self -high even Before the start of chingay spirit booster..

a great field Visit to BlooMberg..

yea.. todae is reall a cool cool dae.. everything goes cool todae.. oppx wat am i say saying.. haha tis morning wake up le.. took care of the 1 yr sis.. haha she is becoming more cuter each dae.. yep.. den had my branch.. mum bought from market.. yea. den happen to tok abt SSA and nikken.. discusiing how to bring the topic to my aunt abt nikken cos she now follow them le.. is really a challenge for us now.. hopefully we hav the oppournity to tok to her.. cos she stay wif my grandma.. at muar.. hmm and we go back onli thrice a year.. so hmm.. yep.. den mi get prepared to meet peiyoke at raffles for our port folio management , a trip to bloomberg on level 21 at capital sqaure.. omg.. it is realli a great eye opener..

u get to see the prices of corporate bonds and stuff, prices.. oh my.. then was asked to choose our tag when we reach level 21.. den was brough to the pantry.. tat its the highligh i can nv imagine.. their pantry realli dun look like pantry look more like super market but neater de.. jus like.. those seven eleven kind.. we are ask to take the drink ourselve.. i too nescafe lattee can de.. haha my friend took perrier.. and there are like chocalate everywhere in their respective coloum realli dun look like pantry omg.. more like living room.. then there are like screen at our siting are for us to view stock even if during rest time.. so cool rite?

yea then was brough in to the bloomberg training room whereby one person is given a set wif two terminal.. two wor.. my gosh den is like the mouse can link from one to the another.. den was rewarded wif a financial magazin bloomberg pencil and note book.. haha nice nice.. love the pencil cos bright luminous orange with the woor BLOOMBERG on it... yea.. the course ended aroun 5 but we stayed there till 6 cos too mani thing to find for our project and when the trainer is teaching jus now dun have much time to search for the statistic and final figure we wanna.. haha end up.. stay till we found it.. cool... sumhow.. doubts is half clear.. left the practical part for the project.. left with atia, nur, thiong hien, yifeng den of we went went around taking pictures yea.. nice fountain jus beside the building.. so yeap.. next stop was STARBUCKS!! y? cos they giving put free regulaer drink yesh!! is free.. from 5-7

so we went to the nearest de.. haha to our surprise the queeu is nt really tat long.. haha.. den nur help mi ordered a caramel frapucinno.. nice drink.. cos she more pro in statrbucks.. old staff neh.. haha.. yep.. enjoy the drink alot.. and thiong order rumba frapacinno.. nice... den mi went off first cos need to rush to marina for work lo.. at 6.. and i m already late haha.. but is ok.. cos my collegue dun mind working for mi too.. so nice hor.. yeah tat is "venezia" family.. whaha.. cool work was cool saw alot of our age grp de.. in prom grown.. should be going for pan pascific hotel de ba.. mei nu and jun nan.. haha.. yea.. den jus finish toking to dear abt tmr outing.. oppx.. hey i do admit u realli noe mi insside out yea.. ok la u win.. haha.. realli glad to have met him in my life.. thanks dear!!

Cute SweEt storY

once
there is this very old couple

at this cold and rainy day
they hold hands
and walked slowly into macdonalds
then as the walk in
the held many admiration from many other young couples seating around
then they walk to the most end of the mac
and sat down
the little old man then proceed to the counter
:
and bought a hamburger meal
then as he went back to the table
he carefully unwrap the hamburger
and split the hamburger into half
and he carefully counted the french fries

:
and divide them equally among him and his old wife
that brough many attention from other people
:
they were amazed at how this 2 coupld shared their food
they were so loving
and the old man would take a sip on the drink
:
and the old woman would take her turn and take a sip
just then 1 young man would not take it any longer
he went up to this couple
and offered to buy the old woman another hamburger meal

but the old man declined his offer

she said:" thank you, but im used to sharing"

and the man walked away

howevery the young man decided to give it another try and went up again

then he noticed that the old woman was not eating anything
she was seating tht
there
watching her husband eat
leaving her share on the tablle
the young man confused
walked up and asked:" why dun I buy the food 4 u?"
the old woman
again said
I’m used to sharing
no thanks
after some time
the young man was very confused as the old woman still haven start eating
so he decided to ask her
why are u not eating your food? what are you waiting for?
the old woman looked at him
and she said.

"THE TEETH":
Publisher note: It is a lil humourous at the end.. but dun u find it rather sweet and cute if it were to happen to us when we reach tat age..

GReaT dAe!!

yox!!.. todae woke up super ultra late.. guess wat.. i woke up at 11.. when my tutorial was supposed to start at 11.. den no choice bath le.. pia down to take cab.. use back the bag i used yesterdae.. no time to transfer..ahah. the fare cost mi 6.70.. argh.. pain.. heart, pocket pain.. hmm but no choice cos i dun wann miss sally chew tutorial as it is on dinning ettiteqe.. nice module.. nice teacher.. i have statrted to like her even if last sem when she taught us bix ettit shw seem to be a more cold teacher in IS. However tis sem she is realli different and funny teacher.. will joke and get serious at times.. her sense of dresing is sumthing very different.. forever so professional, the way she tok, gestures and taught us more on interatcive business skill is sumthing worth.. rewarding.. hmm.. LOVe IBS, RMGT, IB, ECD alot.. all the module!!

yeah.. den during our two hr break go convention there touch up on our ecd report.. project session was fun.. cool!! den we even touched on the date we wanna go for blood donation.. oh ya.. before the IBS tutorial end. mrs chew ask for volunteer for the shot again.. yeah.. i of cos i volunteer for it.., even call GK to got for the shot.. but all my class mate nt free.. hmm ani takers wanna try? whaha.. is on 10 dec 9am -3pm.. hehe.. jus nice is CR1 ygm.. tat night i guess..

