we dance together for three time.. wah.,. thats is shiok ok.. mine gosh.. haha.. and realli.. u can see all the passion and strength put in by all the participant.. yeah..that the way man.. guess it gonna be even better as the times goes by.. haha.. ani way tml was sort of invited by huiling to join them for the trainers mtg.. haha.. a bit shocked when i knew abt it.. but kinda honured to noe it too.. cos.. haha can use this chance to polished my steps... haha make it even more perfect.. haha.. yep den can help others makes it even perfect.. haha.. yep..we must learn frm one another.. ahah.. den help help my dear da huiling to lighten her burden.. yea.. haha.. yep...hmm... that all for mi tobight ba.. guess.. it be a realli wonderful dae for mi.. oppx.. ahaha...thankz.. MOk and all the trainers and participant for tonight.. is ur thats makes it memorable.. hahaoh ya forget to add.. mok damn funni todae.. guess is i make him look funni lo.. whaha.. cos we were supposed to pose for a certain step.. den he ask mi nt to be so straight relax.. guess wat i realli relax sia.. the whole body turn soft.. diao.. den i think he hit mi sia.. ouch.. haha.. den still bend my hand... poor hand.. sob haha... but still beri fun.. hahathankz wor.. for the corrections.. ahhaha... yep..nitez to all dudes and babes reading this.. lil cute ger gonna slp soon..

Todae!! Mothers ade cum Ycf traininG!!

haha.. todae (mothers dae)was late for taining all becos of the nuaiing weather.. so damn good weather dat make mi slept all the way tgill 8.. w/o shanice call i gues si be slping till 9 or ten.. haha.. all thanks to her call to tell mi she be late in mtging mi haha... end up both of us are late.. hehe... todaew as realli a learning dae for mi , a dae when i listne and think, a dae that touches mi.. firstly when i get of from the bus, first thing i see guess wat, two ymd each at one bust stop providing members and participant with umbrella , making sure they are shelthered all the way to kai kan.. oh my.,, so sweet of them.. even yimei , yilun friends oso finds it too.. haha.. yesh they are so sincere.. the most tuoching part is they are both ymds, Jimmy as the item ic and song heng, my nrpsd iic.. haha both of them are males yet.. they volunteer to carry a bunch of umbrealla purely for the sake for participant health.., maing sure they are sheltered all the way to kaikan.. wah.. all this act thing is nt possible to be seen else where,.. except IN Soka!! after that..i mmediatel rush down to carpark as i am late 40 min le.. though i did my gongyo on the train at a lil corner.. but still damn paiseh to walk in late haha.. den guess wat, mei qi shouted my name the moment i reach the carpark.. aiyo.. so paiseh.. haha though i noe she yelled in the sense of happiness to see mi la.. haha den TC called out to my name too.. paiseh din ans ya cos i alr beri mau for being late le.. den was in a rush to get back to my grp.. haha.. that y lo.. haha TC dun worry ya will be in my heart always ever since the first time we became friends.. dun "wun hui" wor.. haha..aniway, training was fun though i hope there be more combined training... haha dance only once thru with the rest of the grp onli.. so sad.. nah.. i believe we got more chance in the time to come yea.. haha,, aniway.. todae we also share abt out dream in our small grp dialogue.. i shared that i wanna meet sensei.. and think to achieve my dream.. i realli got to send earnest prayer for sensi longevity so thatby the time i saved up enough moey can fly to japan and meet him.. even for a glance from him i oso enough.. for he is our mentor in life... or prey that he has a chance to come spore.. maybe this ycf, 2010ycf? as long as he can step foot to spore, my dream is alo achieved.. and i will try means and way to get to see him.. yea!! den realised weiliang wanna be a clown in hospital.. realli a daring profession.. admire him for his ambition!!.. haha.. yeap.. den after that initally got campus connection planning session but beocs the rest were hungry and i and ahsron can't join them for the lunch as we rushing for a BPRC talk at 2 @MTA..yeah.. the talk was great.. learn lot.. everything in the tok relali makes senseand u can see the link how is illness linked with buddhism.. yea they do have a link wor.. ahha wanna noe.. come find mi i tell u.. haha.. yep..waiting for the next session in august.. regarding life and death".. at that time, guess ycf is over le.. think will relali miss the time we train together.. guess i must treasure each and everyone in training now before i regret it later..sobz.. haha.. den after the tok, met up with meisee, huiping and jieling for a shopping kia at TM mall.. for mothers dae gift.. end up we bought stuff for our ownself.. ahha.. got la i got sumthing for my mum..a gift i got in a lucky dip..a perfume happer wor.. haha.. oh is actualli like this we decide to buy CK one and Be perfume .. for each 30 dollars spent we get to turn the wheel of luck.. den there it goes.. i got myself a hamper.. ahah..then suddenly thought that hey.. =since i haven got my mum a gift might as well give that to her.. ahah den todae she is damn happi la.. thru put.. y.. ahah cos after my dad fetch mi for dinner at TM mall, we went to fetch my mum.. at a amanjong kia with her friend.. den her friend gave her a hand bag.. rather nice too den before she went manjong, she was shopping in lot one.. den she got herslf a small hand bag and a wedding hand bag.. haha taht y so she happi la.. i guess.. well women are easily satisfied creature at least that is true for mi and mom.. haha.. aniway.. after fetching we went to our nearest hawker seafood centre for dinner and met up with my brothers they all.. to our amaze.. damn loads of ppl..if we were to eat there.. need to wait another 1 an half an hr more sia.. so liuckily we got wisdom, decided to go back to my old town bt. batok to have dinner there,, cis the ah sam fish is nice.. yea!!! hahaa.. den yep.. wehn we reached there almost 8 plus.. waited quite a while.. denfound ourselve a table den waited.. an hr for the food.. meanwhile i treated my family rojak and popiah.. haha.. cos i damn hungry lub=ch nv eat haha.. except a cup of barley from BK.. hha..so haha dinner was great we interact alot.. and mum was super happi.. haha.. yep.. we ar happi too.. den after dinner, we send them back hm in pungol.. den bro jio mum and dad to have a manjong kia.. over his hs.. so ok lo.. ahhawe tag along too.. i and my youngest bro we played PS2 car racing and skiing... haha so fun.. and slept throught till 2 plus am.. haha till they end their manjong session.. haha.. yep... here i m updating cos i can't sleep.. waiting for hair to dry.. hehe... ow 6 plus le.. wah i din slp whole dae sia luckily tl no work.. hehe. hopefully i can go cut my hair a household hair dressing salon haha.. cos she realli cuts good hair cut wor.. haha aniway.. gotta wake up my bro for sch le.. think update til now ba.. hehe.. nitex to all...

