I'M back AgAin...

Yox..

to all my lovely peeps who may have always stay tune to my blog..once again, i m back after a pretty hectic transistion during this few mths as was busy during day shift and now being posted to night.. phew.. perhaps more resting time and get along time..

However past few month has been pretty fufilling for me adn indeed i guess i have grown a lil..and NPSD too have grown a lil too.. Make new friends, adapt to a change of duties as well as met up with tas peeps, mani mani old freiends.. and not forgetting getting ready for my bestie wedding.. haha.. whih jus happen 2 days ago and i was appointed tio be her dinner emcee.. pretty excited before that but after doing it, felt really satisfied at ai as most ppl commented i have a talent for emceeing.. ahha wonders how true..

Past few mths have been busy preparing for CFG.. Meaning Chapter friendship gathering bheld by singapore soka asociation and search for my new love?? haha.. nah.. shall lets nature takes it place.. Up next will be agenting trip with one my friend follow by Our annual Tas trip.. KukUp... guess it be lotsa fun..

Shall upload more pic.. as pic say a thousand word .. but meanwhile i have to figure out how to post it up again.. hmm.. have been realli long since i post any picx.. in it..

Stay tuyned ya.. :)

BiTs Of PieCeS...

(Extracted from .....)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh...

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

How true ..... did u heard me?

WheRe Have I beeN??

WHere Have I BeeN??
Yo, it realli been quite a while since i last blog. thru enough some of my friend have starts to miss my lengthy entries.. whaha.. opps. Mani event have been happening ard me even such as passing out parade after 6 mths of residential tarining, fullfilling my three months attachment in changi women prison and of cos, las but not least, pass out as a full flaged officer just 20 days ago.. whaha.. and not forgetting landing myself in another home of mine in the eastern side though i still goes back once a week during my off days to enjoy the warmth of family love.. whaha.. life is gonna be realli challenging and demanding as we grow.the samll chair in kindergarten which we sat seems to be shrinking as we are older. Pictures and ceiling of pri sch seems to be come smaller as we grow. ha.. though i always felt that age is jus a no but sumhow u can't denied that the surrounding have changed as we grow.. perhsp its good and bad too.. ultimatly we can prevent things from happening but we can change our reactions towards it. Agree??..

One pretty touching event that happen is none other the de NP inst Mtg, iT is such a joyous mtg that fill the Rooms first time in ever with so much yyouthfulness and such high attendance of nf and in active members.. It certainly is the great hardwork of all my frontline cic and members effort as yiling and mi only halp to guide and supervise the event with the help of jeff too.. it further affirm my determination that NP will definitely grow this time, and to contribute to the succes of the event i believe its non other den the study which we have conducted bi monthly on Gosho and moving on will be HR. Only thru earnest study and determination could we affirm our determination to help others and contribute to the movement of KR in spore.. and further repay our debts of gradtitude to our mentor..
from the bottom of my heart on behalf of all np iic a big thank you and good job to all our wonderful bro and sis!! Lets jiayou and cont creat anothe ht in our coming dec event!!!

however, i also drown in deep tots on my leadership position in my own yongsha, too mani tots have been flying pass and i know that i must make a decision somehow.. i dun need loud words i need actions!! pls preech and act as ND disciple..

Upcoming 1 dec will be TAS ann nite again!! has been looking 4wards towards it esp this time round, most of us are gonna make it for the yearly gathering.. it will certinly be a great meet up after so long.. whaha hopefully could also win some lucky draw prizes.. hmm are u think wat i m thinking?? haha

As for work, kinda enjoyed the friendly relationship with all my collegues afterall our nature nature of work is sumthing we don get to experience it else where so of cos all of us have a common traits that is we are pretty fun loving and easy going and on top of that we are pretty efficient and mobile wor.. relli can lose wt inside men imagine everyday climbing umpteen times of stairs.. whaha and rushing from here and there.. against time.. Phew.. definitely fullfilling.. and most importantly majority of us are pretty young.. and some are of the YOYO kind.. whhaha..

Kk think gotta sign off le, double Decker bed that i have order has arrived gotta received it soon.. ciaoz..!!

RanDoM ThOtZ

It's 12.27am le.. jus had a mtg with all my cic... it feel so cool and fresh to once again list and share out our resolution towards the coming concert.. and this time round, with all the freedom i have longed to get after the training, i m even more determined to make sure all the girls on our list could be able to atten our 23rd concert.. though it is less then a month to go.. but i know we will all do our best de.. hehe:)