After project.. went to lt 45 to have our.. IBS lecture.. cool.. tis time was henry koh.. a reall fnyy, passionate laecture.. whi seem to tell us everything he noes.. enjoyed his lect thoroghly!! one part i remember was super funny..he was go through the 1st lecture notes slide.. which is nt wat we have for todae lect material.. out of curiosoity i coppied down all the points as it is essential for my data gathering call.. i feel.. so i hapily copied down.. den xinyi frm 02 i think pat mi frm behind telling mi is from week one de notes.. i was like.. huh.. realli? cos i miss lect one.. so i took out my IBS file, took a quick glance .. oh my.. is realli 1st week material.. out of curiosity i let him tok finish le, raise up my hand and ask him to clarify reagarding the one he is teaching no.. and the one we supposed to know by the end of the lect.. guess wat.. he commented:" wah tat a good one! everyone lets give her a round of applause!" i was like diao.. damn paiseh.. cos i was jus asking wat most of my class mates wanna ask.. jus tat i m more daring at that time to raise hand out of 100 plus student.. including student from red campus.. (3 dae.. poly attachment student from sec sch)..

haha.. den after lect supposed have NTU talk de.. but is like hello.. NTU, busincess.. whu will stay? end up..half the lect is empty.. perhaps if SMU come.. cfm full house.. but oppx.. is ntu lo.. guess they should got for enginerring.. whaha.. aniway i was the most whu left, left with seeyan to rush down town to work, take over sophia and lyn shift.. todae have been traveling on cab.. whaha.. den work till 10.30.. working wad great met funny friendly customer.. guess wat sensei sae is really true.." change for the enviroment and nt the enviroment change u!"--- this statement will be reflected in the stories later.. given by....

NICE STORY.. Credit by Gk..
long ago
there is this little mouse
and 1 day this mouse was on his way home and saw a genie stucked in a bottle

the mouse went and saved the genie
the genie was glad and said he would help the mouse no matter what
so the mouse told the genie
I want to become a cat
so that I will not be chased by a cat again
:
and the genie granted the mouse's wish
after sometime
the cat came back
and this time
the cat wanted to become a dog
because the cat was chased by a dog
:
the genie granted the cat's wish again
and after a month
the dog came back
and the dog said he wanted to become a lion
cuz he was chased by a lion
and he went off as a lion
after some time
the lion came back
this time the lion wanted to become a human
cuz he was almost killed by a hunter
the genie turned the lion back into a mouse
and told the mouse
no matter what u become
u would still be afraid of something
:
because
deep down u
:
u are still a lion with the of a mouse
unless u change yourself there is nuttin I can help u
-the end-

touching , meaningful song...

yoz.. rmb the previous post i was saying that i had fallen inlove with steph sun song on
<<>>.. it was actualli introduced by our dear sisi.. when tat time we had our anniversary night on sat after yiheng daimokukai at my house.. tat night was realli well spend.. enjoy myself alot... cos therewas realli lots of interaction among our 29th council.. so glad tat we can seen one naother again after half a yr.. i guess.. haha.. ur are a huge bunch of funny ppl.. hmm.. den got.. 3rd for lucky draw..nv in my life.. but i prefer the bolster to the table.. haiz.. so heavy.. luckliy wenfeng they all got car, van.. so still ok..after ann night went bugis breeko to chill, order a tropical drink.. opps. is low fat milk belended with strawberries.. yep.. den chatted for a while.. look thru all the pic we taken jus now.. soon everyone started to leave as most of us are tired after a long dae.. soon i took asman car.. back to somerset to take NR home.. whaha.. mi. sisi, ariff took NR back.. to sisi hs.. initalli wanted go hm de.. but she worried abt my safety den ok lo..i stay in her room.. whaha.. realli had a wuality chat tat night.. from police.. life.. to perception of regrets.. den to relationship..tata the most juicy part..felt uterlly upset when she shared .. the process.. esp i had sorta been thru wif them since i was a member they are already a couple.. haiz.. realli tok a lot.. the more she tok.. the more i felt upset.. dunno la.. to think.. sumone whu has always been a mr nice guy to mi yet.. thinking is such narrow minded.. and has hurt my dear friend is jus like a knife slashed across my chest..den as she shared.. i became more awake.. den she also let mi listen to the above song.. tat is the song she passed by.. when she was down and venting her anger on shopping.. I cried.. when i was listening.. i jus can't helped it.. see lah.. sisi wat good deed u done.. haha.. aniway.. i am glad to be able to share some of ya sorrows.. rmb i always be there.. ever.. since then i have been looking for this song.. share share with your the lyric..