thoughts 4 the pass few dae!!

wohho.. haha.. once again happi mothers dae.. to all mothers in the world.. hehe.. it been like 4 dae.. since i last blogged.. haiz.. actualli lots of things happen within that 4 daes.. lots of thoughts and guess wat.. my most dear gal whu accompanied in mi for more than 4 yrs.. met with a real storm and darkness and hopelessness for a dae.. luckily it was jus a dae.. and i am so glad to see her strong again.. guess.. she is realli strong to stand up once again after a setback.. it jus easier said then done.. but i admire her to have the courage after all our encouragment and motivation.. and one greatest things is .. haha she gets back all her friends now.. friends whome actualli cared for her since the start but due to sum reason they were distant.. now they are all back to her.. all becos sumone.. walks out of her life.. think must thank that sum one if nt i guess.. she will nv feel so fortunate as she is now.. haha.. aniway.. this incident realli makes mi ponder.. y must that person.., A wanna hampers his own image.. now utterly disappointed with him.. all the while u been so caring and nice towards her.. how can u change jus like in a split moment.. even on that dae.. ur can be so loving till the min when ur declared separation.. y?? all the good deeds u did.. actualli is being removed jus becos of ya action and sppech after that moment.. how can u bear to broke a ger heart whu actualli accompanied u all the while throughout most of the thing..?? sum times realli wondering of the proverb.. ren xing nan che.. haiz.. wat makes us most disapoointed was.. u actualli mention u wished to be back with ya... ex.. pls lo..she is nv gonna be urs.. i am jus this direct.. whu will go back to a life whereby sumone actualli step in and hurt her in the past.. whu will wan to get hurt again?? whu can gurantee nothing like this will happen?? at a min.. u sae u love HeR.. at another min.. u sae u wanna B back.. when u noe she can actualli lead a happier life w/o u.. sumtime realli wonder if u still have ya pride..ppl do have lo.. think this time u may have made the wrong decision for ya self.. in the end.. u achieved nothing but for the two gurls u hurt, they became stronger... and wiser.. they get on a new life..realli hope ya can think thru it and achieved wat ya realli wan.. all ay action realli demolished ya good image i still have in u in the past.. though there was sum misundertaning with ur,, but times and agin i telll my self.. i believed in wat i see.. and time u have shown to be a realli caring and nice guy.. but realli wonder wat make u cahnge ya mind andd action at that momment u simply became a differnet man..haiz...hopefull u dun disturb her again.. let her lead her own fruitful life ba..if ya wanna find a companion.. she is ours already!!

FriendsShip
mabbi ur must be wondering and puzzled wat i hav entered in my firat paragraph.. is actualli.. a msg i jus wann let the person noe.. all the action he did.. on surface may seem hurt a person but invitably it makes the victim brave herself again... amkes her into a more wiser person.. all becos of friends whu had been ard her this few dae.. there is nv a time she will feel lonely.. haha thing all i wanna conclude is.. friends are ppl we did foolish things, the people whome will look us up to encourage the moment they noe sumthing bad happens to their friends.. a friend is sumone whu will make sure u are safe and sound every min, making sure u will nt shed tears for ppl whu do nt derserve, doing everthing together with u.. and.. this incident realli make my dear ger get back those frend she had sdistant wif ever since that man walks into her life.. mabbi must thank him too. make her realise that there are friends all ard her caring for her...
" True love realationship should be somthing we get to learn from one another, spirtually and emotionally supporting ne another, a pillar for thoughts and we get to grow in it, it should nt be sumting we shut ourselves out form the outside world and indulge ourselves in our own lil love realationship and both parties dun grow from it.. they are only pphysically present"...

Yea and a BIg thank you to wenqing and big huiing from NRPSD... haha.. for all the encouragement ya given her w/o i guess she will nt get out of the darkenss so soon and once again brace up herself.. thank sisters.. u rox.. haha realli glad ur r the person she turns to when she encountered this incident.. that wat sisterhood campaign is for.. isn't it?? haha..

A rather HapPeNinG WeeK..

wohoo.. haha hmm its been a long time since i last blog.. haha.. aniway.. life has benn really busy for mi.. busy wif work, ycf training, gakkai mtg.. etc.. haha.. w/o all this guess my ife will be like an empty sampan floating on the sea.. haha sounds poetic rite.. humph.. haha..aniway..went for sun.. ycf traing.. training was cool and fun.. haha cos sweat alot.. damn shiok.. and for us.. 6 of the ywd.. were told to practise on our own.. after dancing thru all the steps for three times.. den rather.. tired le.. so decide to do sumthing diff.. haha guess wat, we waited for grp A to dance together.. we followed their tempo.. and everithing haha.. even the cheoragrapher tot we are from grp A.. oppz.. haha it is jus so fun afterall.. haha..den went for bro house warming.. haha.. food was ok.. and also cancelled my appointment with my dear.. oppx.. realli too tired to do ani other thing exp.. haha slp.. erm... oh ya forget to mention.. west coast outing was fun and enjoyable.. haha den touch on strong and courageous faith with wen qing and john.. haha damn funni sia.. each of us had diff view.. and it was jus like a dabating session.. great!!.. haha.. oh ya.. back to sun.. aniway.. sat and sun was jus so interesting.. haha den on mon.. haha.. my boss changed my shift.. afternoon i had diamokukai with all my nrpsd.. including freshies.. ahah yea.. they are damn onz lo.. realli glad to see them voicing out.. and sorta taking the lead.. haha.. den is mi and eelynn run the daimokukai.. so was rather successful in a way.. carried out what we had planned.. and most imptly they enjoy as we sang a ywd song.. sumthing diff.. frm the past.. tis time we sang cheerful hearts in unity.. haha nic nice.. den after that went for a leaders mtg.. whao.. was realli an eye opening.. lots of cultures performance.. 1 was by brass band.. blow two gakkai song.. den was by a ywd whu sang "pei ni kan ri cu".. followed by.. the most corny friend of my WTC.. ahaha ting chien whh sang sakura in jap and his guitar.. haha hey dude it was great..haha.. followed an hip hop dance,,wohoo.. den a song titled I have a dream that was 2000 ycf theme.. love that.. den haha.. GD ong actualli mentioned wanna create a jamming concert.. no prob men i be bringing nt only one friend but as mani as i can.. haha.. looking forward to that.. erm.. haha.. den that is my mondae.. so damn fruitfull and interesting.. den go yesterdae.. tue.,.. guess wat when i am working, i saw my sec sch npcc mates.. haha sukiri.. ahha long time din see him le.. so glad to meet him again.. cos he was passing by my shop.. haha..tot i be onli lucky once.. guess wat i met my pri sch friend mom.. yesh