jus received a call frm him.. though the call was not meant to talk abt us. it is more to mi lending him a listening ear for him to pour out his sorrow with his group of friend and how other ger have misunderstand him.. haiz.. tot onli girl will met with such nitty gritty thing.. but wat matter worst is.. he has fallen for her once sumtime ago.. MAN! i know i m supposed to be calm abt it since it is ok for him to love sumone after both of us gain our own freedom but i just got that weird feeling.. not of angry but a lil sour yet confuse.. think i am quite a loser when it comes to handle this kinda relationship.. haiz.. likewise what others sae.. hao ma bu chi hui tou chao..but sum how when i see mani of my friends settling down,enjoying their honeymoon period with their loved ones, i jus wonder if i had made the right choice last yr...if i ever did it on impulsiveness and mani at times he tried to piece it up once again, i gave him that hard look of it is impossible btw us.. sumhow deep inside mi now esp after my critical phrase of training in my career i knew he has nv left from ani part of mi.. sumtime he will still call no matter how irritated i may sound...haiz.. hao luan ar.. mani at time i gave him hints and now his reply tend to be so much mature as to.. aiya focus on ya work la.. i noe i gotta focus but i jus can't pretend that my feeling for u is dead ma..Mani at times i wonder if i m desperate or wat.. whaha..maybe.. after all it is less den a yr for singlehood.. perhaps time heals all wounds or perhaps wounds might heal if sumone comes along? crap.. wat am i talking.. haiz..

Let it be over and over.. i m gonna brace up in the next momment!! :)

Btw, received a great news from my academic trainer.. 24 out of 35 had successfully pass our final exam consisting of three papers (legistration,Ops,Rehab module) for our basic officer course.. hurray.. spent 2 week burning mid night oil for this momment to come.. whaha so now i can happily wait for my graduation to come in NOV!! meanwhile jus gotten perform effectivly at work during my OJT period.. Jiayou!!

Sweet Story...

Sand and Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY,
THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT;
AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT,
BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED
GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE
AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:

'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM,
'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND,
WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS
CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE
NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT.'

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND
TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,
A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

P.s(Find this short story sweet isn't it).. it's so true..

pop+thailand+ojt

heyhey.. i am finally back once again to blog as well as back from my block leave (thailand) and also back to my nice and comfy home sweet home for long.. haha meaning i had happily pass out from my residential training le.. hoorray.. indeed hard work has not been wasted all this while.. damn satisfying upon wearing the NO 1 uniform and thinking abt how we used be in the begining and now.. most of us has grown moe mature , some has become more chatty at the end.. it was nothing but mani mani sweet memories to be kept in the heart.. certainly i guess will start to miss the nice routine we had.. esp sleeping after luch even for half an hour could make our day.. and not forgetting the usual cafe break we have after dinner.. was indeed a good bonding session for all of us during the BOC.. now kinda miss the HTA food, the regime and may of my trainers jokes be it funny or lame.. whaha.. but well like wat many of the sae it's is just the begining of our career path..must gove our best shot upon passing out.. now it's another 3 more months to go before i could hear all their laughter again for our graduation.. shall strive to enjoy my learning journey and gaining as much experience as i can while i m still young.. whaha.. kinda like my posting though it's super far from my house.. but thank to my sweet dad whu offered to drive mi every day to work.. whaha.. afterall i m their onli daughter ma.. right whaha.. (shall upload my POP pic soon)

As for my block leave , went to thailand with a few of my cohort mates, half PO and SPO.. had shopping spree for the past 4 days, combing all night bazzar and shopping centre that we can find.. whaha.. it was pretty fun especially when sum of the tee is so much cheaper den spore.. and also their food is not as bad as u think more or less like our local dishes.. hmm shall visit thailand and especially the hotel i stayed in again for the hotel is damn posh.. with two master bed, a coffee table and chairs, dressing table, bath tub all in one room.. cool isn't it.. esp the last night i was sharing with onli one of my friend.. imagine each of us can have a double bed to ourselves..?? sounds attractive ar.. whaha

after coming back for bankok, it's time to get ready for my OJT the next day, so ironed my uniform, polish my boots.. checking that everything is ok.. andnot forgetting to unpacked my luggage and also rest early for th night..

And it now time to get back once again for KOsen rufu... whaha.. yep.. home visit, campaign.. i m coming!!!

Yox.. finally blogging after for past few weeks.. so mani event has happen on june and coming july.. jus had MIlk Run on 1/7, my bdae celebration in june with all my lovely peeps.. will upload the pressie photo once i get settled down to take it.. whaha.. and not forgetting yesterdae de 777 performance at Indoor stadium.. like the guest of honour comment, it was indeed magnificant.. everyone was so high spirited..and we managed to grab hold of our npsd ppl for sum light shot before the show.. it was indded a memorable day to be perfomring for 10,000 ppl.. haha not too sure of the figure.. hmm.. met mani friends too.. and most importantly enjoyed myself thruout the whiole event by bein g a part timer entertainer to entertain all the ywds with gakkai song in both exit.. as by demand by the ywds chief that sd iic must lead song.. hur hur. yep.. machiam pao chang liddat.. all in all.. it was an eventful day in such a 1000 yrs...