- steph sun

i don't wanna lose you,
but i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't wanna hate you,
i don't wanna take you,
but i don't wanna be the one to cry.
and that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

now, i could never change you,
i don't wanna blame you.
baby, you don't have to take the fall.
yes, i may have hurt you,
but i did not desert you.
maybe i just wanna have it all.

it makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
and like a fool who will never see the truth,
i keep thinking something's gonna change.
and there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where i used to lay?

and there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
there's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough.
oh...

LivinG lifez w/o regrets!!

wake up at 8am in the moring left hom at 8.45 went over to my kid, weiliang house for tution.. this time round mi brought a dinosaurs book with mi, hoping to spike his interest in interacting wif him.. IT works!!.. we tok abt power ranger.. and i even let him try a bit of my lime juice.. as i was teaching him on fruits last lesson.. was supposed to bring mango there as he had nt tried it before.. but shop to early nv open.. haha.. he commented it was nice and wan mi to bing more next time.. haha so happi.. finally he is nt scared of mi le.. and he even wanna mi leave the book behind for him to read... wah!! was realli beri happy.. den waited 5 min for the bus to sch.. reached school aroun 1059.. 1 min before i was considered on the dot.. find my seat and quickly prepared for the lecture.. the lecture was cool.. jeff wu.. shared sum reallu stupid funni joke.. haha.. yep.. den after lecture rush up to level 3 to rehearse our part.. for the presentation for IB>. though was a lil unhappy sum where.. as nt all were in one mind.. rmb one actualli sae i was agressive.. am i realli? or am i jus purely excited.. haiz.. dunno.. well.. ppl perception is n t sumthing i could contrl.. haiz.. so perhaps i will be a bit less "agressive"? haha.. The result of the presentation was good!! yeah.. den went to atrium pass my dad com.. and sat in the atium ewas abt to sat down when i noticed kenny.. so invited him for my ygm as well as we started on tmr tutorial.. it was cool.. hmm.. i met cindy ( my member) ard 5 plus.. at atrium.. haha . went to sic to pass francis the YGM ticket.. for him to invite his friend..soon nelly came.. we went campus deli to grab a bite.. soon lyn arrive in sch too.. and we mad our way to club hpuse.. only to see tat.. there are more instructors den members todae.. oh my.. as the three of us is nt in physical attire.. we left soon after,.. a while.. and we met benjamin down the stairs.. haha he is so hardworking com all the way to NP to study as well as running with jean and asman.. cool.. too bad we no attire if nt cfm join them.. haha but we made a deal le.. every mon is our ex-council.. training time.. wah.. whahah.. to train for the next expedition to tahan in april as well as for my 3rd attempt for napfa!.. the visit to qneens way was good saw alot of nice variet of shoes ranging from casual to sprot wear.. and i fall in love with an addidas sneaker.. it is jus so different frm the rest.. after walking for sum stores realised tat there is not much price different..lyn and mi set on the same shoe.. whaha but is 141 after discount acsis de.. oppx..den we went up for dinner at MAC.. diner was great luff alot during the tok.. when toking back abt js , tasic, aos, updating nelly abt all this three event when she is nt around.. yep..din noe times pass so fast.. even before i could finishe it was 10.30 liao.. so we made our way back.. no 147 in sight.. den it came after 2 min.. den miss my bus 75 cos.. was supposed to flag it.. but i tot there is ppl alighting o i did nt wave lo.. end up.. zroom.. it zoom past mi.. nelly was so worried tat i no bus back even volunteered to pass mi 5 bucks to take cab back.. luckily haven took cos it cames jus after a 15 min.. and as the bus past my the back gate.. darren, aiaha boared up the bus.. yep.. had a great tok with guo zhen.. hehe.. okok... tat all no.. super tired... gtg orh le.

a dae full of surprise

* a great cocktail party in school for IBS module*

*an enjoyable, tiring, but fun experience in fliming to promote sch of BA to the secondary sch student by experienced production crew!!*

This are the satement which we got to speak to the camera at blk 72 level 8.(one of the big room...haha

1) Have u got wat it takes? (dry run 1, mock 1, rolling 2 + 4 tries for the takes to be successful!! yipee!).

2) Zest and Passion, BA got the winning drive! (dry 1, mock once actual 2)-----> getting a bit better..

3)Come Join us.... ! (this is much more simple--->dry 1 actual take 1).

4)Make BA the school of business and accountancy your first choice! (.. this is coooolllll it took mi 5 min to memorise the phrase.haha.. (---->dry 2 ,actual take 2)----

*End at 6.30* after the take at level three the car park.. amazing we saw the inital D car.. hard to believe but all of the crew and my friend saw it.. --one in a million chance ba co i tot the car is only used in the production for the sake of the INital D movie..*

*Rush to work at 7.30.at marina square.. supposed to reach by 6.. oppz.. the night was ok .. miss my dinner.. cos no body to tend the shop.. and loss of appettie to eat.. oppz* ( still the night was great esplande was beautiful... shall faster pray for a digi cam so tat i could take down all beatiful shots.. rather den jus wat i write.. *praying hard for one by the end of christmas*.. peeps u noe wat to do? haha jus kidding..

Tat sums up my dae =)...... hapPi!!!