that is wendy'ds mum.. followed by her bro, melvin and after that wendy join them and there she is haha.. we kept luffing haha.. long time din see le.. so happi.. oppz yep i do agree wif my mum.. she does look a lil like zhang mun yu.. the hongkong actress.. rather pretty.. oppx.. haha.. yepp.. so happi.. lalalaa.. den guess wat after an hr later i meet Wai han.. yesh.. our ex kot ger wai han.. ppl called her doc wai han.. haha.. she din realli changed.. haha but still beri happi to see her.. regret nv called out to her.. haha still rmb last time she always the one trying to make sure the juniors like us attend training every sun.. making sure there is sumone to bring us there.. guess the trend slowly faded after all seniors grad.. sob.. hmm.. aniways realli glad.. to see her again.. haha.. wonder if she is a WD le.. maa.. haha..hmm tml nt working.. gotta get my cheque.. yeah.. den going for dance training too.. haha.. hopefully the cheque is able to process fast.. cos i eed cash to buy OSim messenger for my mum as Mothers dae gift.. 188 bucks wor.. haha...but is realli good.. i tried it.. haha.. ok gtg.. shoulder aching le.. haha nitex...

EnJoyAbLE SeNtoSa OuTiNg!!

wohoo.. yesterdae. sat, went to sentosa.. a dae full of joy, sweat and fun.. haha erm guess it all started after 11am.. lo.. den we made our way to palawan beach.. haha when reach le mi and lyn damn hungry sia.. ate our branch whereas sharon and alex went water and suntaning ooo... aizhi and dora whent to tan them selves tooo.. after we eat finished le we join aizhi and dora to tan haha.. nt long after.. saw a ball lying there.. so check wif that bunch of guys see if they using haha.. luck was on my side they nt using so borrowed from them den four of us went to played beach volleyball haha.. yea.. den there was this few yonger boi and ger.. wanna play wif us.. den aizhi told them we dunno how to play.. yet they still wann played wif us haha.. hmm so was rather fun except tired after sum time haha.. aniway soon, guozhen and aijax join us denise came too haha.jus when we coming back from 7 eleven.. haha the journey there was fun at 7 eleven was too.. keeps on topping up our drink haha.. aniway.. den we joined alex and sharon on plawan beach the platform in the middle.. woo.. that was the time we dranks lots of sea water.. cos gotta swim there.. when we swim sum time if we nt alert, got throw and push down by our dear boi.. guozhen alex and weijie.. oh my.. haha.. den we played beachball in a circle, soccer, and water polo.. haha.., so fun.. i loved the soccer.. damn rough sia.. even the audience was amused by the way we play.. haha as for the water polo.. haha alex played cheat lots of time lo. entertain the ppl there too.. while they watch us play.. haha.. so fun after that we proceed to royal rumble.. that is the time we got thrown out.. into the water.. haha still rmb there was a time.. when they try to pull denise to the water, i grabbed denise hand abd grab lyn hand while lyn grab sharon hand.. haha is was damn titanic kind.. is like we gers combined power , struggling to survive.. haha denise was den the rough one.. pull guozhen shorts , break his two friendship band.. oh poor thing... haha aniway the whole dae end with a bowl of creamy chcken at pasta mania. oh ya forget to add.. we learn sum magnum dance too.. damn funni sia.. we dance and practiced on stage.. aishah was our coach.. haha den when alot of ppl pass by we dance for them haha.. so cute.. haha.. loves the pic we took.. beri cute sia.. aniway hope to go there more often wif same kind of ppl.. haha yea.. enjoy it lots..!!we shall arrange another time kay?? oh ya.. my face is burnt now.. beri red haha..

TauGHt ViNA YcF DaNcE StEp..

Yo.. hmm.. after reading my previous entry hope it din hampers ya mood ba.. dunno wat came over mi jus feel like blurting out all.. haha.. aniway.. todae dae as realli packed for mi.. in the morning, wake up at ard.. 11 plus.. den wash up a lil..played wif my god sis.. huiwen.. 3 mths only wor.. whaha.. den went to meet vina for lunch at mos burger at BP plaza.. followed by dat, went to xinyi hs to practise our dance step.. kawaii neh.. haha as we taught her we suddenly realised there is a lot we realli got to brush up on our selves.. cos y ? haha vina ia jus so xi xing .. every lil detail she is damn particular.. will ask qns.. den i dunno how to ans.. whaha.. but aniway.. amanged to teach her all.. including the bamboo step and left arnther , right parntner and centre wan orh.. haha.. so great that she grasp all.. finally can understand how the trainer feel when the members managed to learn the step and is doing fine.. haha the gan jue is damn diff.. though i not her trainer la.. but jus her buddies.. i can feel it le lo.. let alone the trainer when they training us.. no wonder they so earnest in making sure we knew each and very step clearly.. whaha.. hmm.. 99 claps for your.. ahah.. oh ya.. we trained for ard 2 hr plus wif breaks in btw.. den my whole body is like sweating all over.. damn shiok ar.. haha.. den vina has sumting on.. so we propose to meiqi.. y nt make it a pt.. every sundae after ycf training we can held a mini training for nrpsd student as well as any member whu wish to brush up their skill?? is like that damn shiok.. whole dae dancing.. whaha den student on attachment need nt worry they dun have time to train.. as it will be held after the ycf traing each sun..haha.. realli hope it can be approved.. and jap tap dance will be the most successful show in july.. ahha..after that..went wif xinyi to BP plaxa to collect her spec.. actualli before going.. she is realli worried and kinda down.. haiz.. all becos of the Npal sms for web enrolment that scared her.. cos she should be graduating and should nt receive the enrolement thingy unlike mi.. cos i m yr 2 now.. but she yr 3 le.. once result is out... she be gradating frm sch.. den is like they sent this web enrolment thingy.. she is like damn freak out lo.. haiz.. den that time mi oso dun noe wat to tell her except.. erm.. xinyi chant more.. mabbi the sytem jus make a mistake.. but i knew if i m in her shoe i wun believe wat i have sae .. is like.. hello.. how can i be of all ppl to receive it is like most of her friend din receive lo.. haiz.. taht time i realli feel like slaping myself den i braved the courage and tell her.. lets go.. lets go for a stroll.. den she suddenly rmb she wanna collect her spec.. and all becos of her discount i got myself a new spec.. whhaa.. thanks wor.. muack.. den is like along the stroll i tried telling her nt to be so paranoid as the decision is nt finalise yet.. the outcome is still unknown and we should nt assume things.. thinking it be wat we imagine.. i mean even a convict oiso need to wait for the decision by the judge.. is jus unfair to give yaself a sentence even before result is released.. dun worry gohonxon will see the hard word u put in.. and ya definitely will score with flying colour.. i knew.. den is like throughout the stroll.. i rmb she sae" its realli nice to see younger den mi trying to encourage a older person.." den i told her.. age is nt a limitations.. is only thru stytruggles and experience that i able to console and motivate u..is nt beocs i am younger den i cannot encorage u but rather becos i m younger i must encourgae u cos.. u shld be invietable and stronger den a younger person.. " whaha.. i realli stunned i sae all this.. den she smile..

haha so nice to see her smile.. den was cracking jokes all the while as u see.. i realli nt used to keep quiet.. aniway.. went sembawang to look for nestor album.. but no luck.. deciding to try HMV and tower records next time.. haha.. yep.. tml my second dae of work le.. will be taking over lyn after her morning shift.. cos i m in the afternoon shift.. whaha.. yep.. aniway... wish mi luck for tml job.. haha.. yeap..