FuiFilLmEnT oF REaLISaTIon

p.s: i'm gonna change the stlye of writting now.. after sum comments our our dear ****n. u noe whu u are.. aniways thanks..
Synopis of the past two dae 17-19
Past two dae on fri was great , had tutorial at 11 den wnet uphill and down hill to borrow laptop from sharon .. thanks ger.. cos lazy to bring mine from home as we having a nrpsd dialogue in sch wif all our beloved mambers and friends . Den reach tutorial room mi over shot cos i was late by 5 min.. hurry set up lappy and prepared myself for the tutorial.. the tutorial was cool cos we learn how to use excel to compute our portfolio geometric mean and stuff.. beside mi was lorrain she help mi a lil.. great thank to her men.. hehe..and May too.. thanks ger..soon after tat was break time went over to bt.timah to have duck rice with sum of our class guys as usual our big clicks.. haha.. had a good tok and quantity lunch.. soon we all took cab backfor our lecture at 3 . L

Lecture was great though mrs tsang delayed a bit due to our noisy ness in terms of adminstration and stuff.. basically sch was great!! perhaps my life condition were quite high ba.. felt realli good tat dae.. haha though the sun was nt doing a kind deed but still it does not hampers my mood of later dialogue session cos is sumthing i had been looking forward after much oreparation at xinyi house on thurs.. after our dinner with weilun and sharon and N.Y.D.C.. great bake rice yea? mi first time eat too.. but glad i din make a bad recommendation.. nice hanging out with ur !!thanks alot for the accompany!! though i wanderalone at shaw for around half an hr tat dae.. before meeting up with sharon.. but by wandering alone.. i learn to love the ppl ard mi.. trying to look things at a diff angel.. bordeom sumhow dun bothers mi.. dunno why.. perhaps knowing that i be meet my comrades.. makes mi feel great. so tat dae manage to buy the bdae pressie for cai..

Back to fri.. when i reach the light house(underpass) eelynn. siewhoon. s.h,x.y francis were already there.. almost mistaken francis for terry cos he was wearing a shirt.realli look like terry lo... from the back haha..ok.. den we began by games at 6. follow by wan xiang encouragement and dialogue and i did the rounding up.. initally nt mi de was the iic .. den last min sae they got to leave early.. mi realli stunned sumhow the absence of iic mi suddenly seem weak.. but still i noe i got no choice i was like.. huh.. mi round up? ok.. i told myself ok" tis time for me to show my stand alone spirit!"" within the one hour.. mi realli craaack my head keep thinking how can i do a good round up cos.. it stats well and i wanna end it well in order nt to waste the other cic effort in preparing for this dialogue. actualli i onli did wat ever i can so suddenly siewhoon pass mi the picture for my dialogue on "happiness" den i used it to con clude too lo.. haha.. luckily the effect was ok.. manage to blend in.. by my one pieace one pieace english whaha.. really a big clap of all those whu took their time off to join us..!! *hugz*!! and all my fellow cic ur did a good job cos i have been trying to cut and stop the dialogue to round up at 7.30 but i could see the dialogue is proceeding very well..one of it was terry he realli surprised mi.. on surface he seem to be co hold it cool cool de dun tok de.. yet.. he told mi he need a few more min to share.. realli happi! tat how a dialogue should be.. will feed back for more dialogue.. haha in tat way we realli strengthen each everione of our bond.. rite? perhaps jus a fridae gathering ba.. den whu ever who need a person to tok too or encourgaement.. friedae. 6.30 light house waiting for u!!.. opps.. have been writting alot.. pardon of ani reader of mine.. ha

Ok next i will go into todae!!.. yeah this is realli a long post i guess.. longest in all my entries? haha.. sat morning was realli tired.. does nt have enough of sleep..mental challenge to teach my pr1 kid at 12.30... cos mentally i m realli tired.. but deep down is my pay day so die die also must drag myself to go.. and do my best.. so yeap.. i break thru!! i did nt doze off for even a min.. nv close my eye.. cos while he was writting i was looking thru his other assignments and cracking jokes wif him.. dunno how i find the energy.. i believe is the effect of the morning gongyo tat i did after bathing.. it has sort of awake mi lil.. thus elevate my life condition.. so end the tution den was crossing the bridge to took a bus.. 963 a bus came.. i boarded it.. guess wat.. i sensed sumthing wrong when it gos the PIE way.. cos if 963 should be woodland.. den loong time din took to woodland le tot mabbi they changed route..sumhow i sensed sumthing wrong after that.. immediately turn to an aunti beside mi.. ask her if this is 963 she was like no, is 960 to bugis.. wah.. tat comment.. is like water splashes on my face arghhh.. i took the wrong bus and to make things worse i m already late le.. if U-turn and go back it will take another 20 min.. i be supper late.. for the marine parade duty for sensei exhibition but tat seem the one way out..

Tis time round, mi screened carefully at the bus number making sure nuthing goes wrong and i stopeed msging too.. realised i can't multi task well when lack of slp..yep.. reach woodland around 3.10.. was terribly sorry siewhoon and sharon gotta wait so long..sorry ger.had dialogue on the bus . reach the exbition area.. marine parade CC i was realli impressed by sensei works.. and was really touched by sum of the passer by impression on sensei art pieace. most of them was sorta impressed and remarked that such art work is pieaces of real genius art piece. sum even wanted to buy the art pieace. It change my perception tat actually singapore do have alot of ppl whu will appreciate good works.. cos i have always tat that life is so hectic but.. it proves mi wrog.. it cought mani ppl attention even families.. one i actualli rmb they wrote in their impression was somthing like" the one who do this is genius, the one who put the poetry together is a great genius". tat all i can rmb.. the menaing is sumthing similar.. i was realli impressed by this even an outsider remarked abt it.. how can we nt feel touched and fortuate that sensei is still wif us in this era when we are still able to see him ..

Siewhoon went to buy dinner for us den mi and sharon was busy confirming our member for our tmr mass home visitation.. whaha the process of reaching out was realli good!! expeecially when they are free and availble for us to go their house to have a dialogue .. esp for the 111 target for our nrpsdywd!! so the day wnet after doing sum oacking up of stuff and one funni thing happen.. when the packing up was almost done*luff*.. sharon.. u noe wat i m hinting yea.. oppz.. ok.. so there we went hm in cab as for our poor ger.. she took 16 back hm.. long journey but i guess u made realli full use of it rite.. haha.. came home and watch FULL house Korean SHOW.
**LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR**
P.s gotta meet 6.30 at BP plaxa means.. 5.30 got to wake up..... sobz.. great challenge

heyz.. New Daez!!

yozz.. hows everybody.. tis feel dae have rather been rountine.. ok eith tutorial or lect let mi see i guess i been skipping 3 lect in the past two dae.. ultra tired and feel abit sick lo.. haiz.. oh ya happi birthdae charlene..i m sure tis birthdae will be super memorable rite?? of marx gesture.. woo.. so sweet.. how i wish mine could be half like him.. haha jus kidding.. happi for ya..oh ya.. now update first in case tmr no energy to update cos i be going sentosa.. for wat leh.. tanning la.. if nt see rock? whaha yep.. with my cream of crops.. followed by shopping with sharon san.. and dinner.. den hmm.. *surprise* for mi to know for ya to find out.. guess tmr wil be as usual packed.. as for fri we having put nrpsd dialogue.. excited.. whaha.. oh my hmm guess s tis week is realli packed to the brim.. oh my.. as for next week i haven submit my schedule to sophia.. cham ar.. dunno work wich dae.. cfm thurs is out i be having napfa.. fri meeting dear.. mon tue wed? haha nt sure la.. see how it goes.. but feel like worjking sat.. cos is the only dae i can work long hrs.. haiz.. see how ba.. oh.. recently i guess i have fallen in love with landy song.. the "zu wo sheng ri kua le".. haha.. nice nice.. it has been in my ear.. since i guess 2 dae ago.. haha..even on 93.3 it was playing.. oh.. guess if ani guy ever sang mi tat song cfm will be like william fried.. sho sae" melt diao" haha.. though nt realli sure.. wat the lyric but sounds pleasing can le.. hmm.. sian another week gone.. so fast four week le.. must pia project le.. haha.. k la i blog till here see tmr got new update ma.. hehe

humph.. life is??

humph.. had been sumtime since i last blogged.. perhaps nt much exciting things happen so din blog ba.. hmm.. recently alot of things had been runing thru my mind.. things are no longer the same animnore.. perhaps it has been even more complicated.. yesh the subject of human.. the sense of feeling when u felt really shity at times.. words tat u say dosen't seem to be understood and appreciate.. actions tat i have done made mi look as if it is redundant.. i may nt voice or express anithing.. but deep down.. whu noes i m nt hurt inside.. can't ur just step out of ya own world to look at other ppl.. hated the feeling when being viewed as transparent.. where is the huma revoulution ur always mention? perhaps.. yep.. i m too sensitive.. making a fuss out of this.. but i am jus sad.. when times.. i have been trying to keep up wif my pace of life.. toking to u yet u cut me off by diverting ur attention.. issn't this the body language that tells mi u r nt interested u seem to care for sum others then ur old friend whu been wif u thru thick and thin.. argh.. seem tat i m complaining abt wats happening.. perhaps before i even complain should chant.. for my wisdom to think things thru.. argh.. i hate growing up.. have to face wif so mani responsibilites, problem and tropuble.. but i got no other choice.. well,,, jus live wif it ba. haiz.. next week schedule i guess is full but mi realli wanna sign up for the kick boxing lesson haha.. is on every tue. statrs next week.. summore so near my hs.. ok.. hmm.. yep.. guess next tue, fri and thurs is kinda book.. oh ya sat too got ann nite.. troubled of wat to wear sian.. haha.. perhaps will get my dear to help mi choose outfit.. but i kinda toght tis month.. lend 200 to my mum, 100 to dear.. now left with 100 plus to survive.. must realli scrimp and save.. still got so mani friend birthdae coming.. oh my... haha.. hmm.. shall see how it goes ba.. hope mum able to retune mi the money soon.. haha.. as for dear de.. hmm i gues she can onli return mi next month.. so hai.. by den mabbi become bad debts.. haha.. k la.. tmr having two tutorial and lect.. guess i be skipping the lect.. ultra boring.. den change to giving tution to cover for my thurs sentosa outing with my class of babes ba.. hehe.. this whole week is realli packed.. oh my.... i m tired!!!