Mothers... WoRd..

hmm.. most of your whu has been supporting this webby.. cum blog do ur see the pattern that i dun realli have much sad, frustrating stuff happening in my life.. yes indeed.. my life has been rather smooth and fullfilling all the way, ever since Pri sch. i am in the volleyball sch team, secondary sch actively involved in NPCC, from a private to a staff sergent .. of cos went thru alot during the process, thru all the camps and enduring still made it as a chief admin to take charge of the unit in sec 4.. as for poly, immediately in first year, i took up 3 cca.. believe it?? yes 3.. NP primers, volleyball, and tas..one by one i gave up each of them as i can't find any joy and passion growing within mi till i am left wif tas.. as for tas, fullfill my role too. diligently serve the club, went thru tears, sorrows.. nt only that i was given the role as a campus IC in NRpsd in year 2 ending yr 1.. hmm.. is like all my challenges and task came one after another.. but all i managed to deal it with pride.. Y? all because i have the power of daimoku.. w/o it i will nt be standing rite here blogging so much of wat i have done.. hmm..believe it or not.. when ever i have prob, my friends, my parents, even my bf,, will nt be the first i look for.. y? i jus feel that gohonzhon is the rite person for mi to find.. y? cos it gave u wisdom to think of all solutions.. and makes u enlighten.. jus like the africa trip in tas.. reprsenting sch for a mountain climbing expenditure, My parents firmly objected to my participation though i had tried endless effort to convince them abt my safety.. still they are beri determined nt to let mi go.. at that pt of time i realli doubt my parent... y can't they jus believe their own daughters for once?? all my achievemnts and activeness in sch is fake wan ar..?? haiz.. that time luckily i got the wisdom to turn to gohonzon.... as i ernestly pray that my parent will let mi go, tears flows down my cheeks.. is nt becos i hate my parent for their decision is that i knew no matter wat happen gohonzon will be there , he will be there to witness everything , hear our whimps, feel our sorrows.. realli touched that even at ya deepest momment he is there.. and he forever will be there.. and true enough my parent see that tis time i am realli determined to go.. even to the extent of kneeling down to chant for at least an hr.. subsequently they let mi go.. and yes.. I completeted MT KilI manjaro the rooftop of africa..becos of that now i am even more determined to contribute back to konsen rufu.. to spread the wonders of mystic law.. hmm.. even after done so much, my mum till now still have stuffs to nag at mi.. i was like.. hello.. i am alrdy 19.. nt ani of the xiao mei mei.. can't u jus let mi deco my rm in ani way i wan? let mi have the freedom to share my joy when i got myself a new spec?? i m paying with all my hard earned money.. so y are u picking up such a fuss? it dosen't pain u a meat but mine ok.. hp bill, lrt fare, misc exp is all i benn forking out for myself.. den y r u still nagging..forever comparing mi wif my counsin a jc student whu got 50 bucks each week.. including transport.. hey.. dun u noe we are diff.. ger tend to spend a lil more.. y?? cos if we dun we jus look like an old hag aunti ok.. i mean which ger dun wish to wear nice clothes, enjoy dinner with their friends.. bascially.. guys and ger cannot be compare.. is jus unfair ok.. that it..i really hated arguing wif u .. it jus make mi look un filllial though u noe i m nt bad.. yes... i dun smoke i dun drink.. i dun fooled ard.. i dun club.. aren't u statisfied? wat more do u wan? u wann mi learn to be a vicious housewife jus like u do?? sorry this is my assets time..can't expect mi to waste my life jus like wat u did 20 yrs ago.. i wanna live my life to the ultimate fullest.. nt even a sec wate.. and u expect mi to be a quiet, sweet ger?? whu is kinda of doiung hs work.?? i mean i did do.. so wats the prob?? u keep saeing u dunno if i m a boi or ger.. dun tell mi i active in activities that makes u lose a daughter?? c'mon la.. i m jus leading the life i wanna and nt leading a life control by u.. sum time realli dunno wat to sae.. u can be realli nice.. but pls spend a lil effort understanding mi.. is nt i enjoy packing my dae with activities.. is bcos every activity i went i jus feel motivated each time.. u can nv understand .. y.. cos u r nt in student divison before.. u blame mi for nt staying at hm most of the time.. y?? cos i knew if i were to stay hm.. things i did u may not agrreed.. so wat the pt stay at hm and make u angry?? i did my part as a daughter, help u when neccessarily buut yet.. a lil appreciation is wat i nv found.. mabbi i do a few mths a go.. but ever since hoildae start.. u jus nag at mi when ever u got the chance to.. jus like todae when i told ya i got a new spec at 59 bucks.. u immediately yelled at mi.. y spend such money.. aiya.. got spec u oso dunno how to take care.. leaving here and there everywhere.. i knew i am careless sum time.. but whu dun ok?? can't u jus be a lil mild?? must u yell at everything?? oh.. my..Mum.. i noe u dun read this cos i noe u dun understand eng.. but still.. I loves U.. Mothers dae is coming.. mi realli dun wanna argue wif ya over senseless stuff.. jus becos i cannot meet ya expectation of becoming a real daughter does nt mean i dun love u.. i m jus mad y can't u be like other pppl mothere like tat , listening to them and dun yell at them.. Mabbi ya menopause coming... i dunno.. i knew u do us good.. u r really wonderful at times.. but also irrating at time.. though i hate too sae this.. haiz.. wat had came thru mi.. why am i saeing oh this?? guess this is all my heartfelt words afterall.. MUmmY i LOVE U..

nESToR tORRiS JaZz ConCert Cum YcF traIninG..