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REceollectIOn... Nice.. mails..

As i was surfing the net, look thru all those mail my friend send mi.. suddenly a sense of huang jui flooded my mind.. i patienly re-click all the mails.. and it brought mi back all the memories again.. hmm.. though mi m,ay be a strong perosn on the surface.. actualli mi nt realli de strong de.. still will break down and cry if there is a need too.. as dfor sentimental... haha no one can beat mi... few letters of the past could make mi weep.. hmm.. tis are sum of the mail.. i found it realli coo to share with all of ya.. haha.. hope it enters ya life too..


This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....
However,the girl's father does not like him and
want them to stop the relationship......
So, the boy wrote this letter to the little girl.
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself
11 If we w! ere marr ied, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad..... However, the boy told the girl before to
"READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning only to
read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13......
So. Please read it again!....it's so smart n sweet...
Interesting right??

Another New touchiNg link Tat my Pal send mi..glad to review it again... it melted mi.. hope it melted u too!!
http://wang-yuan.nease.net/wygs.htm

Reformatted my Com!!.. A nEW liFe!!

hey dude.. its been awhile since i last blogged yeah? haha of co.. la.. com short tempered hard to pen down my thought here... hmm.. hoildays ending soon.. seem like this one month plus has been rather fullfilling.. busy withVenezia work, tution, sd mtg.. and also.. our.. nuaing cum leisure time... haha.. let sing.. so far in this hoildayed.. managed to sing twice of KTV, watch 4 shows althogether, moscow street, jing zhi yu nian, one more chance and the maid.. whaha.. cool yeah.. den hmm.. went to slesgie to rtry their ever soft bean curd.. finnally afr=ter so mani attempt and urge to go.. had.. steamboat at a different place in bugis, had numerous dinner at pasta mania.. hmm.. and of cos.. been to bf.. house to accompany him and watch sum of his thailang training clips.. how they went thru their survival lesson.. cool.. took alot of stuff frm his home.. whaha thumbdrive, distillution tablets for next time use in camps.. hmm..yep.. ehaha..life is realli enriching till.. i have nt met up with amanda.. yet.. a good friend whu have been with mi ever since pri 3.. of cos.. this one month gave mi lots of up and down... to learn to take and give.. haiz.. guess nuthing in the world is perfect u jus got to sacrifice sumthing for other things..realli had an enjoable.. hoildae.. though our usual khaki for hanging out.. william is busy.. serving the nation.. but haha.. we shall see one another soon again.. pls dun think tat ya botakl head looks ugly k.. no body.. bothers to luff at u.. though we might.. whaha.. oh ya... btw.. this hoilday.. i and my collegues became closer.. whaha.. yesterdae we even tok abt the plans after graduate.. now venezia.. is demoniamted by.. ngee ann student.. cool yeah.. haha.. two of them is frm npcc last time de... now they CI( cadet onspector)..if onli i went for the CI course.. think i be buddy with them le.. haha but fate still draw us close.. we working in the same outlet, same passion.. and we decided after grad.. give ourself 6 mth grace.. to experence wat life gotta experience such as doing sumthing related to our diploma for 6 mths.. den sign up for police.. haha.. cos at least we get to enjoy before it is too late.. and we shall be in the same plattoon.. whaha..
One of my fav song in NPcc..

Purple light, in the vally
this is where i wan to be
with my dreams, close companion,
with my CI, my buddies and miiiii...


Memories... will still lingers.. and it shall be a reality sooN!!..

BernIce!!!! hASLinDA!!! We will strive to GO in THERE!!! POlice FOrcE!! here we are!!

..feLt InsPirEd..

The Mountain Story

A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain:
"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your .
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it."
YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!

ThanKx DuDE...

Hospital Windows

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man
was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain
the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen .
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to
find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for
himself.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."

HoilDaes..!!!

Yeah.. gues it been a while since i last updated my blog.. haha.. sumone is already bu nan fan wor.. haha ya la.. here i am to pen down my thoughts over the past few weeks.. haha finally is hoildae time.. exam was a tedious one.. as it is my heaviest sem tis sem.. was realli stressed!! but now is all over.. hope can do well.. aniway.. has been kinda.. the same for the past few dae.. guess i gained wt le.. must make use of this hoildae to do more workout.. ahaha.. and sweat all out men.. haha.. oh ya.. btw we also studied ay syc.. and followed by sum wonderful desert and dinner, cum evening gongyo.. studying and chatting was fun in a way too.. haha hope we have more chance to do it often.. yeap.. oh ya.. it benn a long time since i mention abt my bf yea? haha he is surviving well over in thailand.. and he be back on the 26 4am.. haha intend to go received him de.. but 4am wor.. haiz.. he ask mi to arrange with his dad.. but i shy la.. scared scared. haha.. aniway.. we shall see.. hmm.. kinda miss him.. it been like a mth since he left spore.. haha.. wonder did he grow more man ma.. haha.. okok.. hmm.. guess the next few week will be realli busy.. busy Home V, studying in good books, dialogue... etc.. haha life is getting more and more.. enriching... and oh ya.. kotekitai training was great jus got a new frm shimin that she wanted mi to try out on tuba.. whaha.. shiok.. hopefull i fit the month piece.. if nt hopefully i get flute or sax? haha.. mi realli wanna a instrument where i can practise at hm.. haha.. but tuba is cool too.. kinda developed a passion in it.. yeap.. hehe.. so far think tat all for now.. hopefully.. i be ablte to reach my target .. Hm visit.. 10 of my member this month.. whaha.. i believe is possible de.. whaha... chant for mi yea.. i will cahnt too.. whaha btw.. mi will still be working at venexia.. wanna com eat ice-cream?? haha drop mi a call yea.. okok.. gtg leave le.. u peeps take Care!!