oooohh.. as the title mention, nestor Torris Concert is realli.. great.. initally tot is jus a jazz concert, but turn out is a realli different feeling.. is like u wun mind listening to his pieaces all over and over again. is his his passion for his music, passion in propagating the mystic law thru his music.. u can realli feel it.. my gosh thru out the concert, mi and my bf mouth is like.. "wah"..realli amazing.. and summore i realli got the good fortune to attend two time of his concert though both a lil different but the tracks of the pieces is the same.. is jus that the feeling is diff.. the seond time i went was yesterdae... oh my.. i am realli touched by his music.. it jus seems to tell mi the whole story of his struggles the meaning in the music is realli nt ani professional whu can do it.. but only nestor Torris..! u Rox.. I salute U.. Nt onlI that, he is our soka comrades too.. his words are like gold, strong and precious.. his encouragment is truly inspiring.. cos he atualli came down to see our training and gave us encouragment during our dance break.. oh my.. so touched.. where can u find such passionate flutist and ppl.. is only in SGI.. i truly see real good leader... leader serving for the happiness for his fellowers, comraders in faith and member happiness.. i am deeply touch and inspired to be one one dae.. hmm.. ya he blew a pieace for us too.. which he claimed he jus compose it esp for the youth.. argh!! u certainly makes my sundae.. fruitfill!! U rOx!! Hope Ya achieve all ya wishes!!

YCF tRAininG..
Whaha.. oh ya.. wanna thanks ting chien too.. for the ticket for the second.. night.. w/o him.. i could have misses his performance on the last dae except sitting at my hm, thinking back abt his music on sat.. haha cos he pass the tick to mi during our tarining.. thanks buds.. whaha.. aniway.. yep.. ycf training was fun and great realli wonderful.. is jus like u can feel everyone is so enthu abt ti and most of us is trying to do our best in rewards for the endless effort put in by our trainers.. whha.. mok and huiling is my trainer.. both of them damn sincere and hardworking forever tryong to make sure we knew each and every lil step.. haha and guess wat.. sharon is my parther wor.. ahha oh ya oso got the bamboo stick le.. lurves it men.. whahah is jus so cool and nice to see half of the dance slowly forming.. hmm we will fight on togethger and create the best show in july.. haha.. yea.. lurves my grp lots.. all so friendly and nice to get along.. haha Grp B.. We can do IT.. whaha.. hmm.. realli hope that there be more ycf training and wanna get my digi cam to take down all the ownderful memories.. Japanese tap Dance.. , all e Trainers and members, U RoX!! we will make success HappEN!!

WorkOuT, SweAT Out dAE!!

hmm.. haha.. todae damn happening sia.. met lyn to go for a jog in sch, hmm suld be campus run.. haha den saw the opening of the Halo Bar.. wha cool.. imagine campus got a bar for relaxing haha.. den think zouk and divers bar gotta face competition cos.. the bar in sch is within the campus.. easi assisble.. though zouk is also easy assible la.. hmm wat am i toking.. aniway.. surised to see that.. haha.. oppz i missed out.. while running.. haha guess whu we saw?? alex t tan yong chee.. riding on sum one else bike.. whaha.. cos i think is nt his la.. hmm.. jus a feeling.. haha..so damn cooll.. whaha look so diff when he is wearing a helmet.. whaha.. i wld sae.. better looking ba.. to mi.. mabbi cos cover his hair./. oppx.. haha no lah.. is nice though... hmm.. den as we run down initally tot got marticulation at convention i mean cca booth,, wanna visit my 30th councill.. but haha cca booth piostphone to may.. that wat i heard.. wah.. ok good for them got more time to prepared.. hmm..den after tat when to play badminton with lyn.. guess wat found4 rackets in club hs.. whhaha.. cool one of it is with The letter TAS on it.. so damn cool rite?? mm.. yea.. lyn took that and i took the other lighter one.. so here we are at the court.. haha.. long time din play badminton.. the feeling of playing now.. relaxing is so damn great.. undescribable.. we joke and luf.. whaha.. cos hand still aching after the csm push up.. gosh.. but after an hr of playeing.. guess the pain all gone.. whaha.. den was toking abt the times in councill and the oplans i and lyn has in ex-council time.. think is time for us to realli enjoy life.. and catching back wat we misses one yr ago.. oh ya.. partly got the venezia job by her.. thankz lyN.. love u!!! yea.. cos now we needed most is job, money, suntaning, enjoyment.. in life.. cos there is too much for us to buy.. whaha.. oh ya.. we also planning to go suntan, play beach volleyball on next sat.. or mabbi week dae.. depends on our work sshift with weiming.. so ani takers?? whaha get long exposure to mothers nature again.. and listening to the howling of the sea water, walking on fine rich sand.. is wat i long for.. whaha.. yep.. so anione interested to join us.. den can form two team and played against... yea.. will cfm again.. but definitely in next week..yea.. den tml.. mtg my long lost pri schmates cum volleyball mates .. cos we used to played for sch.. whaha wat a wonderful memories.. yea.. going to meet her.. yipee.. mabbi getting the volleyball frm her too.. cos my lost le.. so sad.. hmm.. den meeting my dear.. wonder wat time he wanna meet.. hmm dunno to go shopping , walk walk wif him or go watch jazz.concert organized by my dearest SSA. summore FOC its free Yea.. and so cultured.. y nt.. whaha cos initally he wanted to NYDC.. but now after earning money.. mi rather think before i spent ani single cent.. whaha.. STINGY? no.. is jie jian.. whaha.. spend thrift in eng ba.. whaha.. aniway..hoping he will call soon.. cos he promised to whaha.. but sad.. he bring the car out... but dun wann come fetch mi for a spin.. hmm.. cos he sae.. if i am inside the car.. he cannot drive fast and enjoyed the excitement.. am i really so timid.. or is he trying to be sweet?? hmm.. but i wann sit in the car he drives.. sianz... aniway.. whaha aniway was online now.. den tok to weiyi.. whoohoo.. ur time will come to be ex-councill.. dun worry.. make full use of the time in TAS yea.. ur will make us proud i noe!.. sumtime in life.. things dosen goes our way.. if ya met wif any troubles.. is either endure.. jus like mi.. everitime kanna bu=llied.. but haha.. i dun mind lo.. cos i fell that if a person wann make fun or tease u, or disturb u tehy are actualli giving their attention to u.. so y nt?? haha rmb.. work hand in hand and create a brighter tml.. yea!! need my help.. or my ears feel free.. if ben nt free.. cum find mi.. yea!!.. open ur ur heart.. !!!TAS is nt jus 30th council alone.. is belongs to all whu accompanied tAS ..and GRoW with HER.

30th council.. U gO!! Ex-council life Now..

CouncilshIp in TAS
hihi.. suddenly realise it been quite sumtime since i update my blog.. hmm okies.. lot of things happen.. lots of thought emotions.. todae.. while i am updating this, is the end of my councilship.. realli can't bear to part with all my councils.. i mean.. is tas that brought us together.. after so mani struggles and stages.. life in councilship is realli diff.. alot of interpersonal skills is needed.. understanding amg one another.. motivation to each another... bla.. as the list could go on.. we struggle so much.. thru all the camps, waking up early, organise partcicipants, entertain them, did back stage job, thru tasic, thru KilImanjaro team, lots and more.. your r definitely the one whome i am closer too beside my family and classmates.. sor.will definitel miss the time.. and though i did nt wish to continue due to sum part of personal financial reason.. but still.. i realli hope the 30th council will roar.. bring tas to a greater ht.. now the club is handed to ur.. must make it roar yea..!! now.. is time to become ex-councill.. though still rather new.. i mean maybe a new bird to them.. but certainly our heart will still boils with tas blood.. and hopefully i have time to go for each trip.. that ur organised.. whaha.. yeap.. 30th council.. jia you ba.. will miss all my fighters cum council in 29th councill..!!! must keep in contact... though sum of ur may have graduated..whaha...!!

japanese tap dance!!
Oh ya.. last sun went for jap tap dance.. oh my.. the feeling damn shiok.. training shiok too.. makes mi sweat alot men.. haha.. think is partly due to the nearing of ycf 2005 july.. that y the eagerness is there.. and it realli spice up the training.. hmm.. dance is realli nice i mean all the step... hopefully i dun look bad in doing the dance haha.. only our trainer can see how we dance.. hehe.. yep.. and guess wat.. my group B, has our admin block and i am BO3 haha.. out of nine ppl.. 6 of the ppl atre nrpsd.. yea.. we rocks!! so strong sense of belonging.. though is nt a cca but a religion organization and dance item which i realli enjoyed... and was in the same grp as sharon whaha... but is like my life is full of surprises and choice to make..before i noe myself in grp b i am actualli in meiqi grp, group A. den due to overcrowding i got transferred to B is like of all the ppl they transferred mi.. whaha dunno is heng or suay.. cos grp a if i left leave eelynn a lone.. rather lonely.. if i go grop B, can accompany sharon and caifong.. and more nrpsd ppl.. den so i guai guai go group B.. den whu noe.. after we got our admin block tag, my buddy Huiling oso my trainer tell mi that i might have a risk to be transferred to grp E.. with the rest of the guys..and guess wat.. the trainer of grp E is the one i memtion in the previos entry.. cute cute wan.. with sharp nose.. whaha..but is like.. i realli dunno to go or nt.. cos Grp E, the trainer is cuteand nt bad looking... but there too mani guys le.. beri paiseh if caught by the trainer dance wrong step.. whaha den shy shy de wo.. stay in groub B lo.. partly cannot beard to leave grp B.. osos.. cos all i noe wan ma.. more qing qie. so in the end.. i hinted to my trainer.. i dun wann go grp E.. whah and here i am offivcally in grp B.. yea.. hope..i can realli breakthru and also..do my own human revolution thru this ycf... read more.., visit more members, and foster more capapble youth.. whaha.. yea.. that be my task for the rest of the week.. whaha.. okok.. think gtg slp le.. will update soon.. oh ya.. my dear dear tml off... hehe will be meeting him.. haha but haven decide wat to do.. hmm.. okies.. will update.. when ever possible.. whaha.. stay tuned!!

exAm DaImoKukAI...

yeah... todae i could proclaim a victory.. y? cos i managed to breakthru my sleepyness and endure all the way till 6 in the morning den rest for 4 hrs.. y? cos for the pass few dae NRPSD is realli striving hard to prepared exam guidence for our members hoping to give nourishment to their brain while they are forging for this exam.. till yesterdae after the DIAL lecture at HQ, we onli made 30 and our target is 11o till todae mondae 7pm.. within less den a dae, we got to produce 80... for normal ppl will think that is really touh and impossibel.. but for mi and xinyi.. we really wan to challenge ourself and create a victory.. nt jus to satisfy the no , the target but to creat a breakthru, victory, actual proof in our life.. show casting our endurance and determination in getting things done.. and yes.. we did it.. we finished 110 copies.. one the surface it was nothing.. but to mi and xinyi.. we realli feel and learn alot.. is realli an impossible mission yet we made it poossible.. all thankz to eelynn leadership too.. she is reallia good leader.. y? cos she has a kan chionging nature... and mi.. though i hate to do things last min still.. i breakthru and commit ourself last night while i stayed over at xinyi hs.. i am realli touched by the result y? cos.. i realli achieve victory and actual proof.. and.. though last night we did 50 based on the abilities of xinyi and mi.. this morning we had weiliang and eelynn.. still is realli proof that as long as we are determined in doing things, we definitel can make it.. and we will be the best... As a ywd, i realli wished to gave all out to konsen-rufu movement, walking hand in hand with sensei, shouldering members struggles, encourage all my CIC, my comrades in Faith, Definietly sisterhood campaign will be a success.. thru sisterhood campaign i sudden realise a closeness towards all my CICs and my IIC.. haha.. thank dude..Thankz for all ur encoragement.. this will nt be jus xinyi and mine victory but the victory belongs to all.. NRPSD members... becos of u.. we can den excel.. hopeffully YMD and YWD and realli work togther and learn frm one another..... We must strive and achieve total victory for YCF<>

miXed feeLing...