EnRicHIng LIfE...

hey peeps.. must have waited long for my entry rite? haha.. life for the past few dae is realli "cong shi".. till the extent that i met up with my comrades.. everydae.. almost... haha realli enjoyed the time planning for chalet, executing though alot fly us kite.. was a lil pissed.. but felt touched too.. cos.. alot of nrpsd ppl turn up.. haha.. we had a great time playing bluff.. LMAO.. was realli a fun experenice.. imagine nt sleeping.. guess it is our 3rd agm at chalet.. hmm it name has been changed to wsm.. weekly sharing mtg.. among the cic.. yeah.. was realli a good one.. imagine we stayed up whole night toking while mi trying to settle sum of my project stuff over at chalet tooo..took alot of pic.. enjoy the accompany yeah.. hehe.. aniway recently we jus had another session.. tis time.. we moved to changi.. exploring the quietness of the other end of singapore.. hehe.. supper at mac was cool.. tok chat.. dialogue is the best part of life.. listening to one another.. makes me a learned man.. yep.. overall it was the best wsm.. and we get to noe a new friend.. glenn.. haha a funny fella.. easy going guy..and we settle at teh viewing mall.. toking non-stop.. first we played the freg game.. tat reall took us a few hrs to finishe playing followed by some dialogue in the middle.. haha.. oh ya before that was chatting and luffing with benny too.. cos he mtging his friend den can't join us in our contagious laghter and crap.. opps.. still rem the paper constipation?? haha is a secret.. opps... yep.. den as the sun shine, we went over to kallang for breakfast.. is was cheap and good.. and after that we all wentt hm and i went to give tution.. wah was realli trying my best to be attentive.. and .. i made it.. yep so slept all my way when back hm at 3.. till 8.. den dad drove us to toapayoh to have crab meal.. haha was realli cool and shiok.. when can we have lobster meal?? HAHA yeap.. the dae end.. and came sundae.. sundae was supposed to meet our nrpsd family memeber to go for GD morning gongyoend up mi was ultura late.. when they end i den reach.. jus in time to catch the encouragemnet by GD.. nt bad after all.. though i was nt able to do my morning gongyo.. yeah.. but the feeling of starting the dae early by receving guidence from GD was a unqiue and special feel in mi.. realli engerxied my dae.. met yiheng , caifong , sharon, william to go for morning breakfast dim sum.. my fave.. den have porridgage.. alot of cold jokes crap in btw.. all becos of williamm.. haha.. make us realli dunno wanna cry or luff..haha.. den we went for friendship mtg.. is was cool... realli admire, salute to the ymd whu did nt give up his faith because things did nt got better but worse.. really admiere ya strong conviction in the gohonzon and that testimonials affirms my conviction strongly with gohonzon too.. den went for my kot training.. training was cool.. jus that i still have a trouble memorise the score.. hmm but i love the "sensei for u".. realli warm and touched..it is jus so tru of the urge and the strong wants to realli see sensei.. and how close he is to us.. my eye was alil wet when they sang it.. haha.. jus too emotional le..so yep the dae was concluded with a pie in BK.. yeah.. and i jua had my daimoku kai.. was a good one i enjoy muyself though was alil crappy in the middle.. benny sae de.. sob sob.. buut haha it helps to cover a bit of the hits up hopefully.. yeah.. okok tmr will be a better dae haha!! going wif cai to RP!!

NatIonAllLLL DaY!!! HaPPi bIRthDAe SpoRE!!

yoyo.. Happi birthdae to u (x3) happi birthdae to Singapore!! haha yep is our annoual birthdae celebrations.. almost every are of singapore.. u could sense the excitement and joyful nedd within them for this event.. sum are as a participant, performers, aude=ience, host.. bla.. SSA HQ1 FD item was selected in one of the item in heartland. HQ2 and 3.. also got their item over at the other ares.. sob...but we dun have.. hmm nonthless lets nt jus based oin this incident to feel upset.. everything ahhpens for a reasons.. haha.. yeap.. so todae mwt up with mok , sharon and cai to discuss further abt our chalet.. end up we din realli tok much but more on dialogue seesion toking anithing under the sun.. frm jokes, to relationship, friends ship.. bla bla.. haha guess it will nv stop nvm.. chalet we continue again.. haha.. yep.. had my favoutie orea mud cake.. hmm is delicious.. haha yep.. end up sharon and mok oth eat cheese cake.. haha.. so we continue our tok crap session.. tok abt our ideal gf, bf.. haha rite.. and sumbody kanna tease by mi wor.. opps.. haha.. okok hmm den guess wat as we are sitting inside the coffee club at the os a bit up there
den got a lot of army contractors in think hahaa lot of truck neh so samazng mi se ele.. mouth eye open wide.. haha.. so cool and reall kind feeling haha.. hmm think that all for todae ba.. last but nt least..I enjoy mei.