hmm.. by the time ur see this entry , it be 2 week after junges survival camp.. cos din update immediately that time was due too too mani emotions and thoughts, victory. etc.. Victory is whereby i managaed to pass all the knowldege to my juniors hoping they realli grasped it and it was indeed the most memorable camp in my life.. y? cos is like everyone is so independent and we are so serious in our planning always making sure nothiings goes wrong on the actual dae. every one seem so prepared which is realli rare in my councilship life.. hmm.. realli thanks all the ppl whu have encouraged mi and gave mi advise when i am lost, luff at my cold jokes, allow mi to voice my opinion freely. life would have be diff w/o u guys, All the sweat we went thru, hardship, a common goal,but sad is that though we all succeded and enjoy in this camp, i will forget the times we work hard for this result, Times flies, soon it be time for CSM which i realli dunno to look forward or dread it to come.. y? cos i realli hate to leave my title as a 29th council, council life is realli wonderful..... it jus diff from ani club u ever find, for the bonds is stronger till we can even discuss abt our private life with one another. I realli hate to leave u all. but i noe this dae will come.. only we left could den the new ones com e and bring tas to a greater ht. Your can do it.. jus bear in mind TAS motto kay.. Things will nt be the same.. after csm.. all will be leading their own life.. suddenly i feel lost and lonely.. though i nooe i have my gakkai comrades wif mi.. butthe feeling of going to trip nt as a council is realli hard for mi to accept... hmm.. i do agree.. there are times we fight.. i mean whu dun fight? even couples do.. let alone the 29 councill.. but still.. the bond is forever there after a hug or maybe as time passed.. cos each of us are unique and we all bear diff view hence i always stood in a neutral view looking at things.. y? cos.. support him oso unfair to the other.. support the other, is unfair to him.. both are my dearest.. both i went thru so much with them.. is realli hard to hate one another like wat sharon sae lo wwhen u look at their good pt. hmm.. realli sad.. i afraid i will breakdown durig csm.. hmm so guys if ever caught mi sheding dun be shocked ya.. esp with the accompaniment of "tong Hua".. my gosh realli made mi shed when llistening and thinking back.. all the good things we did together... hiaz... "suay yue bu liU rEN".. guess now is my time to contribut to SokA Gakkai and i relaised my mission that is to be a capable leader of tml..no matter wat.. all i can sae is.. TAS.. U RoX.. ThanKS 29th council.. ur create rainbows in my life!!!!!!!!!!!

NicE WeeKeNd..

hey hey.. here i am.. updating u guys what happinung for the past two daes.. hmm.. life has been rather smooth for me.. though met some weird and unreasonable ppl..haha.. aniway that did nt hampers my mood.. in the trip to ubin... yea.. had a nice boat ride over, spent the night in the nature, listening to birds chirpings, watched wild boars crossing in the middle of the night, slept in the windy and cool hammock.. haha.. with all my councils, my buddies and me.. (from the tune in Purple light).. haha.. kay kay.. was rather shack now.. though after a bath.. haha.. so faster update llo.. haha.. ya.. did i mention, excoucil came wif us too.. haha they r rather fun la.. not as mean and unfriendly that i always though during our trip.. they are nice ppl too.. haha.. slept ard 3 last night.. dunno wat time will i be sleeping tonight.. hmm.. okies.. yepa.. all my presentations are over.. Phew!!..now is time to get ready for exam, revision and more revision.. aniway.. this few dae rather.. sad.. that xiao i lost contact le.. hey.. ur fone cannot get thru.. and i leave my msg in ya blog le.. reply mi soon yea.. got updates for ya.. hmm.. yeap.. all tas big event is really drawing near.. haha.. hooray.. though i noe my time in councilship is getting shorter as each dae passed.. sad... but still all good things will come to an end.. realli dun wished to leave la..after wat we have gone thru, regardless fights, conlict arguments we had, at the end of the dae, we will hug one another... forgetting and correct our each individuals mistake, saying sorry to each anotther.. lets realli treasure the times and momments we have kay? council? haha.. aniway.. yeap.. tml have jap dance training at tsc.. nice nice.. after that will meet my dear for a genki sushi feast.. woohooo.. all thanks to mi got the vounvcher.. though i noe he din realli like sushi but.. still he will acommpany mi for my sake.. haha.. thanks dear.. hmm..tml at most gave my portion of ala-carte meal to u lo.. den makes u full.. haha.. kay kay..do drop mi comments wor.. will be looking forward to see any of comments publish.. thankz all my peeps.. hehe...." LiFe iS WonDerfUl"

nEwBorN lApTop!!

As i had mentioned.. yep.. i reformtted the com.. sob.. all my stuff gone.. but of cos got back up la.. now damn shiok..
com runs faster.. haha... yeap.. was rotting in tas clubhouse now.. waiting for dear dear to have dinner and fetch mi hm.. haha.. though i think he is still bathing now..haiz.. he bath damn long sia..haha.. aniway.. was rather pissed and mad with sum one attitude yest... is like if things does nt goes his way,, he can just jue jiao the friend.. pls lo.. wat kind of friend do u call urself.. my gosh.. aniway.. i let him cool down la.. din wan to disturb him further.. yep.. haha.. tas another big event is cuming up.. so happi.. hope it be successful.. suddenly i realise.. np damn diao lo.. cannot d/l msn 7.o.. sob sob.. i wanna chat now.. mi damn broed surfing.,, liao.. haha.. anione wanna tok to mi? haha... hungry and bored now.. sob sob...

Another mOndAe...

hmm.. yepz.. was kinda surprised with ken comments... opps.. haha din noe u blog aniway it was nice of ya.. hmm.. jus finished my FP tutiorial.. haha.. shiok.. den later will be going to prepared myself for tml FIT presentation.. yea.. tis week is presentation week.. haha next week will be better i guess..erm.. todae had my blaw presentation overall nt that bad but jus a lil cock up here and there.. overall ok la.. haha.. can be better..den had some light snack during lect.. cos no time for lunch.. yep.. oh ya.. this frieday.. going... ubin.. haha.. nice nice.. next week js le.. hehe..i will miss my councin engagement celebration at pasir ris.. sob.. i wanna be there.. but hai.. look like i got no choice.. yep.. hopefully fri can meet up my dear.. before i left for ubin.. yea.. 5 week din see him le.. can u magine.. haiz.. sad.. aniway he msg mi jus now.. not that bad.. though he seldom msg after i became his. oppz.. haha.. yaya.. okies.. think gotta go see the chn 8 show.. "you are the one.."" rui en is so chio.. my gosh.. how i wished i have half of her.. looks.. haha.. kk.. i should stop dreaming now.. haha.. yeap.. aniway.. tune in to 93.3 fm at 11pm.. got music diary.. nice and touching stories... haha.. had been listening to it ever since sec 2 wor.. haha loyal listener.. hehe okok.. bye peeps.. enjoy the night...

HaVe I FouNd My GoAlS in LiFe??

hey.. peeps.. if ya is reading my blog.. thanks for supporting all this while.. aniway.. went for jap tap dance todae.. it was cool, dynamic and suai.. okies.. yeah.. one of the trainer is suai.. hahha i shall nt elaborate... hmm..was quite easi to get adapted and in tune wif the dance step.. yea yea.... then cancel my date wif my dear.. cos kinda tired and no time as i gotta rush for a jap exchange in syc at 7.. jud somehow dunno why, mi din feel the pain when i cancel the appointment.. y? is it that my feeling for him faded.. or am i used to it.. disappointment times and times, again and again.. hmm.. i realli confussed.. aniway.. was rather enjoying at the jap exchange.. was beri impressed by a testimonial given by a nus ger.. she is so brave.. if i was in her state..i would have break down.. all thanks to diamoku.. and this wonderful mystic law.. hmm.. den guess wat.. if i m nt wrong there was this guy whu belong to spsd i think.. whu look kinda similar to "him".. erm.. ya.. the feature.. oso sharp nose wan.. think maybe guys wif sharp nose catches my attention.. aniway he realli look like him...every little inch i could observe.. hmm.. and he boarded the same bus wif mi.. oppz.. hehe.. dunno hav i realli get over him and forgotten abt him.. yesh.. i admit the "him " might be a selfish and rotten guy.. but.. it can nv wash away his image back in my mind.. no matter how mani gers feeling he has cheated and played mi like a fool.. still his image will still lingers.. i think... haiz.. then the ger was mentioning that.. the darkest the hr, the nearest the dawn.. which i agree too.. yea.. no maytter wat set back u suffered.. it would not be there forever... everything happens for a reason.. hmm..ya back to the jap ppl.. they are so kawaii neh... woo.. love them men.. yeap.. pei fu wif their seeking spirit... yeap.. tml is my b law retest.. good luck to mi.. and blaw presentation wor...gohonzon blessed mi... haha.. when can i realli find my mr.right?? or is he alr there.. but i have alwyas overlooked?? orh.. tell mi... hai... life has all sort of taste...

s & w TreKkInG aNd taS FaMilY TaLk SessIOn..

hey hey.. here i m gonna write sum of my thoughts on todae happening.. yeps.. todae help out in sch s &w trekking attachment.. was kinda tiring cos din had enough slp last night.. oppz.. was playing maple story.. haha.. aniway.. woke up late todae so i was the last to reach the club hs.. hmm.. den after that we started our 4 hr trekking actvity at ard.. 8.. was realli a good warm up.. make mi sweat and wet alot.. y? cos todae was raining heavily at macritchie haha.. yep.. was drenched frm head to toe.. luckily hp was not wet.. hmm.. den after that reach macritchie at ard 11.30... phew.. i jus indulge my self in resting and sitting down.. only to realise my hand is swollen all of a sudden.. shit.. quickly i call out to ben.. ask him wat happen to my hand.. den he told mi that my blood was not flowing properly that y.. haiz.. scared mi.. after that .. stomach was "screaming" so went up the park for our lunch sponsored by our advisor.. jalal.. hehe.. had ice-cream too.. yep.. not vbad after all.. hmm.. den after that we took the sch bus back to np.. we were all shack and relieved to be bk in sch again.. aniway after the bath.. tas council had a small tok regarding our up coming event.. was rather a heart to herat tok.. though each had diff opinion.. abt a common issue.. but realli hope.. the talk can last till evening.. cos is like.. in a committee.. sumtime we realli lacked for this kind of family tok.. as each of us are buzi fulfilling our role in the club.. for y? we love the club.. yes.. that the passion that keeps us in the club.. hmm.. so lets tolerate any further differences and sort it out tru tok kay.. that more like a family.. haha.. yep.. aniway.. was beri happy wor.. got ppl leave comments le.. haha.. yea.. and xiao.. haha i miss u too.. hope to see ya again.. soon.. i guess.. haha.. muackx,... yep and tml is the 1st YCF training... yea.. Jap Tap Dance..,,,, here i Come....

a daY fuLl Of SuRpRisEs AnD FuN..

woohoo.. a few day din blog le.. sorry peeps was kinda busy woith my project report that y din relli have the time to update abt mi. hehe.. aniway.. mi getting fine here.. yeap.. finally doing finished the last report le.. next wk get ready for presentation.. and.. the exam will be arriving soon.. sob.. aniway.. yest attened tasic 16 survial skill lesson.. was rather interesting though not much turn up.. disappointed.. aniway... recently jus knew.. one special person.. haha who seem to share the same thought and common reaction on the same issue.. nice to meet her aniway.. so yep.. we met up todae.. and realli had tons of fun.. though is our first meet up.. and was kinda tired now.. cos yest had a conference call with her and babes.. yepp onli managed to slept at five.. kinda deprived of slp now.. hmm.. den went town to take neo sticker.. was realli interesting.. the pic we took are rather cute though after some creative drawings of her friend ginni.. i think.. haha.. aniway.. was rather smooth todae.. managed to bith abt a particular person.. and realli wonders.. how can a person not sick of telling lies.. y must he/she.. keep telling lies? is it realli fun it will onli makes mi even more pissed of.. and heartbroken if he is my dearest.. haha luckily he is not.. yep..tml.. having ec lect and Cm tutiorial.. shit.. haven do.. the tutorial yet.. haha.. ok think i gtg do le.. update soon Yea..

WeDnEsDaE..A tiriNg Dae..

OhBahwa.. haha.. todae was kinda a shock cum tiring dae for mi.. shock at the rest i got.. cos it was not that fantastic which i tot it was supposed to though ya.. i did pass.. haiz.. sad sad.. den was rushing out for Financial pLanning project cos the dateline is like arghhh.. tis fri.. and is like there are two other project due ton next week.. diao.. realli short of time now.. haiz.. that gotta struggle like hell in the library jus now... 8 pm den end our mini discussion regarding the topic on Retirement scheme by CPF.. haha rather slack though.. but come bk den realise that Ben tan actualli post the marking scheme jus now.. den is was like we miss out.. two parts.. which carries i think 30 us percentage.. my oh my.. sob.. cos we left out compare and contrast and the adv, disadv.. sob.. left onli tml and fri.. gotta pia.. le wor.. haiz.. aniwae.. tonite was rather ordinary.. did the usual stuff, had a chat wif my dear nuthing much lo.. he jus mention regarding his dae in camp todae.. mi jus update him lo.. haha.. haiz.. hope for some happening tml.. for i be going to the dentist, having My Business Ett class, followed by a tution class for Ginni.. haha can get my tution fee.. finally.. yep.. think will update tml.. yeah.. do check it OuT YeAh!

Ec flash back.. grattitdue or grumbles..??

haha.. hmm this entry is my reflection for e-commerce. was supposed to do one.. so here is my personal opinion.. hmm.. e-commerce is rather intersting but at time tedious. Cos interesting is that we be able to post our stuff online for others to see.. tedious is when we almost completed the whole workshop den realise that the webpage is nt shown as wat we expected den has to go tackle certain part. Worse still.. sum even had to re-do the whole process and is like. we student are almost runing out of time for project and assignment but yet misfourtune has to befalls on us. Luckliy we has a patient and strict tutor to guide us in every part of the project if not, For e-commerce it will be my death pit. So yeps.. after all the guidence by Nelli Chew, Ec wasn't that bad afterall.. was rather a satisfaction when completed.. and graded.. hmm.. yepz.. that all for my reflection on ec... hee