MalaYsia.. sale!!.. hurry hurry!!

yeah.. todae.. jus back frm johore.. hahah cos sch sorta half dae.. as we shifted our tutorials to be in the morninig.. so haha after noon no lesson, so mi, serene, and peiyoke.. the three beauties out of the six of us.. haha.. jus kidding.. opps.. went to jB de city square.. haha it was reealli a good shopping paradise.. realli shop till u drop.. too mani different stuff to enjoy.. moreover they having sales sum more.. haha guess tis time realli a great shou huo for us.. mi bough two tops, and a bag.. and enjoy my favourite strawberry milk shake frm mac.. and eating the mr robin.. chicken rice.. haha nice experience.. haha.. yep.. guess everything wnet smoothly and jus returned hm after going to siewhoon hs to get the nestor torres ticket.. for my memer and friends.. haha den chatted for a while or should i sae dialogue.. haha aniway.. enjoy the chat.. yep soon is gtting late so mi and xinyi made a move den while sending her home.. we tok a lot.. abt nrpsd.. hmm yeps... relli hope to see the unity of all ymds cic.. and the Ones.. they have.. yep.. so we must jia you together yeah.. haha.. ya.. guess is a happy dae.. shall end it short simple and sweet.... ciaoz..

GreAt VicToRy FoR cAmpuS coNnEctIon...

yo!! hows everybody? yeah it been long time since i last blog.. like the title mention, campus connection was a great success.. incase ur din noe whu was the organiser, it was alvin khoo, sharon , joycelyn and terry.. haha thumbs up to all of them.. hehe.. yep and all the members whu joined us too.. w/o ur.. campus connection wun be a success.. haha success in the sense that.. almost new faces are seen.. haha.. yea.. hoep more of this activity will be conducted.. to bond with the members.. yea.. hha.. toking abt CC.. guess it was the most memorable time.. and the most memorable cc u can ever experience.. cos y..haha lots of sanshoshima was attackng this event making the organiser.. suffer shock after shock.. but still haha t went smoothly.. w/o much dealy u guys did a wonderful job haha.. yep.. was reali happi with the attendance..as i reallli get to noe a lot of new friends.. new faces, and guess wat i am derrick is suppose to chair the dialogue, ended up i pair with eelynn.. and gk haha.. so sorry derrick.. cos i noe.. if i m there.. u wun tok... then it mi jus mi toking.. jus goving ya this platform for ya to open up and.. take the lead.. hehe.. opps.. yep.. was reallia great one.. before that was a game haha.. the game almost drive us crazy.. realli crazy.. imagine 30 plus ppl trying to stand and move about in like a 50 by 50 cm square.. ahha jus a rough guide.. den after that was the dialogue followed by graduation ceremony... those is a happy time.. but deep with us.. haiz.. realli hate to leave them.. i mean.. after all event, ycf, now they jus gotta proceed to their next chapter of life.. realli feel the pain at that moment.. now think back actualli guess is the right time too ba..i guess everything happens for a reasons.. haha.. yep so sonn after that we sang songa.. all the songs in the song sheet.. and wih our special highlight, we actualli last min bombed one item put up by all cic for the grads.. haha.. actualli is last min throw in de lo.. guess wuold have frighten sum of them haha.. cos food nt ready yet ma.. haha.. yeps.. den guess wat we sang "peng yong".. whaha.. nice and appropriate..for the climax.. yeps then followed by sum mingling ard.. and soon darkenss drawn is time to shoo all members to go hm cos getting late.. so send then to bus stop together with cai and sharon.. haha we so sweet hor.. well.. that always the fact for us the ywds.. haha.. yep.. aniway gues sthat when the happy times draws in.. we stayover.. at west coast.. din noe it is such a wonderful place to stay over night.. derrick, william, john, mi, sharon, alvin,cai fong stayed.. haha.. except for john left at 5

haiz.. though we realli wan him to.. tok and tok non stop

but the time has arrived for him to leave.. hai..haha before the start of the tok.. was actualli eating alvin help us bbq de kehab and hotdog.. ahah all i can sae is.. alvin u changed le.. u r changing for the better.. keep it up.. aniway.. is jus so funni we all find a place and sat down le.. except for john.. he been standing up while toking to us.. as if giving rallies.. haha.. aniway we are all ears open at that time.. yea., den after he left.. we started our AGM.. or should is sae.. asm.. haha annual sharing session.. haha yeah i definitely miss the times over ther.. toking as if there is no end to the world .. i dun wanna a annual one can weekly haha.. yea.. annual is jus too long for mi to look forward too.. how abt a weekly one? yea.. is coming soon..so we watch john back view as he makes his moves.. haiz.. still rmb that time how i used to be biased against him now i jus wished that he will come back nrpsd for more.. haha.. toning in west coast rocks!!..esp with those talkative bunch of us.. whaha... lets spread the virus to other cic as well ok.. haha.. stay tuned!!